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May
18-24, 2003
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Questions
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Answers
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Sat, 24 May 2003
London Tribe
As there's no Tribe nearby I forward my details to start one.
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Welcome
London,
England!
You
are now on the
Tribe
Directory Page.

Little
Ben
Famous
London tourist attraction
for
the budget-minded traveler.
Clip:
members.aol.com/
rager1960/myhomepage/little%20ben.jpg |
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Sat, 24 May 2003
Gambling-2
See: Gambling
Dear Ed,
Thanks for your answer. My father gambled and views trading in the same
light and would much rather I went and got a "proper" job. Your
answer made a lot of sense "aha", I will get my CM to listen to
Fred on this matter.
thanks again
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Feelings
of needing to gamble might transform into other forms of frolic.

Lamb
Gamboling
http://www.newrivervalley.com/
lambs/page2.html
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Sat, 24 May 2003
Processing the
Process
Hi there ...
I was wondering if you could you bring your insight to bear on something...
I've started applying the process to myself. When I feel a "drama"
coming on, I stop, sit tight, and meditate on the feeling ... exploring it, trying
to find out how and where I experience it ... and just "go with the
flow" - see where it takes me ...
I have one feeling that now I'm actually paying attention to it, I recognize
it as being quite common ...
Something happens ... usually bad ... money related, or perhaps "done
something wrong" or "in trouble again". I feel it as an
"unpleasant" surprise, I'm hit by a "thud" in the
stomach as it drops, tense jaws, kind of frozen in a "now what?"
type feeling ... As I concentrate, I note a slight headache and perceive
voices. One is kind of wordless, more of a shocked feeling than can be
summarized as "How can this be happening?" "They can do this
to me", "This shouldn't be happening like this" or even
"why does this have to be happening".
It's a
"shock" that "not doing anything" (i.e. inertia, head in
the sand, irresponsibility or rather not taking responsibility) either
hasn't made a problem go away, or has actually caused a problem instead of making
everything OK, as I'd kind of hoped it would. Also, as I concentrate, I
get fuzzy little snippets of memories of times when good things seem to just
have "happened" without me actually having to do much. At the same
time I'm telling myself "You should have acted earlier",
"its your own fault", "you knew you should have done
something", "you could have seen this coming" or "you
knew this could happen" culminating in "Jeez, why don't you act
when you have the chance?" and a few other self-referencing expletives.
I've been meditating on this for a while, and although I
"understand" rationally what's going on, and am fully aware of
what I *should* do for these situations not to arise in future, the
feeling hasn't resolved (I haven't resolved it?) into an aha.
When I imagine the
situations again, I still feel more attracted to the old method of
"ignore it and maybe it'll go away" rather than to the new method,
"lets sort this out now", which has immediately
"unpleasant" consequences.
Just keep at it? Or am I missing something?
Thanks, |
Trying
to figure things out interrupts TTP. You might formulate your need to
analyze into a feeling and notice where it takes you.
When
you run your narration of the thud, tense jaws, voices ... you might try
suspending the judgment that these are bad feelings and just get in to them
as pure experience.
Notions
about "should" can interfere with experiencing the way markets are
actually trending.
A
skillful receiver can help you focus the feeling, keep validating it and
encourage you to keep going forward.

A
Rose
Analyzing
it, judging it, evaluating it ...
all
interfere with experiencing it.
Clip:
www.platinumphoto.com/Models/
Gladis/Gladis%20Smelling%20the%20Rose.jpg
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Sat, 24 May 2003
CM/Fred
Hello Ed,
Your model of the mental process intrigues me. This model does have some
basis in a number of psychological, scientific and religious theories
including Ying/Yang, Left/Right Brain, Conscience / Unconscious, Physical /
Spiritual, Foreground / Background, Right / Left, Conditioned /
Unconditioned reinforcement to name a few.
Correct me if I am wrong, but you believe that having the two sides
working together in harmony would help the trader in the trading process or
for that matter in any human process. You have found the Trading Tribe
methodology as a way to get there.
In the sixties they called groups like the Trading Tribe sensitivity
training. In the seventies they called them T-Groups. I don't know what they
call them now. Do you see any differences between them and your
methodology?
I was a Psych major until I read the debate between B.F. Skinner and Carl
Rogers about psychology, determinism and Free Will. You might, if you
haven't read it already, enjoy a book by Carl Rogers called "Becoming a
Person". It talks about communication between one's conscience and
unconscious sides, and with other people.
I liked Rogers
because he wasn't afraid to test his theories and get rid of them if their
results didn't fit. One might compare it to back-testing of a trading
system. Rogers has also written books about T-Groups. Other authors like
Alan Watts, Richard Bandler, John Grinder, Freud, Anthony Robbins all share
your CM/Fred model in one way or another.
However, some
psychologists like B.F. Skinner and other behaviorists only look at behavior
and think the CM/Fred split unnecessary baggage.
For the record, I see myself as a great trader yearning to get out of
a terrible trader's mindset. I love to trade, but my CM limits me from
doing so - to keep me out of the "poor house"! I have made
more money playing blackjack than I have every made trading the markets.
Perhaps your Trading Tribe methodology would help.
Would you be willing to "back-test" your Trading Tribe
methodology? If so, how would you do it?
Thanks for your FAQ, |
See
Trading Tribe Process, at Other Methods
In
the case of yearning to get out, you might locate the feeling of being
trapped, and allow Fred to present it fully to CM.
Feeling
trapped in a position can lead to the Drama of panicking out of your
winners.
You
can get a sense of the how TTP works by reading comments from contributors
who are experimenting with it and reporting back.

Some
yearn to get out ...
some
to get in.
Clip: www.sengers.ch/special/trapped.jpg
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Sat, 24 May 2003
Control
Ed,
I believe your position on trader feelings is: that these must be
expressed, "or else"; and that for full expression to occur, other
people (and ideally a structured process) should be utilized.
Who were your own people and what was your own process as you worked on
successfully expressing your own trader feelings? What I am getting at is,
there was no one pioneering TT when you did this stuff. There was no model
to work from, I believe.
Or was there?
Did you attempt to use journaling of another self-referential (singular
vs. social) technique or process to express?
If so, why do you think it failed?
If not, how did you know to go directly to expressing to others?
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I believe you must have deeply examined your own feelings and
motivations to begin and continue to develop and maintain FAQ and develop
TT.
If so, could you share these and also mention any relation or basis your
feelings and motivations might have ... to the zero-sumness of trading.
Also, what did you think you would experience of leading TT and FAQ compared
to what you actually have experienced to date. |
The
Trading Tribe avoids the use of "must", "should be",
"must have" as these tend to invalidate feelings and shut down
communication from Fred to CM.
Ideas
about what markets "should" do can be expensive.
You
might examine your feelings of wanting to control conversations, and avoid
the unpredictability of intimacy.

Control
Replaces Intimacy
Clip: www.pa.msu.edu/gtour/
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Sat, 24 May 2003
Personal Growth
Dear Mr. Seykota,
Thanks for posting my last email on your FAQ.
Your comment, "If you are the amender, you might have some feelings
about projecting yourself in public, letting others know who you are",
pinpointed a message from Fred inside me - before CM realizes.
Probably Fred
wants me to express myself more in the public but my CM is blocking me in
some ways. So is this "AHA"?
Indeed, it is a
great experience. A question came up in my mind, what if somebody does
not want to be mirrored or feel very uncomfortable during the Trading Tribe
Process? (too stubborn / aggressive?) Or they do not want to be exposed
about their feelings?
Does that mean
they should not join the tribe?
After all, I suppose the whole point of personal growth is when CM listens
to Fred. Is that right?
Regards, |
See:
Trading Tribe Home Page and Trading Tribe Process.
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The
Trading Tribe follows trends in the markets, trends in feelings. It supports
people being how they are, does not tell people what they should feel or do.
People
who are not ready for TTP generally do not join a Tribe.

Bashful
Some
are Shy and Stay Distant
Others
bring their shyness to the Tribe
as
an item to experience.
Clip:
www.xs4all.nl/~hwalther/
images/opc-bashful.gif |
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Fri, 23 May 2003
Your Metaphor
Ed,
If you have one, what is your trading metaphor?
If you don't, what is trading a meta for? |
Here's
one:
The
Path
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A
track or way. |
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A
road to a purpose: path to wisdom. |
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The
route along which something travels or moves: path of a trader |
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A
course of action or conduct: path of learning. |

A
Path at Harbin Hot Springs
Clip: www.harbin.org/links.htm
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Fri, 23 May 2003
Lake Ratio
Dear Ed,
For years I've been fascinated by the graphic display of quantitative data
and believe such displays will improve greatly as inventive minds use
ever-more powerful computers.
Your Lake Ratio is
an elegant and practical improvement over Sharpe Ratio.
To determine the Ratio, the draft states "volume of lake divided by
volume of earth underneath". I don't see how that could be accurately
calculated, as I believe the volume of each would vary depending on the
graph settings. Possibly do you mean "depth of the lake divided by
the depth of the earth underneath" ?
Or do I need to
spend more time at Lake Tahoe to fully understand? |
The
Lake Ratio measures volatility over the history of the account. Plot the
equity on a scale starting at zero.
The
Trading Tribe goes with the flow of feelings, with the flow of the markets.
Understanding is optional.
You
might consider Lake Tahoe as a nice place to resolve your need to
understand.

You
might like to be a shoe.
Specialist
in under-standing.
Clip: http://jobsearch.nmu.edu/
students/articles/dress/
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Date: Fri, 23 May
2003
Emotional Intelligence
Daniel Goleman has an "emotional intelligence" test. I took it and
flunked it! Yeow. This was 2 years ago. The net effect of failing has been
to caution me about my emotional frame of mind. I check myself a lot.
Well, I'm off to meditate...
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You
might take the actual physical feelings you associate with flunking tests,
particularly the items you miss, into your meditation.
If
you try to ignore Fred, you might wind up taking tests in the markets

Failing
the Diet
Suppress
the Feeling of Hunger
and
Fred Still Finds a Way
Clip: www.dietriot.com/fail.htm
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Date: Fri, 23 May
2003
Trading Tribe
Meeting
Hi Ed,
Thanks for the enlightening meeting yesterday. I saw firsthand how the Tribe
and each individual reflexively help each other accomplish magical changes,
with your guidance to keep it on track.
I see teamwork gets things done better and look forward to next meeting.
Regards,

Teamwork
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Yes
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Fri, 23 May 2003
More on Inflation
Ed,
Thank You.
Thank you for the picture of the squirrel. Laughter is good medicine.
Also, big, big
kudos for your definition of inflation. I hear so called experts claim over
and over that prices are going up, and blame it on inflation.
Prices can go up
or down for a host of reasons that all figure into the supply/demand curves.
The prices of computers and other electronics have been dropping for
decades.
I never hear
people blame deflation. Money is a medium of exchange and printing too much
relative to production causes inflation. |
Governments,
like people, tend to inflate a bit as they mature.

Some
Forms of Inflation
depend
on hot air.
Clip: www.abc.net.au/rn/talks/
bbing/specials/kabul2002/gallery4.htm |
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Fri, 23 May 2003
Childhood
Mr. Seykota,
I found your posting "Rules and
Authorities", seemed to hit me directly. You say "When CM
doesn't listen to Fred's feelings about childhood trauma ... Fred keeps
setting up dramas to get CM's attention".
I find myself acting out these dramas nearly every day in my current job, but
can't seem to make the connection. Although I'm very capable to perform
well in my current job, I seem to find ways to ensure my failure. I will
commit to ambitious deadlines for projects, and fail to meet them
consistently, and apologetically.
Afterwards I
feel terrible about myself and vow not to do the same thing again, but then
the cycle repeats.
I procrastinate on
working on almost every task, which always leads to a few very stressful
hours or days prior to giving project updates to others. The strange
thing is that I know the cycle, but I can't seem to break myself from it.
I actually have a very understanding boss who always gives me the benefit of
the doubt when I perform poorly, but I just continue to push the limits
further.
I've always rationalized my poor performance by telling myself that I'm just
bored with my job, and I'd rather be spending my time learning to trade /
testing my ideas. The ironic thing is that if I were performing up to my
capabilities in my job, I would probably already have been able to
accumulate enough money that I would be able to trade professionally
(assuming that my ideas work/ and I'm compatible with them).
I suppose that I did have a traumatic childhood, I was abandoned by both
of my parents when I was 6 years old and went through several homes
following that. But I really can't see the association between this and
my current problems. Any thoughts, suggested readings?
Regards, |
Likely
you have very deep feelings about trusting other people.

Here
We Are, Joined Together
now,
again, and forever.
I
see you reflect love's beauty
You
make my life so worthwhile,
my
Child
Clip: www.christian-thinktank.com/trust.gif
Lyrics: Child (c)
Ed Seykota, 2003
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Fri, 23 May 2003
Feelings About Not imposing
See: Reference
OK,
For the last two days, I've been trying to feel the feelings about doing
it all on my own. Using The Process has been very difficult because I
had a hard time feeling the feelings. I tried and tried, and tried some
more, and still ... nothing. I then thought about how to logically identify
the source of the problem by working backwards:
1. Seykota says, "You might take a look at your own feelings about
wanting to do it all on your own - not impose on others." I thought I
was being polite - what was that all about?
2. Why do I dislike imposing on others? Come to think of it, I rarely ask
for people to help me at work and at home - they always come and ask me for
help. How did Ed get that one? And is this an ego / pride thing?
3. Was I brainwashed to not impose on others? Is it rude? Asian culture
teaches us to not impose / be an imposition on others, and to be unassuming.
4. When I was young, I remember my parents telling me to not ask so much of
others - it's rude.
5. Even though tracing it back this way seems logical .. somehow, that
feeling of imposing is still there ...
Unlinke the Aha moment I experienced about the 4th grade English class and
commitment, it's very hard to resolve this imposing issue by myself. THAT is
when I realized that the problem has surfaced again! I just said, "It's
very hard to resolve this imposing issue by myself."
Now I know how the Trading Tribe Group setting can help: by mirroring the
feelings of an individual, the group becomes very supportive, all
participants know and embrace the same feelings, and it becomes easier for
the person to feel the feelings.
It was very very
hard to feel the feelings on my own, so I am looking forward to our first
meeting. I haven't felt the "true reason" yet for this issue, but
I'm sure it will eventually come to light ~ |
When
you fully experience the feeling of wanting to do it on your own, you may
realize the importance of a great team in helping you, well, do it on your
own.

Racing
A
driver is as good as his team.
Clip:
www.nd.edu/~ndracing/team/team96.html
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Thu, 22 May 2003
Gambling
Dear Ed,
After 8 yrs trading pa (last 2 full time) I am having difficulty in
breaking a pattern i.e one where I am consistently profitable then end
up blowing the majority away in some sort of gambling frenzy.
When this occurs I
go back to certain books and try and find out why I do this, one passage
I read is your answer in wizards where you speak about everybody gets what
they want.
On a conscious
level I definitely do not want this to happen yet understand that the
consistency of these blowouts means I am fulfilling some other need.
How do I get to
the root of the problem, I did see a NLP practitioner some time ago and
thought that would work and maybe it helped but I would very much like to
solve this once and for all.
take care &
good luck |
The
Trading Tribe Process gets CM listening to Fred. This breaks the pattern.
In
a holistic world, the question, "why" has no meaning.
You
seem to have some deep feelings about gambling. You might ask your Tribe to
help your CM experience Fred on these matters.
Once
Fred informs CM directly, the need for drama disappears and the feeling
transforms into its positive intention: perhaps, to warn you about gambling.

Gambling
to the Max
Fred
finds a way
to
get the Message to CM.
Clip:
www.midgard.liu.se/~b97gorkl/smuts.gif
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Thu, 22 May 2003
Bright Bulb
Ed:
Would you recommend a good back testing site or software that is user
friendly?
My assistant is
willing and able but not the brightest bulb, so we need something REAL
simple. |
You
may have some feelings about abusive language, offending people, people
leaving you.

Don
Rickles
Mr.
Nice Guy
Clip: www.vegas.com/shows/rickles3.jpg |
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Thu, 22 May 2003
Process
Dear Ed,
I have done a few sessions of the Process with friends and I have two
questions:
1. How important the receiver's capabilities are ?
If I come up with
issues that are "too much " for the receiver, if the receiver is
overwhelmed by the feelings, can he/she stop performing the assigned task
properly by skipping mirroring certain statements and feelings? In other
words how important is the training of the receiver(s) and how important it
is that they do not have the same issues as the person in the hot
seat?
2. I notice that when in hot seat, constant mirroring throws me out
of my continuum of feelings, it is interrupting.
I wait
for the receiver to finish mirroring before I can move
on. What can you suggest as far as frequency of mirroring ?
Overall, the Process works, it does something. I am not sure where it is
taking me, but I plan to stick with it as long as I feel is necessary.
Do you need help preparing the program leading to mastery of the Process
? Can I do anything to make it available quicker?
Thanks for your help
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Receiving
is critical. The receiver keeps the process alive - or kills it.
A
receiver can get Fred complete in a couple of minutes ... or prevent it for
hours.
Working
with the Trading Tribe and fielding FAQ questions is helping develop
materials.
Mastery
seems to come to those who practice sending and receiving with masters.

Washington
Huskies' Cody Pickett
Completion
depends on both
the
sender and the receiver.
Clip: www.washington.edu/
alumni/columns/sept02/briefings_football.html |
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Thu, 22 May 2003
???
Mr.Seykota
Gentlemen
Autor will evaluate possibility of diversification
in financial future as EN,MCT,LFT
Dissadvatage can be :
1. Financial futures market give limited opportunities vs. stock market (a
lot of different positions)
2. Return is not better by traders with comparable qualifications.
But what of advantages can have financial future market vs. Stock market ?
1. Monday -Friday trading without stop ?
Is financial future market active overnight ?
Exist good oportunity overnight ?
2. More margin ?
3. Anothers ?
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It's
crackers to slip a rozzer the dropsy in snide.

1952

2003
Potrzebie
Axolotl
Etaoin
Shrdlu.
Clip: www.collectmad.com/madcoversite/ |
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Thu, 22 May 2003
Application to
Incline Village Trading Tribe
Dear Ed,
It makes sense a master trend trader would live in "Incline"
Village ... during up-trends at least.
I want to join your Intentional Community, as I need help in emotional
aspects of trading, and wholeheartedly can contribute for the good of the
group.
Last night I spent hours reading your FAQ. I am awed. Driving home,
reflecting on two concepts turned my parasympathetic nerve system inside
out:
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my habitual
recurrent hyperactive trading and resultant sadness. |
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my profound
regret over missing signals-trades-profits. |
Shuddering
tears poured out. All those sad situations flashed in front of my face. I
embraced and experienced. I feel a "spell" broke, one which I no
doubt cast on myself.
I can be at a Tribe meeting as soon as you say ok, including tonight.
warm regards for sharing your gifts,
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OK. |
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Fri, 23 May 2003
The Tao of
Trading
Dear Mr. Seykota,
I read about you mentioned "Going with the flow" and I had very
deep feelings about this concept. The philosophy of trend-following style
trading is surprising similar to what Lao Tze's philosophy in his "Tao
De Jing".
I wish to share
the following wisdom amended from the original passage:
"The best of trader is like water,
Which benefits all trends, and does not contend with
them,
Which flows in places that others disdain,
Where it is in harmony with the Way.
So the trader:
Lives within nature,
Thinks within the deep,
Gives within impartiality,
Speaks within trust,
Governs within order,
Crafts within ability,
Acts within opportunity.
He does not contend, and none contend against him."
Kind regards, |
The
identity of the amender is ambiguous. SVO-p grammar supports
identifying the subjects. See: Trading Tribe Process.
If
you are the amender, you might have some feelings about projecting yourself
in public, letting others know who you are.

Who
is that Masked Man ....
He
offers 30-year mortgages at 2.5%.
That,
my friend, is the loan arranger.
Clip: www.tysknews.com/
images/Lone%20Ranger.jpg |
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Thu, 22 May 2003
Following a
System
I am using a fixed fractional position sizing method. If I'm trading
$500,000, then my optimum position size is Equity/10 or $50,000. I work my
way up to my optimum position size through pyramiding. I take an initial
position of $10,000 then as the stock increases (for longs) by 1 ATR, I add
another $10,000
until I get to $50,000(assuming the stock continues).
I use a 2 ATR stop.
This works, and quite frankly don't really follow anyone or anything else.
Just wanted to share my strict discipline of
entry, adding and exits. |
Everything
works sometimes and something works every time. FAQ does not endorse any
particular systems. See Ground Rules. |
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Thu, 22 May 2003
Inflation
Dr. Ed -
In your Market Wizards interview you commented that inflation was how the
"old order" was swept away. As I was in diapers during the 1970's,
what was the "old order" that was swept away during that period of
inflation. |
Inflation
is increase in the money supply. Prices rise in response to inflation.
1970
you can buy a new car for $2,000.
For
examples of Sweeping Away, check the German hyperinflation and the recent
events in Russia.

Have
I Got a Drama for You
Just
vote for me and I'll keep raising the debt limit and we can make life more
fair.
Clip:
www.mystandlace.com/images/broom.jpg |
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Thu, 22 May 2003
Nothing Works
Dear Mr. Seykota,
My name is [xxx] and live in Germany.
I am trading the market since 1997 (Dax, E-Mini), but I am not successful.
I am always losing.
I read a lot of books and took a lot of trading advice via internet etc. I
also took a trading course by [xxx], nothing help me.
Maybe I am stupid for trading?
But before I give up my trading career, I want to try give me one chance
more (or again).
I have lost my believes and my trust in me.
So I am writing to you in hope, that you can help me.
If you offer some teaching material, advice, seminar or personal coaching it
would be very
kind of you, if you could tell me the details (price, description, etc.).
With kindest Regards
P.S. Sorry for my bad English |
You
report feeling unsuccessful, unworthy, stupid, etc. You also seem willing to
follow other's advice even with evidence this does not work.
If
you have unresolved feelings of inadequacy, and are unwilling to experience
them, you can count on Fred to arrange for you to keep acting out Dramas
such as the ones you mention.
Joining
a Tribe or forming one, and experiencing the feelings of inadequacy pass
from Fred to CM ... might be simpler than having to act it out over and
over.

CM
Catches the Pass from Fred
so
Fred does not have to set up dramatic end runs.
Clip:
www.clayton.k12.ga.us/
schools/006/cheer/Candid%20Photos/
catching%20a%20football.gif |
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Wed, 21 May 2003
Enabling
(myself?)
"You might see if Toxic Parents (see the Books Page) rings a bell for
you.
If so, you might take your feelings into The Trading Tribe process."
Sure, it does. Nevertheless I think the title is a bit too strong.
"Toxins" usually come from generations and, as always, I prefer
to look for the positive aspect of everything first.
As the old sage
said: "In every stone sleeps a crystal." Anyway, I think we might
reconcile a strict upbringing with healthy attitudes towards our children,
so as not to incur in emotional abuse and its unpleasant consequences. I'll
pick a copy for me as it might help me cure my own emotions.
I have had very positive experiences when dealing with feelings, either
through my previous thread in another community and through your FAQ. In
personal relationships too, sometimes we find people who lend great support
and help us achieve our best.
This is the
case, for example, with a female coworker who's been a great friend and
through our friendship helped me a lot in the "Process", in a
natural and spontaneous way. In this sense, I think intentional communities
are very positive.
"Your anecdotes are consistent with co-dependent enabling behavior.
You may have deep feelings about wanting to save people, make excuses for
them, get meaning by being the strong one, etc."
Could you elaborate a bit more on this, in light of the Process? Thanks. |
You
might look up enabling and co-dependent to find their meanings in the
context of relationships.
You
seem be uncomfortable looking at "negative" aspects. The negative
label is part of your way of not experiencing feelings. A Tribe can help you
experience this tendency and release it.
Your
co-worker sounds like a healthy and supportive friend ... you might ask her
to pace your experience as you explore your feelings ... you might start
with your feelings about judging feelings as good and bad.

Some
People Can Experience A Grapefruit
and
notice its color, flavor, texture, temperature, aroma, sweetness ...
and
others just decide it's good or bad.
Clip: floridaindianrivergroves.com/
_borders/grapefruit.jpg |
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Wed, 21 May 2003
Wining &
Losing Feelings
Dear Ed,
When Fred eventually gets the message through and I feel the feeling, is it
enough to do it once or repetitions help?
Maybe, if
repetitions occur, it means the message is not fully understood or received?
I have analyzed my feelings about wining and losing and came to the
conclusion it is feeling of inferiority that I want to mask and
avoid. Deep inside I feel weak and a loser, on the outside I win. Wining
requires ruthlessness in my case. I have to see the opponent as an enemy
not worth any kind of compassion. And I actually enjoy it, I become like
an animal, predator, something primal awakes in me and I go with one
objective in mind-win.
I define what is
to win, when to stop at a profit and loss and stick to it. What bothers me
is that feels so ... (I am having trouble exactly describing it right now)
... so inhuman, or so unfair to others ... I do not want the world to
be based on this kind of behavior. Ha, maybe I am afraid of being simply on
the other side and getting beaten?
But there is some
kind of animalistic satisfaction after I win. Maybe it is only relief that I
did not lose? I feel confused about the subject... I need to dig deeper till
it resolves itself.
The feeling of inferiority repeats itself despite of having felt it . What
does that mean ?
Thanks for your help.
|
Fred's
unexpressed feelings tend to nest in tangles and knots:
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feeling
inferior
|
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wanting
to mask feelings
|
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wanting
to see opponents as enemies
|
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wanting
to feel like a predator
|
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feeling
guilty about fairness
|
The
Trading Tribe encourages fully experiencing the entire system of feelings;
this might involve returning to feelings recursively, like pulling apart the
strands of a knot.

The
Essence of the Knot
is
knot feeling your feelings.
Clip:
www.u.arizona.edu/vislab/images/tangle.gif |
|
Wed, 21 May 2003
Off to the Lake
I would like to say the Lake Ratio provides a simple and concise breakdown
of all drawdown conditions that other methods don't account for. This rule
of thumb, as you refer to it, is simple, and highly intuitive. Fits me.
Can you please present the precise math involved in calculating the Lake
Ratio?
Always thankful of all your insights. |
The
Lake Ratio is a rule of thumb; you can derive a formula for it by
inspection.
You
might have some deep feelings about needing precision - not being able to
proceed on incomplete information.

Kids
Jumping Into a Lake
even
without knowing the precise temperature, and dissolved carbonate content, in
parts per million.
Clip: www.watertalk.org/
forum/lake-jumping.jpg |
|
Wed, 21 May 2003
No Spoon
Ed,
Do you remember the film "Coming to America?"
There's a scene in the barber shop when the old white guy tells a story
about eating soup in a restaurant. Perhaps you remember it. It seems to be a
humorous parallel to the trading tribe process.
Restaurant Patron: "Taste the soup."
Waiter: "I don't wanna taste the soup."
Patron: "Taste the soup."
Waiter: "But, I don't wanna taste the soup."
Patron: "Just taste the soup."
Waiter: "Why do you want me to taste the soup."
Patron: "C'mon, just taste the soup."
Waiter: "I can't, there's no spoon."
Patron: "AHA*..... AAAAHHHHAAAA*!!!" |
Murphy
lacks a spoon; he could get one by asking for it.
The
incident, however triggers some feelings Murphy has about about not getting
what he wants (irritation, inferiority, sadness) which he likely does not
like to feel.
So
Murphy's Fred arranges a drama in which he puts down the waiter; the waiter
sets up his own compatible drama by not setting the table properly.
The
Trading Tribe Aha is not a big noise during the execution of a drama - it's
a subtle release of tension as Fred finally succeeds in informing CM about
an experience.

Excuse
me, sir. I need a spoon.
Clip: www.paramountcomedy.com/
films/images/coming2america/mainPic2.jpg |
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Wed, 21 May 2003
Cleaning Up
Dear Sir:
Thank you for your FAQ website. It has been a big eye opener.
With regards to repressed feelings:
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how can I
know when they are all cleared? |
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How can I
distinguish between a "drama" and just life? |
I suspect I have a
few dramas going on in my life, but how can I be certain?. Is it always
safe to express anger during a tribe meeting during the clearing process?.
I suspect that I have a lot of anger stored within, and wish to know how
to safely release it to get to one or more AHAS.
Thank you for your attention.
Yours sincerely. |
When
you finally get to the center of the onion, you get another onion.
It's
all drama and it's all just life.
Trading
Tribe Customs:
 |
You
may express anger, by reporting the feelings (temperature, size,
location, associating emotions, etc.) |
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You
may not express the drama that Fred uses to get CM's attention (throwing
chairs, insulting people, breaking things). Violence is a drama Fred
entrains when Fred cannot express anger. |
You
might consider the positive intention of anger - hint: the positive
intention of thirst is to make sure you have enough water in your body.

Feelings
Have Positive Intentions
Clip: www.superlaugh.com/fun/thirsty.htm |
|
Wed, 21 May 2003
Trading and Poker
What is your take on the link if any between the modes of thought that lead
to quality poker play, and quality trading play?
|
Risk
Management.
|
|
Wed, 21 May 2003
Fox on the Run
You say that for the process of dissolving you need someone there? You
cannot do it alone? How come?
|
CM's
nature is to do whatever it has to do to avoid Fred's communication about
your issue.
Putting
your own CM in charge of the Trading Tribe Process is promoting a Fox to
take care of the Chickens.

Sure
thing, no worries.
Of
course I'll take good care of them.
Clip: http://pantransit.reptiles.org/
images/1998-03-10/close-fox-apr2.jpg |
|
Wed, 21 May 2003
Harem
Management
Dear Sir Ed,
Thanks for putting Karachi. Pakistan online.
I believe Successful Trading is going against human nature. A trader rises
above natural tendencies, faults.
I believe Trading is amazing journey of Self- Discovery and Change for
better. As one change the environment and the past only change him or her
selves.
I believe Trading Tribe will have a larger impact on all of us involved it
will change, for better our Psychological make – up and to change that is
difficult and I believe only a trader like you can accomplish this with all
your mentoring, wit, straight forwardness, success, wisdom and confidence
you bring to all of us.
I had known that you had the talent of boiling downs complicated thoughts
into simple sentences, but your internet surfing skills and content picking
talent I just got to notice. It amazes me. How you find all relevant images
and captions from the net for answering nearly all the questions.
I wanted to ask you is it true and necessary to have more than one system
to trade with for different market conditions and market itself.
A collection of
them that if one is not dong well you go for the other one to get consistent
performances like when market moves in ranges one shift from a long-term
trend following system to one suited for shorter timeframe etc.
I read that best traders have more than one system to trade with it. Do you
find it necessary? I am asking you this because I always believed that
best trader have to and do, sit and wait for the right market conditions
suited to their trading methods or until the right low risk, high return
idea comes up and it only then they trade did I get anything wrong in here.
I also wanted to ask you it said make a good method and follow it but what
is meant by know the exceptions? Now as we trade the trends how do we
know the exceptions or when markets moves in extremes, but is it not
predicting and second guessing one system? or we simply have to use our
common sense which only looks simple in the hindsight
When Sir Ed we could pick your book off the shelf? |
If
you have several sub-systems and a systematic way to combine them, then you
have one overall system; you can even simulate it to find optimal risk
management parameters.
If
you do not have a systematic way to combine them, then you are setting up a
nice playground for Fred.

You
can play on the ladder, the swing and the slide ...
and
go back and forth between them
whenever
Fred wants attention.
Clip: http://www.parkvista.com/fun.htm
|
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Tue, 20 May 2003
Quick ... Gimme
the Trade Secret
FAQ - A Bit of
Your Experience, Please
Hi Ed:
Since you have many years of trading experience and testing of systems, I
would like to get an answer to a simple question.
Based on your research, which trend-following method have you found to be
more profitable? An "always in the market" system or a system that
is out of the market (flat) when trend momentum has diminished?
I hope you will part with this trade secret because I feel that it is
a very fundamental and key component of a trading system. Through your
experience and wisdom (or is that "wizardom"), I expect that your
insight will save me years of "reinventing the wheel" (trading
system).
I appreciate any opportunity that I may have to learn from you, including
your website.
Sincerely, |
A
man calls up a tire shop and says:
"I
want to ask a simple question: which tire is the best."
He
doesn't tell the salesman what kind of car he has, or what kind of driving
conditions he expects, or the price he has in mind.
The
salesman simply listens.
The
man goes on, "I want to know the Trade Secret about:
 |
always-on,
year-round tires |
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or
a summer and winter set." |

So
When You Figure Out
What
You Want
we
probably have it in stock.
Clip: http://money.cnn.com/
2000/11/02/home_auto/q_winterize/ |
|
Tue, 20 May 2003
Enabling
see Life
Unfairness
Ed:
As I read the "How to use 'fairness' to get free stuff" technique
I acknowledge I have been exploited a lot in this way. I just let the pain
flow and I have had many insights. Thank you very much, Ed.
There is, however, an interesting link between "Life unfairness"
and my previous post about getting into power struggles with girls I would
fall in love with.
I notice I have
been linking love with pity and I am usually attracted to girls whom life
has been "unfair" to.
In a rather
pathetic way, I have been trying to be the hero who spare them from life's
unfairness. However, in a rather harsh and rude way, I have always been told
that they do not care about my intentions.
Actually, they are
usually interpreted as unwanted interference and self-interest. In a vicious
circle, as this has been usually in a harsh way, I would feel badly treated
and resented towards life's unfairness, and the drama would repeat again.
(--Oh, my Fred, don't do it again. Alright, that's O.K. You're right. I give
up. :-)
Thinking about starting a community in my area. Please let me know what you
think. |
Your
anecdotes are consistent with co-dependent enabling behavior.
You
may have deep feelings about wanting to save people, make excuses for them,
get meaning by being the strong one, etc.
Sometimes,
when an alcoholic reforms, the enabling spouse dumps the reformed alcoholic
and finds another practicing one.
You
might see if Toxic Parents (see the Books Page) rings a bell for you.
If
so, you might take your feelings into The Trading Tribe process.
The
Trading Tribe supports the formation of Tribes and Intentional Communities.
See Tribe Directory Page.

Enabling
is a Drama Too
When
Fred and CM communicate,
drama
disappears
Clip:
www.funnyclicks.com/
funnyclickscomicgal2/booze.jpg |
|
Tue, 20 May 2003
MA
Question
Ed! Another question from your frequent fan...
After thoroughly studying Technical Analysis over the last few years, via
reputable textbooks, online discussions, learning by doing, etc, I have
observed that:
Probably the only way to assure profits is to follow the trend (surprise),
both up and down/long and short. After researching, trying, back-testing,
etc, probably the majority of the TA indicators, tools, etc, that exist, I
keep returning to Moving Averages.
MA's are simple, they work, they trend, you can't break them ... indeed,
some stocks are very haphazard and volatile, but some respond quite nicely
to MA's. MA's have helped me identify all rallies/declines in the indexes,
with the fundamentalist investor press only picking them up weeks later.
Maybe because MA's were "discovered" in the 1930's by Richard
Donchian, and are not the latest gee-whiz, high-tech gadget, is why they are
not in the first chapter of all the "hot" trading books and
magazines.
Yet again, MA's WORK. They make me feel comfortable, and I like them. Did I
mention they trend follow?
Ed, I do not want to know what I should do. What I should do is do what
works for me (MA's.)
In Market Wizards (MW) you mentioned Exponential MAs as something you
used (to what extent or success I do not know) in the early 70's. You also
state you were intrigued by Donchian's works and his 5/20 crossover system.
In MW, you also stated that you use end-of-day data.
Furthermore, in
Van Tharp's book "Trade your Way to Financial Freedom" you are
mentioned as having taught a college course using a 10 and 20 MA system.
Based on these observations, I can only conclude that you use MA's to some
extent in trading (correct/incorrect?)
My question to you is, in your professional trading experience, do you share
similar views as I do about MA's and have you put them to extensive use in
your own trading?
Ed, thanks and take care of yourself. |
Exponential
Averages compute per:
EA(t)
= EA(t-1) + (1/TE)[P(t) - EA(t-1)]
Moving
Averages compute per:
MA(t)
= sum[t->T+1](Px) / TM
MA
evolves by discarding the earliest price while EA evolves by discarding the
average price. To equalize ramp tracking, use:
TM
= 2*TE - 1
A
5-day moving average
tracks
a ramp the same as
A
3-day exponential average.
With
this adjustment, MA and EA seem to give similar results. The
"right" system for you depends on your psychology.
If
there were one right car, everyone would have the same one.

No
Need For So Much Variety
Everyone
Can Just Pick The Best One
-----
Your
story about the college course:
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is
not in SVO-p syntax
|
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does
not identify the reporter
|
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is
apocryphal
|
Clip:
www.farkman.com/assets/goodies/cars.jpg
|
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Tue, 20 May 2003
Koan
What about checking the feeling of wanting to
experience feelings?
|
Very
nice!
First,
experience the feeling of wanting - lack and incompletion - it disappears.
That
leaves the feeling of experiencing feelings - the light joyous nothingness
of the persisting moment of aha.
Trying
to keep the aha going - just takes you back to the feeling of wanting.
So
goes the cycle.

Moving
and Being Stuck
Define
Each Other
http://www.tk421.net/gallery/
pictures/yin-yang.jpg |
|
Tue, 20 May 2003
The Market
Dear Ed,
I think I made quite a progress in the market study. Among other things, I
noticed that places where market direction changes (in the way I define it)
are quite risky.
Incidentally, now
we are in such a place. So, though market indeed in the switch tone now, it
is quite volatile and risky to participate now (according to what I
see). This is like middle of 1998, and beginning-middle of 1990.
I think that the risk is increased now without reward. What do you think ?
I hope this is not a reflection of my fear of the market ... |
Wednesdays
are some of the riskiest days to trade. The others are Monday, Tuesday,
Thursday and Friday.

To
Find the Risky Days
Look
on a Calendar
CLip: www.co.leon.fl.us/calendars.asp |
|
Tue, 20 May 2003
Great Work!
Hey Ed,
Your doing great work. I just had to congratulate you. From what I can see
the problem most traders have is gaining control over their emotions. In
essence you're teaching people how to use trading as a means to become
strong willed. Although trading is not my method, I too am on this quest.
I also read your paper on risk management. I had no idea that there are
optimal percentages to bet based on the potential rewards and losses as well
as the odds of success. How did you first discover this?
Another thing I noted is that libertarian principles are something you
believe all members of TT should strive for. Are you an active
Llibertarian? I was for awhile myself and still consider myself a
Libertarian in principle.
Keep up the great work! |
The
Trading Tribe does not tell people what they "should" do or what
they "should" strive for.
It
seems that as people clear deep feelings, they develop a taste, on their
own, for freedom, respecting the rights of others and taking responsibility.
In
the process they seem to cast off false authorities.

Evolution
of Authority
http://www.yowiehunters.com/
graphics/evo%20of%20authority.htm |
|
Tue, 20 May 2003
Wants to See the Future
Your coin example is understandable.
But,
As you stated, luck and payoff may change with changing market conditions.
Therefore RISK is the only parameter the manager can control. Can
computerized back-testing ever give the trader a realistic feeling of how
his or her system will behave if the above statement is true.
|
Fundamentalists
predict. Trend Traders postdict and simuldict.

Hummingbird
Peering
into the Fuschia
Clip:
www.grenadines.net/
carriacou/hummingbird.jpg
|
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Tue, 20 May 2003
Surprisingly simple!
I'd like to share something that I think may be helpful to others, and also
as a thank you to Ed.
I sent three comments in on the same night. In chronological order they
were:
1) the Kelly and Shannon post (to which Ed aptly responded with the
scarecrow)
2) the I, me you and us (to which Ed responded with an appropriate comment
about my perceptions of boundaries between myself and others)
3) Humorously in hindsight, I then posted the sram and yuri question (which
Ed responded to with a comment on existentialism and the aha.)
Funny that I seemed to be leading myself in the right direction but insisted
on asking Ed for the answer.
It is almost as
if I posted the Kelly and Shannon question because I knew I was beating a
dead horse but I wanted Ed to tell me the horse was dead because I didn't
trust myself. This led me to investigate my feelings on the need for
external validation. A mini aha resulted.
I realized I had been placing myself in the very confusion loop that I
propounded could be so constructive to others! Just read the posts and it is
abundantly clear! Another mini aha resulted.
Then a big aha came about a half hour later out of nowhere and completely
unintentionally. The "a" and "ha" floated away along
with my previously unresolved issues. It was like letting go of a helium
balloon that I have held tightly in my clutches for 23 long years and just
watching it float off into the distance until it disappeared.
Fantastic! Surprisingly simple! Makes me sing and dance.
Thanks Ed!
|
Yes.

Getting
Ready for the Open

Riding
the Trends
Clips:
www.ient.or.jp/tlclub/
graphics/p4balloons.jpg
www.adders.org/
freeware/balloonswp.html
|
|
Tue, 20 May 2003
Risk
Management/Position Sizing
Hi,
I read your website article re: Risk, and found it interesting, but I have a
comment. I am a full-time equity trader using self-developed mechanical
systems triggered by EOD data. I have spent a great deal of time on the
topic of position sizing and risk.
At one point, I
took my system's result parameters and created a Monte Carlo analysis on
Excel, simulating 100 years of "theoretical" results from my
system, in order to examine variability of returns and drawdowns. While the
results were useful to a degree, I kept coming back to a conceptual issue
that I think is also pertinent to your coin toss example in your
"Risk" article:
Since your coin toss example, and a general Monte Carlo analysis rely on a
statistical estimate of a "success ratio/win rate", I feel that
there is an inherent oversimplification in the assumption that this win
rate is "constant" over time. Example: If your system
generates 500 trades in a year, and 250 of them are successful, then you
would naturally infer that your method has a 50% success/win rate. However,
while this may be true for all of the trades considered as a single group,
the far more likely situation is that this 50% "win rate" is
nothing more than an "average" of many shorter-term
"hot" and "cold" streaks experienced throughout the
trading year.
There may be favorable market periods within the year where your win rate is
70%, and subsequently, there may likely be other unfavorable periods where
your win rate is only 30%. Either of these periods may exist for quite
awhile, while still "summing" at year's end to a 50% win rate. It
is during the "cold periods", where the win rate drops to, say,
30% for a time that I feel traders are vulnerable to "blowing out"
if using a simple 50% win rate assumption when calculating position size.
I really feel that the best way to calculate optimal position size for
"success" (as opposed to maximum profit) is to:
 |
1. Determine
in advance the largest % drawdown you are comfortable with. |
 |
2. Examine the
actual historical drawdowns of your method and in doing so, vary the
hypothetical trade size until the maximum drawdown is at, or even a bit
below your self-imposed limit. |
 |
3.Accept
whatever return accompanies this sizing algorithm. This is as opposed to
calculating optimal position size for maximum profit, which may lead to
a drawdown larger than statistically likely assuming a
"constant" win rate. It is here where many traders may
inadvertently hit what you described so aptly as their "uncle
point"
|
Regards,
|
Yes. |
|
Tue, 20 May 2003
Feeling More
Dear Ed,
These feelings, it is really powerful stuff. Makes me feel alive.
Most of my life is dull, but when I feel and experience the feeling fully
without expecting anything ... live is rich, pulsating and bubbling
experience.
I am looking
forward to feel more than before. When I allow myself to feel, I feel free
... , time seems to stop or disappear and nothing really matters except for
the current moment and the state I am in. I have a faint intuition that
if feeling appears and it hurts is not the feeling that hurts but defending
against it. But I am not sure, it can be both ... or something else.
I know that in the end I want to experience certain feelings. What steps I
take in the process to feel depends on the level and frequency of the
feeling up to this moment, which depends on my resistance to feel. My
resistance is big, too big for me to live like this anymore. I want to
change this. I am glad that I came across your web site. It is great. And I
want to join the Trading Tribe. So, my question is: Can I join the Tribe?
Thanks for your time and expertise.
|
To
join a tribe or to start your own, see Tribe Directory.
To
dissolve resistance, treat it as another feeling; experience the resistance
and it turns into aha.

The
Match and the Air
Experience
Each Other
and
Clip: www.filmworld.com.au/htm/
collections/collections_corbis.htm
|
|
Tue, 20 May 2003
Florence Tribe
Dear Mr Seykota,
I would like to start a Trading Tribe here in Firenze (Italy). I read the
Trading Tribe Member philosophy and the membership checklist.
Even if I have
been in the futures market for 10 years and traded as 'local' in the LIFFE
pits I have a lot to learn. Especially when it comes to shifting my trading
from intra-day to medium and long term trading and to left winners ride and
cut losses.
Best regards, as ever
|

Welcome
Firenze,
Italia
(Florence)

View
From Piazzale Michelangelo
You
are now on-line
on
the
Tribe
Directory Page.
Clip: promoter.ics.uci.edu/
gpollast/Firenze/ |
|
Mon, 19 May 2003
Life
Unfairness
"Life is not fair; if it were, you would look like me. You might
examine the feeling of wanting things to be fair."
Ed:
I feel we have touched a very sensitive area and I locate feelings of
resentment towards life unfairness. I feel deep pain. How to cope with
that?
|
The
way to cope with it: stop coping with it and to start experiencing the
feeling of it. The rest is automatic.
Pain
about fairness runs deep in our culture; some people even specialize in
exploiting the cultural avoidance of experiencing the feeling.
Here's
how to use "fairness" to get free stuff. The technique is pretty
cool. It works like this:
 |
Tell
someone he should feel guilty about owning something nice. |
 |
If
that doesn't work, start pouting and tell him it's just not fair that
you don't have one too. |
 |
Link
Fairness to sharing things. Tell him if he doesn't share, he should feel
guilty. This usually gets the guilt flowing. |
 |
Then,
since most people do not want to feel guilty, he will give you lots of
stuff to make you and the feeling go away. |
 |
Don't
worry if this sounds like extortion, most people will never catch on ...
and if they do, they will never call you on it, since it is politically
impolite to do so and they do not want to risk feeling guilty about
being inappropriate. |
Note:
The tactic fails against the Trading Tribe since:
 |
Members
are not afraid of their own feelings ... they even like to explore them
and get ahas. Feeling guilty is just another opportunity to get an aha. |
 |
Members
know, from experiencing it, that guilt is the feeling of doing something
wrong, not the feeling of owning
something nice. The positive intention of guilt is to keep
integrity high. |
 |
Members
know life is fundamentally unfair and that people are wonderfully
different; if life were fair, everyone would have to look like Ed.
People don't really want fairness, they just want free stuff. |
 |
Members
know that people who link fairness to sharing, are just trying to use
pettifoggery and extortion to get free stuff. |
Foundations
like The Center for Character Development help
support cultural notions about fairness, by conducting fairness
trainings for children.

CCD
Training Exercise
Links
Fairness to Sharing
The
Caring Meal
1.
Set up 2 long tables. Prepare a feast for your students. This feast could be
just candy, fruit, bread and other goodies.
2.
Put all the goodies on one table. Put only some bread and water on the other
table.
3.
Have some of your students sit at the feast table and some at the bread and
water table.
4.
Have the students eat what is at their table.
5.
Watch and see if the people at the feast table share with those at the bread
table.
6.
After a while ask the students how they feel about this feast and discuss
the character principles of caring and sharing.
-----
Note:
The Center for Character Development affiliates with Indiana Department of
Education, Purdue, Notre Dame, etc.
Clip: http://www.charactercenter.com |
|
Mon, 19 May 2003
Rules
and Authorities
Year 198X
Jack Schwager: What are the trading rules you live by?
Ed Seykota:
a. Cut losses
b. Ride winners
c. Keep bets small
d. FOLLOW THE RULES WITHOUT QUESTION
e. KNOW WHEN TO BREAK THE RULES
Year 2003
Ed Seykota writes an article on Risk management :
Risk Management - Summary
1. Clarifying trading and risk management systems until they can translate
to computer code.
2. Inclusion of diversification and instrument selection into the
back-testing process.
3. Back-testing and stress-testing to determine trading parameter
sensitivity and optimal values.
4. Clear agreement of all parties on expectation of volatility and return.
5. Maintenance of supportive relationships between investors and managers.
6. Above all, stick to the system.
7. See #6, above.
And Ed is not asking to break the rules (system)! Why change of heart and
preach what you don't practice?
|
You
seem to have some deep feelings about authority figures: relying on them,
trusting them, finding them inconsistent, having them hurt you, trying to
confront them.
You
might take your feelings (likely anger, sadness and grief) into the Trading
Tribe Process and see what ahas arise.
Perhaps
when you resolve your authority issues into ahas, you may find it much
easier to find and keep harmonious employment.

Childhood
Trauma
When
CM doesn't listen to Fred's feelings about childhood trauma ...

Adult
Trauma
...
Fred keeps setting up dramas to get CM's attention.
Clips:
www.lawontheweb.co.uk/
images/mansacking.gif
www.hawaflcio.org/
Images/yourfired.jpg |
|
Mon, 19 May 2003
Birth of
Another Trend Trader
Dear Ed,
I thought thoroughly about your words.
Indeed, I think my intention is to catch tops and bottoms. Indeed, if
I imagine myself in the past, and slowly unfold the prices, I would like
switch at the tops/bottoms. And, indeed, unfortunately, I don't have a
recipe for doing that. In its limit, this would mean intraday buying and
selling - a prohibitively expensive proposition.
I hope however that there is something behind that. Namely, I would (like
to) think that, probably, there are some statistically reasonable strategies
for improving the performance of the trend following. I'll try to do
that.
The more I play with the data and the more I watch the market, the more I
see that my interpretational abilities should be removed from decision
making.
The only rational
way is to explicitly make rules, perform numerical simulations, estimate
profit/loss/risk, and play with couple of parameters. Augmented by money
management, this (supposedly) may be a basis of trading.
Market is too big
and formidable for me to make interpretations. Probably, some people can do
that, but not me.
Yours Igor.
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Yes. |
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Mon, 19 May 2003
Vern in your FAQ
Dear Mr. Seykota
Sorry but possibly is not all right with your web page. If I login to my
broker open your page and press button FAQ on your page original image and
text in page of my broker [xxx] substituted with text of your FAQ . In old
frame with adress line of my broker I can see your FAQ, but not my
portofolio, quotation & But in case of second broker [yyy] it work okay.
Excuse me, is it possible to think that your www page infiltrated with
viren? And page of one of my brokers is not very secure?
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Thanks
for the notice. I am posting it to warn the others. Maybe a good idea to
wear protective headgear for a while, until the danger passes.

Official
FAQ Upgrade Kit
Warning
!!!
FAQ
may contain Verns and Viren, and may be hazardous to your belief systems.
Clip: http://www.trayal.co.yu/eng/m2.htm |
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Mon, 19 May 2003
Fairness
Dear Ed,
Regarding the comment, "life is not fair". My father in law has
the best saying, "There are two fairs, one at the county seat and
one at the state fairgrounds."
Just thought I would pass it on.
Jeff
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So
the fair maiden pays a fairly fair bus fare to go have an affair on a Ferris
Wheel at the fair.

She
gets there fairly late ...
...
and winds up in a different basket with a Dilithium Salesman from Gronk ...
and that hardly seems fair.
http://solomon.physics.sc.edu/
~tedeschi/midway/ferris-wheel.html |
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Mon, 19 May 2003
San
Jose Trading Tribe First Meeting
Hi Ed,
We are scheduling our first meeting next week, and I have two requests:
1. Can you put our first meeting date up on the website? It is going
to be Tuesday, May 27 at 6:30 PM.
2. Can you give us a short phone call around 7:00 PM that evening? I know
all of us want to say hello to you, but I want to keep that as a surprise (I
wouldn't want people to come to the meeting just because they want to hear
from the mysterious Ed Seykota~) If you can do that for us, we would
greatly appreciate it! - I've been receiving a lot of requests, and I know
many people just want to be associated with your name without taking the
time to really understand what you are doing.)
Many Thanks, |
Your
meeting time is on the Tribe Directory page.
At
this time, attendance at a tribe or intentional community meeting does not
confer any form or certification of licensure from The Trading Tribe
I
generally telephone newly forming tribes during their first meeting to say
hello and extend congratulations.
You
might take a look at your own feelings about wanting to do it all on your
own - not impose on others.

Even
Hermit Crabs
Form
Symbiotic Relationships
Some
hermit crabs place anemones on their shells as camouflage and protection
from predators. The two invertebrates share food. When the crab outgrows its
shell, it leaves it behind and finds a new, larger shell and transfers the
anemones onto it.
http://www.bigpacific.com/
whattodo/101things.html |
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Mon, 19 May 2003
Feeling the feelings
Dear Ed,
Thanks for an absolutely superb forum. I've often hunted around the internet
looking for stuff by you, and now finally found something ongoing.
About feeling the feelings: When I start focusing on one strong feeling (eg.
the need/drive to get into the market, before my signal is fully confirmed
ie. impatience / over-eagerness etc), it then takes me to another 'picture'
in my mind with a different feeling attached (eg. a family member, along
with a new feeling).
The original
feeling then pales into the background (ie. the impatience /
over-eagerness). I sometimes think "Hang on, let me get back in touch
with the impatience to make sure I've felt it fully".
This I presume is
the wrong approach, isn't it? I should go along with the new feeling, and
then the new feeling after that etc etc until hopefully the so-called Aha
comes. Is that right - it's kind of like a journey from one feeling to
the next, until it's resolved? (My concern here is that sometimes the
original feeling only seems half-felt, because new images and feelings rush
in).
Anyway, I'd appreciate your comments here.
By the way, your explanation of feelings in respect of the limbic system etc
makes such perfect sense. For the first time I can truly understand why it's
so important to feel the feelings (particularly from a physiological point
of view). I notice that page isn't there anymore, is it possible for you to
perhaps email it to me.
Thanks for everything again
Regards |
Some
feelings guard others, in protective layers. When you start to experience
one, another feeling (that you don't want to feel either) may come up as a
protector.
A
friend or group can help you focus your feelings during these evolutions,
and also help you return to the primary feeling as the protectors disappear.
The
Trading Tribe Process includes mention of the Limbic System in the
description of Fred.

Guards
Some
feelings guard others. To get through them all, experience them as they
appear, and convert them all into ahas.
http://www.angelfire.com/tx/
ToySoldier/brigadiers.html |
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Mon, 19 May
Chess and
Trading
Hi Ed
I find this link interesting:
http://www.fastcompany.com/
online/24/chess.html
It reminds me of how your site is developing, especially the last paragraph
titled: "To Learn How to Win, Learn How to Lose".
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To Learn How to Win, Learn How to Lose
There's a problem with learning chess when you're young: You're going to
lose a lot. And, of course, ego gratification is probably the main reason
why a child does anything. But if, as a young person, you can learn how to
handle defeat, you can eventually learn how to win. That's one of the
primary functions of a good chess teacher -- to get students through the
pain of losing.
My lessons consist of a lot of silence. I listen to other teachers, and
they're always talking: "Why are you making that move?" "What
other options are you considering?" I let my students think. If I do
ask a question and I don't get the right answer, I'll rephrase the question
-- and wait. I never give the answer. Most of us don't really appreciate the
power of silence. Some of the most effective communication -- between
student and teacher, between master players -- takes place during silent
periods.
When I do talk with students, my goal is to help them develop what I
consider to be two of the most important forms of intelligence: the ability
to read other people, and the ability to understand oneself. Those are the
two kinds of intelligence that you need to succeed at chess -- and in life.
In my classroom, I have what I call a "hot corner." One or two
students will sit with me at a board and talk chess. They are not allowed to
move the pieces physically. They can't "show" me their moves. They
have to tell me their moves. I make them play the game in their head. They
deeply fear that moment in the hot corner -- because they don't know if they
can do it. My job is to show them that, yes, they can do this impossible
thing. We all can do it. We all have amazing capabilities. At first, playing
the game in your head feels like work. Eventually it becomes intuition. |
Chess,
backgammon and other games of strategic risk-taking provide rich metaphors
for trading.

Emanuel
Lasker 1868-1941
World Chess Champion: 1894-1921
Lasker's
underlying philosophy: play an "effective" game of chess, as
opposed to a "perfect" game of chess and take calculated risks
http://www.insight.demon.co.uk/
Technical_Articles/worldchamps/
lasker/lasker.htm
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Mon, 19 May 2003
London Tribe
Dear Ed,
I contacted you a few days ago with a couple of questions about a new tribe
in London and training / coaching.
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If
you wish to set up a London Tribe, see Tribe Directory. |
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Mon, 19 May 2003
10:03:17 -0400
Report from Toronto Tribe
Hello everyone,
Is anyone concerned about the possibility of not having an “aha”
orgasm in their first meeting? We have had four meetings in Toronto
with a total of five people on the hot seat and I have witnessed two ahas.
Just like an
orgasm, there is no mistaking when you have had one! However, a public aha
is not always required. An aha or simply some deeper thinking may come hours
or days later to the hot seat occupant.
In our first meeting I took some time to review the importance of emotions
in trading and life. However, we spent the majority of the meeting checking
in and getting to know each other.
Near the end of
the meeting we gave the hot seat a try. While we all fumbled around a bit,
and while there was no aha, we were able to get a feel for how it works. We
had our fourth meeting this past Tuesday and we continue to learn and
improve on the process. The hot seat is now where we spend the majority
of our time in our meetings.
Being physically present is very important for me when pacing and mirroring.
While the language is critical, I find that I really pick up on the physical
cues in the meeting. Also, the group dynamic is interesting and helpful. It
seems to allow each person the time to move in and out and flow.
Last week I introduced a talking stick (it was actually my putter)
for the students in the group. I found it helpful as it gave the person in
the hot seat time to respond before someone else began speaking. As the
leader, you will need to focus everyone on staying in the present,
expressing feelings and avoiding questions, judgment and advice. Other than
that, just let it happen.
I look forward to hearing how it went and learning from your experience.
All the best, |
Yes. |
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Mon, 19 May 2003
Don Juan
Calling In
Dear Mr Seykota
I am a futures trader and NLP student. I really like the your FAQ, no quick
fix or holy grail but many clues to learn and grow.
I always try to learn something new about myself, the others and the
markets. I noticed that when I am focused on learning, trading doesn't
seem like trading at all, is just absorption and fun. In order to stay
focused on learning I need to act like Carlos Castaneda's Warrior.
The Warrior threw his ego into the dustbin, he has no expectations, he's not
fighting against the others, he is fighting only against himself, against
his limits.
He fights for
knowledge and he is conscious about death. He know that he could die
tomorrow and so he tries to act in the best way in every single act. He
tries to transform any single moment in something magical and because he has
no expectations he's free from the fear and the limits of personal history.
I would like to start a TT here in Florence. Trading Tribe and some
teachings of "Don Juan", what is your opinion? |
FAQ
encourages the formation of intentional communities. See: Tribe Directory.

Carlos
Castenada
Carlos
Castenada's New-Age Shamanistic writings contain metaphors about the Noble
Warrior and Mystical Journeys.
http://www.paranormal.de/castaneda/
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Mon, 19 May 2003
07:44:29 -0400
Risk Control
Mr. Ed Seykota
Mr. Seykota stated in Risk Management at 17 may 2003
... A losing streak of even one trade, without proper risk control can be a
Waterloo.
1. No close to open risk, without exception,
for each instrument.
2. Multiple
account by different brokers.
3. Not more as
2-2.5 % bet value from total equity for all instruments.
4. Only securities
liquid enough for autor trading volume.
5. Multiple
communications chanels with brokers.
6. No option
underwriting activities ,separate option account with account value not more
as 25% from total equity. Option transaction volume not more as 10% from all
volume.
7. After losing
streak started with 4-6 consecutive loss from possible 30 ,change tactical
approach and after that folloving bet reduction.
8. Two order
praxis. First order buy or sell short ,second stop loss.
9. No money
management for third party. No bank/third party debt. Only money,which
autor is ready to loss.
Can you give a suggest to anothers means ? Autor would very pleased for you.
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You
seem to have deep feelings about communicating clearly.

Dilithium
Salesman ...
...
starts gronking away, forgets to establish rapport with the buyer, and loses
the sale, even though the buyer needs at least 2 ounces for his tradefader.
http://www.hypsos.ch/traitements/
communication.gif
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Mon, 19 May 2003
Joining Incline
Village Trading Tribe
Ed,
Greetings again and thank you for your response.
I live in Sacramento and am of 30 years of age. Originally from Los Angeles,
I decided a few years ago that a change of location was due since a majority
of family members had already congregated to the general area.
Regarding my trading, it continues to evolve. While I used to test the
quick in and quick out types of trades, I have come to realize commissions
present a formidable problem within such a short term time horizon.
Also, a crucial
part of my progress revolves around the recognition that the study of past
historical market data can ultimately help optimize my choice of current
trend possibilities.
Another essential part of trading for myself involves the need for emotional
balance. While my heart pounds less and my nerves seem settled more than
when I had first begun, I recognize that there is still a psychological
impact when a trade is made capable of affecting the "go with the
flow" type of plan I embrace.
It is my understanding that The Trading Tribe meetings uncover and
explore emotions rather than attempting to obstruct them from reaching the
conscious mind. By experiencing them, there is no longer a need for the
subconscious to provide dramas in an attempt to create an awareness of such
feelings resulting from past events. It is also my understanding that The
Trading Tribe provides an atmosphere of non judgment accompanied by active
encouragement and support for the process from fellow members.
Sincerely, |
Welcome.


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Mon, 19 May 2003
00:37:54 -0400
Sram and Yuri
see Trader
Models 3
Great point under the Sram and Yuri Pics.
"You
may have feelings about them, and you may have judgments about these
feelings."
At times, we can
throw ourselves into confusion loops based on this idea. Example of a
Confusion loop: Say I pass a judgment, then I have feelings about passing
the judgment, then I pass judgment on my feelings about my judgment. Then I
have feelings about my judgment about my feelings about my initial judgment.
Now I might talk
to someone about my feelings about my judgment about my feelings about my
judgment about my feelings about my initial judgment. Then we might talk
about talking about it. The cycle can proceed infinitely and snowball into a
big mess.
Confusion loops
can be devastating and waste a great deal of time. If one is philosophically
and / or analytically inclined, one can be especially at risk to confusion
loops. If we let them go we can recognize the inherent perfection of things
just as they are.
No judgments,
no feelings about judgments It's like the psychological swoosh; just feel
it! |
When
CM tries to consider feelings and judgments about itself, without consulting
Fred, things seems to go round and round, in a big cycle.

When
Fred and CM collaborate, such issues become ahas, existentialism gets
interesting, to the extent that it's fun.

Soren
Kierkegaard (1813 - 1855)
Father
of Existentialism

Jean-Paul
Sartre (1905 - 1980)
Modern
Existentialism
Soren
and Jean-Paul find Fred,
do
some ahas together, and become
a
couple of regular party animals.
Clips:
http://www.angelfire.com/
co2/grubb/images/IGOTIT.gif
http://admin.vmi.edu/ir/found11.htm |
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Mon, 19 May 2003
AHA AHA AHA
see: Trading
Times Predictive Method
Dear Ed,
The Trading Times Predictive Method IS the most enlightening post I have
ever read!!!
HAHHAAAAHHAA = AHA AHA AHA moments
The picture of the broker knocked out a lot of drama in my CM!!!
I am at Zero Point right now.
Thank you poster. |
Children
seem open to feel whatever they feel. Their moods change from moment to
moment as they keep experiencing their feelings. As we mature, we learn to
contain our feelings.

Ha
Ha Ha Ha Ha! Aha ! Got Milk ?
Clip: http://www.jasper-sky.com/
kids/laughter.htm |
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Sun, 18 May 2003
Perspective
ED
I encourage others to examine trends (and swings) in various time frames
(15 minute, 30 minute, 90 minute) for a different perspective.
Keep the brain stimulation trending up.
Regards |
I
do not know of any trading system with a track record for consistently
profitable trend trading using a 15 minute time horizon.

The
Holy Grail
turns
out to be a stopwatch.
Clip: http://www.porkboard.org/
pictures/stopwatch.jpg |
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Sun, 18 May 2003
Danger
situations = Creativity at its Max performance
Danger/ = Creativity at its Max
Yoshiro Nakamatsu, holder of the most patents in the World, does his “creative”
thinking underwater in his pool until he needs to rise to inhale oxygen.
He claims that when the brain is deprived of oxygen, the limbic system
(instinct) is at its peak performance.
This is because
the instinct’s instinct is to find the best way out of this dangerous
situation; therefore it is a work-horse during these moments of near-death
situations. I am not talking about taking reckless risks to spur creativity.
I prefer peaceful ways to do it. Any thoughts? Is this one of the primary
reasons most of the best traders/investors come from humble / hungry /
beginnings?
Or is the mind at its peak performance when it is not thinking/worrying
about anything(ie free and clear and dancing with abandon)?
I am improving my creativity by participating in abstract hobbies such as
music, art, or doing absolutely nothing walking at beach---things that I
like to do. And it is very fulfilling.
I hope you don’t mind sharing with everybody how/when/where you arrive at
your creative spark. Or maybe it is spontaneous. |
You
claim the best inventors come from humbleness and hunger. You ask me for
reasons for this.
For
Trend Traders, reasons are optional. In a holistic world, everything effects
everything else.
You
might have some deep feelings about humbleness and hunger.

Floppy
Disks and Memory Chairs
“I have been a
part of many great innovations,” says Dr. Yoshiro Nakamatsu, who holds
more than 3,000 patents. “At the end of the next millennium, they may
forget that I invented the floppy and the digital watch and remember me for
improving sex with the Love Jet.”
The Love Jet helps
the body secrete the sex hormone DHEA, which Dr. NakaMatsu calls “the
medicine of love,” and has been dubbed by the media as spray on
Viagra.
Some of Dr.
NakaMatsu’s other inventions include Yummy Nutry - Brain Tobacco (to
stimulate your brain to new creative heights as you smoke) — and the
Cerebrex (a chair that supposedly improves memory, math skills and
creativity just by sitting in it) but these never caught on in the
marketplace.
Clip: http://www.creativityatwork.com/
articlesContent/Nakamats1.html |
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Sun, 18 May 2003
Risk management
During the Trade
Hello Ed,
Very good this stuf about risk management. I use the kelly formula for
initial positions.
I trade futures in 2 ways
1. Swing trading
2. Long term trend trading (something like turtle)
The central question I have is:
HOW MUCH SHOULD YOU ADD TO WINNERS?
The risk you are talking about is always the initial risk when you start a
position. My feeling (I'm studying it) is that there is a lot of profit
in the way you manage risk DURING a trade.
I think the way in which you add to winners is crucial for (big) profits.
I don't always agree with the turtles..
Sometimes they are too aggressive and sometimes I think that you should
still add, and they don't....
My idea is: you should use e.g. the Kelly formula for the initial position.
But then?
Please read about the following situation:
I have a initial position and my system tells me to put my stop at or
better than my initial position.
My risk = 0, but
the question is should I put again risk to my position or should I wait
until my initial position + stop have a profit, which I can risk.
Psychologically you are happy that you cannot lose anymore, but the other
thing is that you cannot win (more) if you don't risk more.
What goes around in my mind when I manage positions is the last, so I add
rather quickly. I do it intuitively. Now I want to organize this better and
I want to develop a plan. A way to look at it is to trade more systems.
Adding to positions means "re-acting on a signal of a second
system".
So what should you do?
Take the system (1) on which you got the signal for the first position.
Suppose you bought at price p1. Take a certain amount (e.g.) 2% or 2 ATR.
Now test your system when you would have bought not at p1, but at p1 + 2%
(or +2atr). If the statistics are oké you can buy. How much you can buy
depends on the Kelly formula. Of course this system has a lower performance
than the first system. So the parameters in the Kelly formula are different.
So you must add less than the first position...agree.....
But the 2 trades are 100% correlated....so what do you do with the total
risk....?
So the next thougt is:
Suppose you can add
First quantity at p1
Second quantity at p1 + x
Third quantity at p1 + 2x
Fourth quantity at p1 + 3x
x is a certain amount of price movement, e.g. 2% or 2 atr.... (depending on
your time frame)
Depending on the stop values you have a certain risk when you have the total
quantity....you could set that on 3% e.g. and than pray everything goes all
right....
Conclusion:
I think that using more or less different systems for adding at different
price levels is the best way. Each system delivers parameters for the Kelly
formula and this will give you the optimal bet for each system.
I hope that you can follow mind brainstorming and can give your judgment for
this (never heard!) way of thinking over "adding to winners"...
Perhaps we can start a nice discussion.
Best regards
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You
seem to have a system that you follow for initial entries, and then you
place add-ons by gut feel.
You
might consider taking the feeling of all that drama into the Trading Tribe
Process to find out what Fred is trying to tell you.

The
Exciting Thing About
Adding
On To Pyramids:
Sometimes
They Fall Down
Clip: http://www.birdsinthebelfry.com/
house%20of%20cards%20falling.jpg
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Sun, 18 May 2003
I, Me, You and
Us
Ed,
In the natural state, we care deeply about the feelings of others. Since
none of exist independently of one another; I do not care about you, nor do
you care about me, we care about us.
Once seeing this;
it sometimes pains us deeply when some of us see ourselves as others and it
causes suffering.
This of course is
a result of the fact that their suffering is not theirs at all, but ours.
This is great; because we can quickly avert the emotional reaction and see
that there is no suffering, and no joy, and so the "suffering"
becomes "joy" which becomes nothing.
Unfortunately, the
"joy" of this process can not be felt by those of us who see them
selves as those of us as opposed to just us, or rather suppress
"their" inherent understanding of the system in favor of
attachments to the ego and the concept of the individual existence.
At times, We may
even react negatively to this and allow us to become I and experience the
suffering in the negative independent view independently of the joy of the
positive collective view.
We care about us.
Helping I's who imagine themselves as I's rather than us's can be difficult;
especially when us becomes I (as in first person I, or "me.")
Having, at times, seen us as I, we want to help us's when they become I's.
What are your
feelings on the possibility of aiding an I in the process of seeing the us;
or must the I first uncover the inherent understanding of the us and want
us? |
You
might have some deep feelings about individuation and boundaries between
yourself and others.

Early
on it can be difficult to know who's who. Later on it can still be
difficult.
Clip: http://www.parentspitara.com/
babynu/prenatal/lifestyle/5.htm
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Sun, 18 May 2003
Kelly & Shannon
If I am not mistaken, you've done some investigation into Kelly's "A
New Interpretation of Information Rate," which is came about primarily
as a result of Claude Shannon's "A mathematical Theory of
Communication."
At the end of Mr. Kelly's paper, he mentions that "Theorems remain
to be proved showing in what sense, if any, our strategy is superior to
other involving a(s/r) which are not constant."
He seems to be propounding that his static scheme may or may not be improved
upon by combining it with or transforming it to a dynamic scheme.
The only thing that remains static in this world is dynamics. In other
words; we can only be sure of one constant, which is change. This being
said, it seems logical that a dynamic scheme might be better suited to a
system of positions in the financial markets which is in constant flux.
I'm curious as to whether or not you have investigated this possibility.
Would you care to share any thoughts on this topic? |
Trend
Trading uses position sizing and trailing stops to control risk in
inherently dynamic markets.
You
indicate some kind of dynamic super sauce that makes "trimming
trades" to improve on trend trading..
If
you can produce a sample of such a sauce for, say, a simple 5/20 moving
average system, I'm sure many would like to know the recipe.
You
might be a very bright person with deep feelings about wanting to figure it
all out, rather than simply going with the flow.
As
a temporary work-around, you might self-medicate the feeling by
ceremoniously awarding yourself a prestigious diploma in trend
following.

Ray
Bolger in Wizard of Oz
Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer,
1939.
The
feeling of wanting to get some brains motivates Scarecrow to follow
the yellow brick trend all the way to Oz. The Wizard informs him he already
has enough brains, and lacks only a diploma.
Clip: www.loc.gov/
exhibits/oz/images/vc55.jpg |
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Sun, 18 May 2003
thx
Ed,
thx for turning me on to Reminiscences of a Stock Operator. I wish I
had read this five years ago. So many of his mistakes make me think the book
had been written about me. A timeless classic. I've already recommended to
two others.
Thx again ... I enjoy your site.
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Yes.

Old
Turkey
"It's
a bull market, you know."
Edwin LeFevre's
1923 classic contains characters and messages that linger in the mind and in
the gut.
Clip: www.oefunds.org/news/
retiree/images/Turkey%2010.gif |
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Sun, 18 May 2003
Likes Looking
at Lake
Dear Ed,
Thanks for clarifying.
The definition of your Lake Ratio is very clear with the graphic,
also since it addresses the drawdown duration - I feel it is yet another
significant contribution by you to the money management community.
Keep up the great work and thanks again for your mail.
Sincerely, |
The
Lake Chart visually illustrates drawdown duration and magnitude.

The
Lake Chart
More:
Risk Management |
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Sun, 18 May 2003
The Trading
Tribe Process
Hi Ed,
I'm getting more and more curious how you feel about what I wrote to you. Each
missive has moved me forward from the last. Like dropping rose pedals.
Now, I am
thinking that Fred is not so much a psychological model of mind as a
sociologic model of Mind (as Gregory Bateson used the term - one Mind
in which we are all participating). This makes much better sense of what
you are saying.
The Trading Tribe
Process has an individuated focus, and a group (Mind) impact. The 'hot seat'
is a conscious node (identified patient) of an associational network of
connections in and between the members of the tribe present.
Others change 'by
metaphorically' mapping their experiences onto the hot seat sitter. This
suggests more possibilities than mere explanation.
If the Trading
Tribe is intent on breaking down the artifice of individual difference
between one another and bring more of the wisdom of the group Mind to
everyone, then perhaps two traders could 'exchange' problems (or resources)
- possibly without reference to their content. |
Yes.
The Trading Tribe seems to have a
collective wisdom about the markets.
Exchanging
knots is one of the methods.

Rose
Petals - The One

Rose
Pedals - The Two

Echinopsis
Layii Petals - The Many
These Cactii may
take five years to mature from seed. Curiously, they all spring into bloom
on the same day, like traders discovering a market at the same time and
having a collective, colorful aha.
Clips:
www.magusfloral.com/
Flower_Pictionary/I-R/i-r.htm
home.twcny.rr.com/andylevy/
dakota/gfx/pedals.jpg
http://www.dur.ac.uk/
botanic.garden/dubg/bgcactus.html |
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