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September 11 - 20, 2007
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Questions
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Thu, 20 Sep
2007
Father and
Son Discuss Trading
Son to
Father - 9/20/07
Today I lost $400 on Silver by carelessly entering a order for 10000
units instead of 100 units. I looked at the order form for 100 units
closed it. Then reopened and entered a limit order between the bid and
ask prices.
The problem
was when you open an order book the default unit amount is 10000 units.
I entered the order waited 15 seconds and then saw the order was filled
... at 10000 units it opened $435 down. I panicked and immediately
market closed it out taking the loss.
I still
believe the trade was the right trade to make based on my system and the
chart but I felt horrible. I was f---ing furious at myself for my
carelessness.
Embarrassed, I
repeated the same mistake I'd made almost exactly 3 years ago. I can't
remember being that mad in years. If I had not been at work I would have
screamed as loud as I f---ing could. I wanted to fight someone right
there.
Pretty funny
now that I think about it. The worst part was letting my dad down 3 days
after he trusted me with his money made me feel pretty stupid, I also
have some guilt over trading money that's not mine because I feel like I
have no emotional attachment to it and losing this money in such an
idiotic way increased the guilt.
I may get back
into the silver trade tomorrow but right now I feel I need to clear my
head. I'm ready for the weekend. This was a good learning experience - I
will triple check all orders and watch my unit size especially with
commodities and have changed the default unit size to 100 units even
though now thinking about that now it would still be insanely f---ing
dangerous with gold. I'm ready for the weekend - cash the check and I'm
sorry.
Father to
Son 9/20/07
Thank you for sharing your feelings about this with me. Good job on
feeling this. It is kind of like that story that Ed tells about the
golfer that played in college with Tiger Woods who moves to Phoenix
after being in the Incline Village tribe.
After about 6
months, he has become known as The guy to see if you need to get your
psychology straight about your golf game. One day he is playing golf
with the number one junior golfer in the world, and the kid bogeys the
first hole. He tells the kid that if he can not resist but can fully
experience all of the feelings associated with making a bogey then he
will have an opportunity to shoot the best score of his life.
The kid ends
up shooting a 63 for that round, one stroke off of the course record ---
and the best round of his life.
Love,
Dad
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Thank you for sharing your process.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <being furious> and <formalizing your agreements
about dealing with errors> to your Tribe as entry points.

Father and Son
passing the craft.
Clip:
http://www.hbo.com/docs/programs/
fatherson/index.html
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Thu, 20 Sep
2007
Learning to
Trade - Wants to Add On to Position
Ed,
Today, I have another very big up day. My account, after just 4 weeks of
trading (the first week I could not get my account open and I did not
buy into the wheat move when I might have) is up very close to 200%.
Amazing. And I know that it does not always happen like this, and I do
know that it did happen like this this time. I am so pleased by this.
Tomorrow, I
plan to study the charts and determine whether there is a good place for
me to add on to any of my positions.
This, I think,
is the area of study I like to explore next -- how to add on to
positions to create huge winners. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
A 200% gain is, by many standards,
already a huge winner.
You might consider checking your
risk numbers,
and back-testing your ideas before you
try to medicate your feelings of invincibility and greed by employing the moron (more-on) rule.
For every more-on, there must
eventually be an equal and opposite more-off. |
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Fri, 21 Sep
2007
Confirming Attendance To Workshop
Hi Ed,
I have mailed to you my registration details.
When you receive the above, could you please confirm my place at the
Workshop via return email, together with any other relevant details.
As far as Peppermill's cuisine is concerned, please put me on the list
for Vegetarian meals.
OK. that is all, . . . . see you on the 19th Oct. (and again on the
25th Oct. at the IV tribe meeting)
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OK. |
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Thu, 20 Sep
2007
The Fed
Acts
Ed,
What do you
think about the recent Fed actions?
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The Fed is implementing the
medicinal response to the fear of a credit implosion: namely, applying
even more of the credit drug.
Heroin addicts face systemic
resistance to getting off the drug. Our culture has an advancing
credit addiction.
The pro-active response is to allow
the economic system to cleanse itself and to support people in
experiencing their feelings.

Bernanke Buck
Graph shows the dollar index.
In parts of the US
we are consuming capital
to meet operating expenses.
In parts of the world,
people are saving money,
and creating capital.
Recent actions by the Fed
are accelerating a weakening
of the US dollar
against other assets.
Clip:
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/money/
main.jhtml?xml=/money/2007/09/19/
bcnsaudi119.xml&CMP=ILC-mostviewedbox
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Thu, 20 Sep
2007
Jurassic
Park and Wall Street Follow-Up
see
previous
Ed,
I do not see
the reference that you mention.
However, I can relate to your
thinking in that my own personal inflation is more a function of
expanding my food supply. Being industrious and productive tends to be
deflationary.
Thanks for wondering how I interpret such a report into my trading. I
simply accept and enjoy the fact that every moment of my life informs my
trading.
All the best, |
The item:
That meant
that most of China's prodigious savings had to be exported or the
nation's interest rate structure would have been under sustained
downward pressure, which would have triggered inflation.
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Thu, 20 Sep
2007
Trading Improvements
Hi Ed,
I want to share my trading experience over the last week or so. First, I
now realize that I created a system and rules that allow me to have
Drama.
It/me were
great at that, but not profits. The system requires lots of intra-day
maneuvers and was short-term. Before exposure to your FAQ and TTP
processes I was breaking many rules and not following the system. This
worked very well at drama creation and draw down.
In the time since I last wrote, I gained an awareness of this just by
reading the web site and I have followed rules better. I am also
reworking the system based on what I am learning with intent of
drama-less profits. One pattern that I was repeating was to have an exit
hit (stop loss usually) and then to just reenter with in a minute or so.
The reentry almost always went against me and I would feel or try to
feel a range of Feelings. Anger, Fear, Rage, Confusion, Contempt,
Frustration …
Now I am following the system and feeling feelings and just noticing
them without taking action other than to write about it in a journal.
I had 3 stops
hit since I last wrote and I did not reenter any of them. When the 1st
one happened I felt anger at first (“I wanted this to win, not be a
loss, this makes me mad”) and an urge to reenter it, but I just took a
breath picked up a pencil and wrote about feeling angry, then sad and
then fearful it would move without me and then about feeling OK and then
glad I was following my rules. The next few stops seemed about the same
but easier. This feels great, I am so happy I found you and the TTP,
thank you!
I know I have knots and medicine rocks to deal with and other system
rules that I may need to follow better. Also if the knot is there and
knot untied, I feel I will do similar things to create the drama. I just
stepped onto the TTP path and started to move forward and intend to keep
building momentum. Just wanted to share my first trading improvements
since finding you and your tribe members.
I notice there is no question here, so is that OK?
Or, alternatively:
Which came first the chicken or the short-term trader? :-)
Some playing you may like by Bela Fleck
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FXHOyqHzupk&mode=related&search=
Thanks for all your work.
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Thank you for sharing your process.
Willingness to experience your
feelings about your system without acting on them is essential to system
trading.
Bela Fleck is
the man. Everyone else is a banjo wannabe.

The Flecktones
Clip:
http://bassnews.co.uk/bela-fleck-
the-flecktones-uk-shows/ |
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Thu, 20 Sep
2007
Financial
Freedom Comment
Dear Ed:
On 17 Sep you wrote to someone: "You might also
like to consider the definition you have for of "financial freedom."
Janis Lyn Joplin sings: Freedom's just another word for nothing left to
lose...you might interpret having no mortgage, or salaries to meet, or
taxes to pay, or debts or money in the bank as a form of freedom from
finance."
A friend reminded me of those words from Janis, when I said I wanted
financial freedom. It gave me pause for thought, and I realized that
ultimate freedom is death, or the giving up of everything. A connection
and / or relationship with things is necessary for continued
existence...for life. Even a bird is not free from eating, or from
avoiding predators.
Thanks
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OK. |
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Thu, 20 Sep
2007
Steve Jobs
Speaks Out
Dear Ed,
This is Steve Jobs' Stanford Commencement Speech 2005. It gives me goose
bumps.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1R-jKKp3NA
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OK.
Sometimes a drop-out drops back in. |
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Wed, 19 Sep
2007
Learning to
Trade - Rolling Forward
Ed,
Today I get a call from my broker saying that I must take delivery of
October crude oil if I do not close out the position today. The last
time this happens I squenched up so much I almost bit a whole in my
shorts and got a knot in my stomach. Today, I calmly tell him I want to
execute a spread trade to roll the position to November and he gives me
a quote which I have him execute at market.
I also tell
him I want to cancel my GTC stop sell order for the Oct crude and enter
a stop loss for the Nov position. Last time, I did not know I needed to
cancel my stop loss order and two days later I learned that it was hit
and I had a short position with just two hours left to trade (another
situation where I felt my fight / lawyer emotions kick into gear). I
think I told you the analogy once of the guys I know that worked in the
oilfields and lost fingers and digits. Well I feel pretty lucky to have
only lost a fingernail or two -- everything I have lost seems to grow
right back.
So, after all of that non-drama it should be no surprise that I
experience another huge up day today. At this point my account is up
over 150% at Day 3 of Week 5 of this experiment. Wow! Feels good.
Really, really good. And I know that tomorrow may be a big down day, but
today I am up. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
Sometimes almost everything trends
at the same time. Sometimes they don't.
You might check to see what kind of
gain you have if the market takes out all your stops.

Fish Travel in Schools
A Barracuda
may notice a fish
that does not conform
to the pattern
as part of the process
of removing the sick fish
and strengthening the herd.
Clip:
http://www.fisherycrisis.com/
CO2/predators.htm |
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Wed, 19 Sep
2007
Feeling the
Fear Again - and Letting it Go
Ed,
The day before the Fed rate cut, my fund (US stocks only) is in a
drawdown of 25% from its previous high, which was the date of the
all-time high on the Dow. Trend identification has been pretty good,
though the dramatic quick downdrafts that occurred in July (long) and
August (short squeeze from the cut in the discount rate) have been
impossible to catch. I have been leveraged long the market since Sep 4
and basically treading water, following my system and executing a few
recommended stop-out trades using end-of-day data.
On the day of the Fed meeting I woke up early and ran through a few
mental scenarios: “If they don’t cut rates, the market is bound to take
a big hit-maybe 300-500 points, which is happening with greater
regularity now”; “If they cut 25 bp, the market will probably still take
a hit of some degree in a “sell on the news” reaction, since 25bp has
been talked up for weeks now”. “If they were to only cut the discount
rate, the market takes a big hit”. What should I do?
The answer for
me was to go to my simulations for a period of time that is similar to
this one on the charts and in the type of economic scenario of a credit
crisis; 1998. I compared my current drawdown to that time and also to my
overall 10 years of simulations and determined that I was still (at 25%)
well within my simulated yearly drawdown expectation and much less than
the drawdown of the same period in 1998; in fact I was still under the
annual average drawdown expectation.
But fear of being wrong this time had begun to exert itself. I
thought of just selling out and sitting in cash to avoid further losses.
In the end,
I held my positions throughout the day and did not tune in CNBC to
watch the drama that must have been unfolding like the countdown to a
prisoner execution (I felt the fear that a prisoner facing his final
moments must have felt).
There are a
few reasons I was able to do this: First, I completely understood the
psychological significance of the value of back-testing my system and I
placed high value on the time and effort that went into those many hours
and months. I reflected on the positive results that following my system
in my own account had yielded in the past year. I also knew that if I
abandoned my system out of fear of failure, then I was indeed admitting
even greater failure, whether or not any action that I took might
prevent further financial loss in the fund.
In the end,
I freed myself from the fear and relied on a few personal life
experiences in which I have persevered under even greater pressure.
You see, I am a former Air Force pilot and survived several combat
situations over North Vietnam under surface-to-air missile attack and
have experienced near-death feelings. It was my combat experiences, my
training and time in a flight simulator that helped get me through.
I also have
experienced the loss of my 19 year old son to suicide. Fear in the
markets, while very real for all of us from time to time, can also be
worked through. We live on, and we will feel fear again and again on
other days as we come to realize its positive intention.
Thanks, Ed. I am certainly no expert and have much to learn about the
markets. My main goal is to continue to better understand myself and how
and why I function.
Your FAQ,
others who write, and the many books I have read about traders who
suffered fear and loss in the markets, but did not give up, have been
greatly helpful. |
Thank you for sharing your
process.

A positive intention of fear is
risk control.
Unwillingness to experience fear is
risky.
Clip:
http://www.defensetech.org/images/pilot.jpg |
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Wed, 19 Sep
2007
October 19,
2007 TTP Workshop Intentions
Dear Ed:
Thank you very much for your email. I'm excited to participate on the
TTP Workshop. I read your book and some of the FAQ's I share my
intentions for the workshop with the [City] Tribe, they are below.
Workshop Intentions
1) Get in touch with my emotions. I'm able to recognize the signals that
Fred sends. In the surface I seem calm but as my wife kids me "Still
waters run deep". I am more aware of my emotions thru the hot seat work
we do in the Trading Tribe. Presently I like to deal with anger and
sadness. My intention is that the workshop will help me feel my feelings
and not judge and not try to hide them. I want to be more transparent
with my feelings.
2) Live with Intention. No more "show up and see what happens" -
reaction. Ed asks me what my intention for the Workshop is, I discuss it
with the Tribe (as he suggested). This generates a very good
conversation regarding the benefits of having an Intention. Most of the
time I just "show up" without an intention. As I recognize that
Intention = Results it becomes clear that I need to have an Intention
for the things I do. I like my intentions to have Clarity and Certainty.
3) Create snapshot of Right Livelihood. I'm in good place right now but
I want to discover what is possible. I want to challenge myself. What am
I suppose to do? What is my legacy?
4) Hardball process - dissolving between me and being great. This is
related to point 3 but I feel it must be a separate item as it is a
process I want to master.
5) Learn the Rock Process to share with the Tribe. I'm eager to
contribute to the Tribe by learning and sharing this new process with
the Tribe.
6) Learn to be a better father. I can become a better father by
listening to my children's emotions. It's my intent that the workshop
will help me to better relate to my children.
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OK. |
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Tue, 18 Sep
2007
Back
Testing Multiple Instruments
Hi Ed,
I am still long GLD. The trend is up, so I'm staying in. I am working on
a few different methods for adding to my position. I will send you my
plan once I feel that I think things through.
Now that my TSP EA is complete for trading one instrument, I intend to
extend it to trade multiple instruments.
I have a multi-instrument equity strategy that I would like to test with
this system. I am working through the issues of trading a multiple
instrument system. I am trying to figure out how to aggregate positions
with different instruments and determine bet size. I don't see a way to
use core equity with the TSP EA as there is no pre-determined stop in
this system, so I might try a fixed-fraction or the ATR position sizing
method in the exercise.
I would appreciate any comments you have on multi-instrument back-tests.
Thank you for your support.
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You seem to be asking the right
questions. |
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Tue, 18 Sep
2007
Learning to
Trade - Good Ones Pay The Freight
see previous
A Big Up Day
Ed,
Today my Dow Jones short position hits its stop and takes me out of the
market at 13500 for a loss of $1910. I have been stopped out of Dow
Jones twice, wheat once and British Pound once. And still I experience
another huge up day today.
At this point
my account is up over 130% at Day 3 of Week 5 of this experiment in
learning to trade. I understand how amazing this is -- one (or two) good
ones pay for them all!
I also am
coming to an understanding that this is the system -- ebb and flows, up
and down. I recall a line from a poem from my youth by Rudyard Kipling
called IF: If you can meet with triumph and disaster and treat these two
imposters just the same." I feel pleased and optimistic -- and very
aware that tomorrow may be a down day.
I am also
reminded of the Sufi story of the man and the horse -- "maybe yes, maybe
no, it is hard to say, all I know is that today I am up."
For tomorrow,
my plan is to sit tight on my stops and see what happens. |
OK. |
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Tue, 18 Sep
2007
TTP Video
Recording
Ed,
Periodically I review the pollinator pages and learn something new every
time I go through them. Ed, I find the following curious:
Ed Says (From Pollinator Page: How to Run a Tribe
Meeting)
I am trying various ways to get the work out there - the web site FAQ
and the Pollinator pages. I think we might have a discussion about our
last Tribe meeting. Maybe some day I can record an actual Tribe meeting
although I have some concerns about recording maybe inhibiting some
parts of the process.
I wonder how fast TTP would grow world-wide after posting even 1 or 2
live TTP sessions to the net, possibly with a brief introduction by you
providing a general overview of the process.
This may
really start the ball rolling with the videos serving as inspiration for
people to find out more. I feel that there is too much junk out on the
net regarding self-help and "emotional work/control", and that there is
an authenticity to your work that is unparalleled which will immediately
catch on for the people that are ready for it.
I am curious about your concern about inhibiting parts of the process if
the session goes on record. I visualize you asking permission from
various TTP participants to perform a TTP session on record and any
feelings of hesitation that come up regarding the actual recording
element of the session itself simply goes through the TTP process in the
session as well as anything else that comes up.
I feel good knowing the fact that you exist and hope to see your work
start a worldwide emotional revolution to help us all grow up. |
Thank you for your comments.
You might consider taking your
feelings of <having TTP on tape> to your Tribe as an entry point.

Some Of The Forms That Appear
in TTP
are highly personal.
Clip:
http://drzaius.ics.uci.edu/mt3.14/
johannab/archives/aids_girl.jpg
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Tue, 18 Sep 2007
Maui Tribe
Hi Ed,
We have a tribe in Maui. We meet once a week and it is going well.
Regular attendance - two, sometimes a third person drops in. We are
practicing sending and receiving, according to the script you wrote for
a beginning tribe - thoughts, feelings, forms. Forms are most fun for
me, both receiving and sending.
Attached is the contact information for our group. We want more people
to participate, between six and nine. We appreciate if you can post our
contact on your website.
Thank you for starting this work, it makes a big difference. It is a
great way of living - being true to feelings and receiving other people
the way they are or are not. Proficiency comes with practice and that is
what we are doing here.
Also, do you plan to organize a breath work meeting or workshop ?. I am
very interested in participating if you want to do it. |
See the link above for information
on the upcoming Workshop. |
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Tue, 18 Sep
2007
Associate Program Feedback
see previous:
Risk Management
Ed,
Thanks for your comments and the nudge into the right direction. I
intend to clarify my thoughts on the system, risk management and revert
soon.
Regards, |
OK. |
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Mon, 17 Sep
2007
Learning to Trade - Big Up Day
see previous -
A Big Down Day
Ed,
On Monday I experience a big up day.
I am up all I was down on Friday plus half again as much.
My stop on the pound is hit and I am out. But, gold and
crude are up big time. I find that in the 4 short weeks of this
experiment my little account is up over 80%. Amazing.
Truly amazing, because I have had my stops hit a few
times and had some pretty big losses. The interesting thing is today I
feel happy but in a more pleased relaxed kind of way, like this is the
system and this is the way the system works. Some days up, some days
down, which days I don't know just that today I am up.
Another interesting thing happens this morning. I am
reviewing my account and see that I am not only out of the pound but
that I am negative or short 1 contract. I think this is unusual so I
call my broker. They tell me that I have executed on my stop loss for my
Sept pound position. I remind them of our conversation last week when we
rolled over the Sep for the Dec and set up a new stop loss for the Dec.
They say that I did not say cancel the stop loss for Sep
when I roll out to Dec. At first I am a little upset and go into lawyer
mode on them. Then I realize that this is their system and I calm down.
I ask questions about my options at this point and get clarification for
how much this costs me because I have sold short a contract that is
expiring and stopping trading in minutes.
I learn that they will sell at market. That this will
cost me some money but I go ahead. I then decide to investigate another
brokerage. I can take responsibility for not double checking to see that
my stop loss was cancelled, but still I do not like the level of
customer service that would allow this to happen, so I decide to
investigate and find a new brokerage. For tomorrow, my plan is to sit
tight on my stops and see what happens. |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
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Tue, 18 Sep
2007
IV Tribe Meeting Dates
Hi Ed,
Thanks kindly for the reply & the invite to attend the IV tribe meetings
on the 4th & 25th Oct.
I will attend the Workshop on the 19th Oct. & the Tribe meeting on the
25th Oct.
Looking
forward to seeing you (and others) once again.
. . . and now I'm off to visit my Travel agent.
Regards, |
OK. |
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Mon, 17 Sep
2007
Financial Freedom #2
see previous
Financial Freedom
Wow!!!
I say: I want financial freedom
I say: I look down upon those who are money-driven
Ed says: You might also like to consider the definition you have for of
"financial freedom." Janis Lyn Joplin sings: Freedom's just another word
for nothing left to lose.
All combined: Financially, I want to be at a state where I have nothing
left to lose, as I look down upon those who are money-driven.
Shocking ...
Thanks Ed! |
Yes, you might interpret having no
mortgage, or salaries to meet, or taxes to pay, or debts or money in the
bank as a form of freedom from finance.

Financial Freedom
Clip:
http://www.treklens.com/gallery/Asia/
India/photo38494.htm |
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Mon, 17 Sep
2007
Relationship With Parents
Dear Ed,
Thank you so much for TTP and FAQ. Through your help I am becoming a
better person.
I'd like
to share with you a recent experience.
Last week
I have returned home to stay a few days with my parents. Some friends of
ours have come to stay with us during the week end. One morning I had a
discussion with my father and after that we have not been talking to
each other anymore. Most of all,
I am very upset because I think he is not considering
my mother a lot. My father does not understand that he could help my
mother a lot if only he stopped criticizing her. Instead he thinks to be
right acting in this way. I think the depression my mother is living
with is a consequence of not being supported by a man who is
willing to consider her feelings and ideas.
Instead my father thinks the problem is my mother and her
negative attitude towards life. He has never asked her who she is
feeling. Also I feel sad because just before leaving, my mother was
crying at the airport.
She was crying and said to me "I'm sorry". She said this
because she knows that I am not happy when I see her crying. Hugging
her I said her not to worry. I would have liked to be able to tell
her that her crying was ok and encouraging her to cry more, but I was
not able to do that. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
Your mother and father are part of a
system; their rocks fit together and they are familiar with how the
system works.
The problem, if anything, is that
you feel upset about what you see and you feel a need to medicate the
symptoms.
You might consider taking your
feeling of <upset about how your father treats your mother> to your
Tribe as an entry point.
Your medicinal pattern is to tell
your mother to not worry. You might consider a pro-active response such
as validating your mother and her feelings by accepting her sadness and
encouraging her to cry and talk it out.

Crying Arouses Sympathy
You may respond medicinally,
by advising some variation of
"There, there don't cry,"
You may also respond pro-actively
by acknowledging and encouraging
the sadness - until it produces an aha
that addresses the underlying situation.
Clip:
http://dogbitelaw.com/PAGES/bystand.htm |
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Sun, 16 Sep
2007
Financial Freedom
Hi Ed,
My experience with the Snapshot is that I envision a still picture that
is emotionally vivid to me, that I can feel it in the present moment,
and I share it with the Tribe. If I can communicate and radiate that to
them on a feelings level, the intention is clear and I can commit to the
process of achieving it.
I like the idea of commitments and working hard. I am on a mission to
lose weight and get in shape. I have my Snapshot, and I work hard at it.
I am seeing results and I feel good.
Like a lot of people, I want financial freedom and I dream for a day
when I don't have to work for money.
And I truly wish I can have unlimited amount of money to
help those in need. Sorta like a Santa Claus and help making others
realizing their deeply-rooted dreams. I feel like the smiles on the
others is one of the most gratifying, rewarding, and fulfilling
feelings.
As I think about this, I have a frightening realization: I don't want to
commit to making money!! I don't want to be money-driven!!
I lookdown upon those who are money-driven, as I
always think that they are missing the point. They try to make money for
their own pleasures or to show off, which I deem as unnecessary (e.g.
fancy restaurants, designer's shoes / clothes...). As such, I just
cannot imagine myself committing to a snapshot and make myself work hard
to achieve something that has "making money" as an end-result.
And I don't like that either. I want financial freedom yet I don't want
to commit to making money. I feel like I have conflicting feelings.
Does this sound familiar to you? I kind of feel that you seem to have
seen a lot of cases where people have a negative view on being
"money-driven", that subconsciously they don't want to work hard for
money despite consciously wanting more of them.
Can you please share some of your experience or insights? Is this
something the Rock Process may help? |
You might consider taking your
feelings about <working for money> and <having a fun job> to your Tribe
as entry points.
You might also like to consider the
definition you have for of "financial freedom."

Janis Lyn Joplin
(January 19, 1943 – October 4, 1970)
Me and Bobby McGee
by Kris Kristofferson
Freedom's just another word
for nothing left to lose,
Nothing don't mean nothing honey
if it ain't free, now now.
And feeling good was easy, Lord,
when he sang the blues,
You know feeling good
was good enough for me,
Good enough for me
and my Bobby McGee.
Clip:
http://mog.com/music/Janis_Joplin |
|
Sun, 16 Sep
2007
Learning to
Trade - A Big Down Day
see previous -
Less Emotional
Ed,
On Friday I
experience a big down day. The pound gaps down in a big way. Also, gold
and crude are down. The interesting thing is I do not panic or feel a
lot of anxiety.
This may be
because I look at risk on the basis of closed equity and not market
equity. It seems I have the understanding that to make outsize returns I
am also subject to some outsize losses (at least in terms of market
equity).
Over all, I
have gone from up 20% this month to up 6%. I realize that this is big
drop, but my feelings about it are really pretty good -- it feels like
it is just part of the game.
The good thing
is that so far none of my stops have been hit (although DJ and Pound are
now very close). For tomorrow, my plan is to sit tight on my stops and
see what happens. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
You may be coming around to holding
trading as a system of many positions, rather than fighting with, or
having to be right about, individual positions.
Note: 20% swings are fairly large by
professional trading standards. Some large funds may normally vary
a few percent in a month.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <ups and downs> to your Tribe as entry points.

Bungee Jumping
like high-heat trading
can be fun and exhilarating
if you enjoy experiencing
the feelings
or painful
if you don't.
Clip:
http://www.etribes.com/sites/etribes.com/
files/images/bbduringemily8.jpg |
|
Sun, 16 Sep
2007 14:59:55 -
Living Life to the Fullest
Dear Ed,
One thing you say in the FAQ really touches me, "You thank me (and
others) best by living your own life to the fullest."
May I ask how one can measure how "full" he is living his life? |
Insights about right livelihood
sometimes appear at Tribe Meetings during the Snapshot Process.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <asking questions> to your tribe as an entry point.

The Klein Bottle
in the shape of a question mark
merges inside and outside
into one continuous side.
Clip:
http://www.kleinbottle.com/
question_mark_klein_bottle.htm
|
|
Sun, 16 Sep
2007
Gliding Along
Dear Mr. Seykota,
How are you? I hope you and your family are well. I hope
you don't mind me enquiring, but do you have any plans to publish The
Trader's Window yet? The story from Market Wizards of the jade
master has come to mean a great deal to me. I realized a while ago that
i was the interrupting student, and sweeping the floor was sweeping out
my feelings and beliefs and confronting them.
Your concept of everyone gets what they want from jade,
sorry, the markets, has also had a profound effect on me. I now realize
that the last two years i spent losing money in the markets, i too was
getting what i wanted.
But since i accepted this belief, like the student of the
master, i have been interrupting my teachers less and less, and now i
have changed what i want from the markets, and am getting it as you
said.
My trades glide effortlessly along until they
either hit stop, in which case they sink gracefully into the abyss of
forgotten history, or they hit a tightened stop, and gracefully glide
down into my account as profits. This is what i want. In fact, i have
surrendered so completely to learning, responding to my feelings,
improving myself and leading a fulfilling life, that i am actually
overcoming hurdles i have thought my whole life, were an irremovable
part of who i am.
For instance, my girlfriend today sprang a day out with
her parents on me at the last moment. i have never been relaxed in their
company, even though they are nice people. I fear i won't know what to
say, and that is exactly what i get most times. Not any more though.
Today i accepted these feelings, experienced them and
discharged them of negative energy with rational thought. I asked
myself, might they feel just as uncomfortable? Won't my girlfriend be
there to do the talking if i can't? Won't being with her give me
security if i do feel nervous or awkward? I reassured myself and had a
very pleasant day out. My feelings did not cause me what i had
previously feared because on all levels, i didn't want them to. I am
actually looking forward to the next family outing.
You have taught me so much, with so few words, and i am so very
grateful. I promise that if you do publish The Trader's Window, i will
be a dedicated and open minded student. |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
|
Sun, 16 Sep
2007
Vincent Van Gogh
song & power point show
Note: If the song does not play,
try downloading it and saving it it first. |
Nice presentation.
Vincent
by Don McLean
Starry starry night
paint your palette blue and grey
look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colors on the snowy linen land.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they did not know how
perhaps they'll listen now.
Starry starry night
flaming flowers that brightly blaze
swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in
Vincent's eyes of China blue.
Colors
changing hue
morning fields of amber grain
weathered faces lined in pain
are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.
And now I
understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
perhaps they'll listen now.
For they
could not love you
but still your love was true
and when no hope was left in sight
on that starry
starry night.
You took your life as lovers often do;
But I could have told you Vincent
this world was never meant for one
as beautiful as you.
Starry starry night
portraits hung in empty halls
frameless heads on nameless walls
with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the
stranger that you've met
the ragged men in ragged clothes
the silver thorn of bloody rose
lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.
And now I
think I know what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they're not listening still
perhaps they never will. |
|
Sun, 16 Sep
2007
Alan Speaks Out: It was About the Oil!
Observe what an intelligent person, no longer the influence of politics,
says and does.
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/
news/world/article2461214.ece |
OK.

DUI
Directing Under the Influence
Clip:
http://daryld.com/av/bernanke.jpg |
|
Sat, 15 Sep
2007
Start Date
Dependency
Hey Ed,
My equities trend following system is progressing nicely. I notice that
the system becomes more and more in line with the way I like to do
things and think about things.
Lately I think
about the email you wrote to me regarding start date dependency. I
wonder about the specific types of problems this can have for my
research and I try to come up with solutions to get around this
perplexing issue.
Ed Says:
When you begin trading, you quickly fill up your portfolio with stocks,
so your results, for slow get-out systems has start-date dependency.
In the overall system of things, when you sell something and you can buy
something new, your MAR may have more to do with your selection strategy
than with your exit strategy.
Ed, I wonder if I can relieve the "start date dependency" for "slow get
out systems" by varying the start date and the end date.
This seems to
provide me with the type of "canvas" I need to run my optimization
studies on. It seems that for every parameter set I test, I need to
select the "average optimal set" from a subset of optimal sets that have
different start dates. Is this what is done in the industry to solve
this kind of problem? Thanks for your help. |
As far as I know, fund managers do
not have much interest in discussing and/or working on the issue of
start-date dependency.
Your idea about back-testing over a
range of start dates might determine the degree to which your system is
start-date dependent. |
|
Sat, 15 Sep
2007
Trading
Experience
Hi, Ed
By chance I read Trend Following book and I found
www.turtletrader.com & your
website. I was so impressed with your way of investing.
KOSPI (Korea Composite Stock Price Index) of Jan 07 was in a 1300~1400
point range,
until July. Then it was up to 2015 point and went down during august to
1700.
I entered the market at Feb and out at August.
The rule "Trade with the trend, Ride Winners, Cut Losses, Manage risk"
gave me a huge profit. Almost 50%.
Market was going down for August, I was out of the stock market and
started to invest futures and commodities even if my whole money was
only $14,467.
I thought I could take more risk because I earned 50% profit already for
6 months. So I was long Wheat 698-3/4 one contract. My loss cut point
was 650. Entry risk was a $2,500. (almost 18%) I was short Soybean Oil,
long 5 year T-notes, short Crude Oil, short British pound. A great
amount of heat. 50% more. But I believed I could control my feeling.
After that, Wheat price went down to 663. (about -$1800) It was really
hard to control my finger not to press 'sell' button before being
arrived at loss cut point.
I was under a lot of pressure. That moment's feeling was like a stung
by a giant wasp. It was a first time I saw the price chart in dream.
Regret, hope, disappointment was going around in my mind.
Fortunately, I could make it and I sold wheat at 843, Sep 14. I
hesitated whether to hold it or not, but I just sold it. In other
contract, I got -$587 in British pound, -$725 in Crude Oil, -$1,100 in
Corn etc.
Total profit is $3755, total trading fee was $510. Net profit is $3245.
Even though I got a 22% profit, I'm not happy because I broke the rules
many times. Trading for these 1 month's experiences was a terrible
sufferings. I learned I can't take the entry risk more than 4~5%.
More than that, my unstable feeling brings a loss. Before clearing of
all contracts in Sep 14, I was short Mini Dow 13449, out of 13503 in 10
minutes and I was long wheat 857, out of 855.2 in 5 minutes.
So I quit to trade futures. After my money over to $80,000, I will trade
it but NOT now. KOSPI point is 1800~1870 these day and I'm going to buy
the stock again. I found 7 company that stock prices' trend up.
This time's entry risk will be 2~3%.
It's too bad I can't join the TTP workshop because I'm a university
student, 23 years old, don't have enough time & money, need more time to
practice to be good at English. :$
If I get opportunity to join the TTP workshop someday, it will be great.
|
Thank you for sharing your process.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <a giant wasp sting> to your Tribe as an entry point.

Wasp Stings and Market Whipsaws
are essentially inevitable
and don't usually cause irreparable harm
unless you get too many of them
all at once.
Clip:
http://trouble.philadelphiaweekly.com/
archives/2006/06/vivid_dream_the.html |
|
Sat, 15 Sep
2007
Too Funny
see
previous
Hi Ed,
re: You reply to FAQ dated 7th September 2007 - "Positive intention of
Cycles".
What an absolute cracker!!
ROTFLMHO !!
Cheers,
-----
* ROTFLMHO
Rolling On the
Floor Laughing My Head Off |
Thank you for the encouragement.
|
|
Sat, 15 Sep
2007
IV Tribe Meeting Dates
Hi Ed,
Further to my FAQ dated Monday 23 Jul 2007 “Workshop / Incline Tribe
Meeting Query” ,
I note your reply as follows;
“Workshop graduates qualify for admission to the
Incline Village Tribe.”
I am a workshop graduate. Therefore, could you please confirm that the
Incline Village tribe will meet on:
a) Thursday 11th October and again on Thursday 25th October (or)
b) Thursday 4th October and again on Thursday 18th October.
I will like to attend both meetings, as well as the 19th October
Workshop in between (or after, as the case may be)
I want to make flight / hotel arrangements, therefore your advice re:
the above will be much appreciated.
|
I am planning to host Tribe Meetings
on October 4-th and 25-th. You are welcome to attend either or
both.
|
|
Wed, 15 Sep
2007
Jurassic Park & Wall Street
Ed,
I thought you might enjoy reading the enclosed journal from Don Coxe.
He does a great job of mixing his investment ideas and uncommon
perspective in with stories of:
Mad scientists of Jurassic Park Avenue
Wiccans
Triskaidekaphobia
Eager Germans
Mick Jagger
Vasectomies
Physics and math
The global fool supply
He believes that the Fed should resist slashing rates and that the
adjustment to a reduced role in the global economy for the US has not
been priced into shares. It is an interesting and at the very least, an
entertaining read.
Jurassic.pdf |
While I can relate to much of his
thinking, I do not see how inflation results from
industrious, productive living; I feel inflation is more a function of
expanding the money supply.
I wonder how you are interpreting
this report into your trading. |
|
Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Replacing a System
Ed,
Do you think that systems, however good they are,
eventually lose their edge (positive mathematical expectancy to make
profits) so they need to be regularly refreshed and even replaced from
time to time?
I heard this from an author who sells courses on
systems trading and building.
I wonder the fashion in which this process might occur,
provided the system is really good: the trader reaches the uncle point
and then "refreshes" his system parameters or rules; he proceeds to
another uncle point and replaces the system; then he reaches another
uncle point and the process starts all over again. Or what? |
Your math is one of the essential
components of your overall system; another is your willingness to follow
it.
During draw downs, people may
abandon their math and look for another system.

People With Problems
in relationships
with people / trading systems
may give up their relationships
during hard times
only to discover similar problems
and similar hard times
appear in their next relationships
with people / trading systems
Clip:
http://www.brisbanetimes.com.au/news/
relationships/breaking-up-is-easy/
2007/04/13/1175971312937.html
|
|
Date: Fri, 14
Sep 2007
Learning to Trade
- Less Emotional
see previous Wheat Feelings
Ed,
Yesterday, I find out that I have taken delivery of wheat and then am
able to get out at or near the opening. My contract of wheat sells at
841.25. I then initiate a forward roll for the Canadian and Pound
positions. I am also entering an order for soybean oil.
|
OK.
You seem to be growing less
emotional about your order entries and about the movements of the
markets. |
|
Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Greenspan Book
Ed,
Greenspan's new book Criticizes Bush and the Republicans
- says "They Deserved to Lose."
Former Fed Chief Defends Pre-Bubble Rate Cuts
By Greg Ip and Emily Steel
September 15, 2007; Page A1, WSJ
In a withering critique of his fellow Republicans, former Federal
Reserve Chairman Alan Greenspan says in his memoir that the party to
which he has belonged all his life deserved to lose power last year for
forsaking its small-government principles.
|
In his book, Mr. Greenspan defends
the policy of cutting short-term interest to 1% in mid-2003 and keeping
them there for a year by citing a desire to fight "corrosive" deflation.
Deflation increases the value of
money and helps raise the standard of living for people who save; it
penalizes those who borrow; it entrains low (even negative) interest
rates.
x
"We wanted to
shut down the possibility of corrosive deflation. We were willing to
chance that by cutting rates we might foster a bubble, an inflationary
boom of some sort, which we would subsequently have to address ... it
was a decision done right."
Clip: Wall Street Journal |
|
Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Humor and Lessons
see
previous
Hi Ed,
I’m enjoying the latest postings of FAQ. Thanks for the humor and the
lessons!
Now I need to add a few phone books to my trading toolset.
Best regards! |
Thank you for the encouragement. |
|
Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Associate
Program - Risk Management
see
previous
Hi Ed,
Thanks for your comments and helping me clarify my thoughts. I notice
that I seem to jump the gun on this and perhaps run ahead of myself with
the result of muddling up my thoughts. Hmm...one to think about :-)
Please see my comments below.
1. The system trades one instrument, wheat,
generic continuous contract, long and short.
The system trades a continuous contract of wheat futures (W). The system
trades long and short positions.
2. The system trades 10% of the total equity on
one position.
The system will trade a portfolio of 8/10 commodities and will allocate
10% of total equity per trade (fixed fraction bet).
Optimal % of equity/trade to be defined by further testing.
3. The system risk 2% of equity per trade.
A stop is placed at 2% of total equity per trade.
In the case of the 1st trade:
Starting Equity: $1,000,000
Equity allocated to trade: $100,000
Equity at risk/Stop: -$20,000
I do not see how to determine position size of (1)
using (2) and (3).
Position size:
Starting Equity*FF Bet Size/Margin=Position Size
$1,000,000*0.1/$2,228=45 Wheat Contracts, $100,000 allocated to trade |
Per your method,
N - number
of contracts
E - equity
M - margin
R - risk
per trade
r -
risk per contract
N = .1 * E
/ M (per rule #2)
R = .02 *
E (per rule #3)
eliminating E, we have
N = .1 *
[R / .02] / M
R/N =
.02/.1 * M
r = .2 M
So your math sets your stop at 1/5
of the margin; you have margin-dependency in your risk management.
I see no mention of what you do with your positions if the exchange
raises or lowers margins.
The current margin on CBOT wheat is
about $2,000 per contract so you are risking about $400 or 8 cents per
contract; you place your stop about 8 cents below your entry.
That seems a little close to me for
long-term system trading. You
might try some simulations to see how this works. Let me know how
it comes out.
Meanwhile, you might consider taking
your feelings about <mastering the standard text books on risk
management> to your Tribe as entry points.

Shooting Yourself In The Foot
Close stops
and close toes
are both pretty much
easy targets
for execution.
Clip:
https://ww2.klatu.net/ecom/images/
ShootYour%20Foot.jpg |
|
Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Hot-Headed
Investors Make Better Decisions
Hi Ed,
Here is an interesting article that I read today. Thought you'd like it.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070913/
bs_nm/markets_stocks_emotion_dc_2;_
ylt=Au8tHtKw5u3vm9.PX5c8QR0E1vAI |
I find the article a little sparse
on details about how they select their traders and how they measure
their success. |
|
Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Provocative
Ed,
You're very good at explaining, in great detail, the basics of trading.
I see someone ask about rolling a contract, you talk about contract
details and how the their order process might miss the move; yet you
don't advise feeling the feelings around preparation.
You post a message after you visit Austin. You say you ask the traders
association how many traders are long wheat, and no one is. I wonder if
you ask that same question to the IV tribe and I wonder what the answer
is.
I wonder if you help your tribe become more profitable traders, or if
you just help them feel their feelings and play with rocks.
You say at the
top of FAQ page Sept 11 - 20:
Note: The intention of inclusion of charts in FAQ
is to illustrate trading principles - The appearance of a chart does not
imply any kind of indication or recommendation to buy, sell, hold or
exit any positions.
Exit is redundant. Exit is implied in the buying or selling of
something, just like entering, but the opposite.
You could be more redundant by changing the comment to:
Note: The intention of inclusion of charts in FAQ is to illustrate
trading principles - The appearance of a chart does not imply any kind
of indication or recommendation to buy, sell, hold, exit, or enter any
positions.
|
If you hold a spread position, say
long September Wheat, short December Wheat, you might instruct your
broker to "exit the spread."
The orders, "buy the spread" and
"sell the spread" might be ambiguous.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <provoking and teasing> to your Tribe as entry points.

Sometimes People Tease
in order to engage other people
into a quarrel
that provides contact
without risking intimacy.
The teaser typically has
an intention = result
of provoking / alienating people
and then winding up lonely and bitter.
People who tease the markets
sometimes get a substantial,
impersonal and swift
tease-back in return.
Tease
Etymology: Middle English tesen, from Old English:
t[AE]san; akin
to Old High German zeisan to tease
1 a : to
disentangle and lay parallel by combing or carding
2 : to tear in pieces; especially : to shred (a tissue or specimen) for
microscopic examination
3 a : to disturb or annoy by persistent irritating or provoking
especially in a petty or mischievous way b : to annoy with petty
persistent requests : pester; also : to obtain by repeated coaxing c :
to persuade to acquiesce especially by persistent small efforts : coax d
: to manipulate or influence as if by teasing e : to make fun of : kid
4 : to comb (hair) by taking hold of a strand and pushing the short
hairs toward the scalp with the comb
5 : to tantalize especially by arousing desire or curiosity often
without intending to satisfy it
Clip:
http://www.teaganpresley.com/
Definitions:
http://www.meriam-webster.com/dictionary/tease
|
|
Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Whom to Blame
Ed,
"He who blames others has a long way to go on his journey. He who blames
himself is halfway there. He who blames no one has arrived."
Someone says the quote above is a Chinese proverb. I wonder as a Chinese
guy how I don't know it. I wonder even if I grasp its meaning, can I
practice it in real life? |
You might consider taking your
feeling of <I wonder if I grasp it> to your Tribe as an entry point. |
|
Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Intention and Under-Fred
Hi Ed,
Here's an update TTID for our tribe. We have a meeting last night, and I
can't help but feel gracious to get to know this group of committed
members (one of them has signed up for the Oct Workshop). I feel that we
are sharing a common bond, and I feel very good about it.
It's been a long journey. I started my own tribe in Feb 2006, and right
when we were getting some momentum we have to call off the meetings in
Aug 2006 because my office (even in the evening) is no longer an
appropriate venue, and I can't find another place.
On and off we meet for two months, and I recall the last meeting in
October where one of my snapshots includes "finding a place to hold
tribe meetings." But it isn't easy, and for seven months I am going
nowhere.
Then in May/June of this year, out of nowhere, one of the members held
me accountable and asked me about my progress, and questioned my
commitment to the Tribe. He even offered to help look for a place. At
that moment, I look back at the result (still no meeting), and I realize
my intention (or lack thereof). I feel disappointed at myself, even
ashamed, about my lack of commitment, and about letting my matesdown.
I've been complaining it's a "Catch-22", for I can't have a tribe unless
I find a place, but I can't get a place unless I have a tribe. But at
that moment, I realize those are all excuses. As reasonable as they may
sound, the bottom line is, I am not really committed.
That's when it hits me. I *AM* going to do it. There is no more excuses.
I am going to F_CKING do it. And once I have the clear intention to
gather a group of committed and serious members for personal growth and
genuine in sharing feelings, tons of ideas flow. I sent out emails to
everyone who has inquired about the tribe over the last seven months,
tell them about my plan (radiate my intention). I get back responses,
and very soon we have our first meeting.
It has now been two months, and I am ever so glad!
The amazing thing is, one of the people who respond offers his office
for our meetings. This solves a huge problem for me. Whereas I could
have kept getting stuck in the "Catch-22" situation, surprisingly once
my intention is clear, people out of nowhere show up and help me with a
solution.
Fast forward. In the
8/22 FAQ (Causality), you told me, "One way
for you to understand Under Fred is for you to intend to understand it."
I made a commitment to the Tribe that I am going to do three acts of
service to other people over the next three weeks. The first week I
didn't do much (typical procrastination); second week I did one. Then
the third week, come Friday (our meeting is on Tuesday), knowing that I
only have 4 more days left I started to feel the heat. On my way home I
thought about the possibility of admitting to the tribe that I have
failed my commitment.
And right there, right then, IMMEDIATELY, an old lady out of nowhere
asked me to help her carry her cart down to the subway station. Wow.
Talk about intention! I am stunned! (Of course I gladly help her)
So Monday morning, a day before the meeting I still need one more act of
service to a stranger to fulfill my commitment. I am very well aware of
it. As I was at the basketball court for my daily workout, an old man
holding a large stick. This was 6:30am, and at this hour, usually only
regulars would come. I've never seen this man before (and not since that
encounter either), but he gave me the stick and signaled me to help him
get the jumping rope (that is somehow stuck at the top of the basketball
backboard). So again, I gladly helped him and fulfilled my commitment.
To this day, I am still in absolute awe: how on earth a jumping rope
gets to the top of the backboard, and how on earth at 6:30am this
stranger I've never seen before just shows up with a big stick and asks
me for help?!?!? It's utterly amazing beyond words. People just show
up!!!!
I share my experiences with the Tribe. This Under-Fred is amazing. As we
look back at our intention on joining a Tribe, it seems that they've
manifested the way they describe it. It becomes increasingly clear to me
the importance of a clear intention. It also seems that, most people
don't know consciously that they are running conflicting 'intentions'
(which basically means it is unclear), and I think many times fear play
a role - the fear to have a clear intention. For as long as it is
unclear, we can always make excuses to justify our lack of commitment.
For me, I use the "F_ck it" test to determine whether my intention is
clear. When I feel the feeling of "F_ck it I am gonna do it NO MATTER
WHAT", it is definitely clear, and there is no question about the
commitment.
I can't help but wonder though, how do I get to that "F_ck it" feeling
in the first place?
In any case, I am still in awe about how people just show up. It is
unbelievable. Thanks Ed. |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
|
Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Accurate
see previous
Dear Ed,
:-))))
Accurate! I have heard it already ...
So I sit there like ... I don't need to be accurate... I am the best and
the greatest... etc. ppp. AHA.
Sometimes I get the impression that I got some money attached to me
because I apparently need some money e.g. to visit your workshop :0)
I suppose I am really lucky I make the experience NOW.
Thanks a lot. |
Thank you for sharing your process.

Accurate and Precise

Accurate and Imprecise

Inaccurate and Precise

Inaccurate and Imprecise
Clip:
http://chemrightlabs.com/QA.htm |
|
Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Feelings, Drawdowns and Heat
Hi Ed,
I read your comment:
"Beginning Trend Traders might do well to study
this back-test and notice how they respond emotionally."
Your statement is a very interesting topic. When I run a back-test, I
tend to focus on two numbers, the icagr and the max drawdown. However, I
only see these as numbers. I cannot yet fully associate a number with my
feelings. One of the things I intend to accomplish being long GLD it to
build some connections between the numbers the back-tests produce and my
feelings.
A 38% drawdown in my net equity in one day is probably much more than I
would be comfortable with. The "puking-point" comes to mind! So I keep
in mind the two topics you teach about managing risk:
1) individual
instrument heat
2) portfolio diversification
In the TSP EA
exercise, we only trade one instrument with a volatility adjusted (ATR)
heat of 10%, which also makes the portfolio heat 10%. In order to
improve my bliss function, perhaps I will reduce the instrument heat to
something more manageable and/or diversify across several instruments.
In the Donchian system for which you display results on your chart
server, the portfolio trades 4 instruments with a fixed-fraction bet
size of 7%, but the max drawdown is only 34%. Although the Donchian
back-test doesn't include data from 1987, the exercise shows me the
benefits of diversifying across a few different instruments.
The key points I take away from this exercise is that trading a high
instrument heat is not something I am comfortable with, but diversifying
may allow me to trade a high portfolio heat.
I appreciate your guidance on such an important topic. |
Your real trading system includes
your math and your own willingness to experience your feelings about
following your math.
Knowing how much heat you can handle
is essential.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <draw downs> to your Tribe as an entry point.

If you wish to engage with a Hottie ...

... you might consider
implementing a way to keep cool ...

... or at least have some knowledge
of the nature of heat.
Note: The plot units are
W/mK for heat conductance
and J/gK for specific heat capacity.
Clips:
http://www.leecountynightlife.com/
images/BikeNightHottie.jpg
http://www.popamericana.com/!/Hottie%2520is%2520right.jpg
http://blog.khymos.org/category/10-tips/
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Fri, 14 Sep
2007
Game Over
see
previous
Dear Ed,
I think: It's Christmas. We now trade a little bit in Gold, Corn and
Wheat and then we all go to the workshop :0)
Reality: Third call with the "market-maker" of contracts for difference
and discussion of half an hour finally turns out that I trade in a
warped world. In my system I see only one-tenth of the actual futures
price. One contract of wheat shows up with a price of $844 , I actually
move $8,440 and also margin refers
to $8,440 .
I don't tell the further details of the venture!
I learn: Christmas is only on December 24 and a lot of other things.
New idea: I define a total portfolio risk and allocate the risk to the
different positions.
- Money comes and goes, wealth stays -
But: A whole industry keeps up the image of the super trader meanwhile
the compounding effect of a slower pace is not discussed in public.
Means: my ego likes to show a good yearly performance, risk or not.
We (Fred and CM) explore the issue further.
Thank you for your respect, support and patience.
PS: This is definitely the end of the discussion. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
The price of CBOT Wheat is currently
around $8.44 per bushel. So $844.00 buys 100 bushels and $8,440.00
buys 1,000 bushels.
The standard CBOT contract is for
5,000 bushels and the Mini Wheat (not a breakfast cereal) contract is
for 1,000 bushels.
For the minis, the move off the
recent highs ($9.11-1/2 on 9/12) to your $8.44 is about 67-1/2 cents or
about $667.50 per contract.
Christmas Eve appears on December 24
and Christmas appears on December 25.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <accuracy> to your Tribe as an entry point.

Mr. Mini Wheats
may have trouble
delivering accurate hand signals
in the CBOT trading pits
with only four fingers.
Clip:
http://www.egyptian.net/~mrch/cereal.html |
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Thu, 13 Sep
2007
Wheat Feelings
see
previous
Ed,
Interesting feelings with trying to roll my wheat contract forward to
December. I call my broker to set up a spread rolling forward trade and
am told that I have a problem.
He tells me that the wheat was put to me last night by
someone holding it as a short and that I have taken delivery of the
wheat.
I feel a slight pucker in the sphincter and a little
knot in the stomach as I calmly ask about what my options are.
He tells me that they are still trading the Sep Wheat and
he will enter an order to get me out at market.
I then learn I can ask them to re-tender and then set up a spread to
roll the position. By time I get through to him, he tells me that I am
out at the market which at the time is 841.25.
As wheat proceeds to drop further during the day, I am
feeling rather lucky to be out.
All in all, a rookie mistake that doesn't cost me too much. This is kind
of like the guys I knew growing up that worked in the oil fields of
Texas.
Most of them were missing a digit or a finger, but none
of them were missing all of their fingers! |
Thank you for sharing your process.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <pucker in the sphincter> to your Tribe as an entry
point.

Sphincter
Essential in the process
of letting go.

Lauren Bacall
advises Humphrey Bogart
in the movie, Casablanca (1942)
Just pucker up and blow.
Clips:
http://apps.uwhealth.org/health/
adam/hie/2/9629.htm
http://www.worth1000.com/web/media/
22182/bacall.jpg |
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Thu, 13 Sep
2007
Workshop - Knowledge Requirement
Ed,
Trading is not my intention.
I am familiar with the Trading Tribe, Glossary Page and
the Trading Tribe Process page. I read FAQ, but I can't claim that I am
"familiar with the materials on the FAQ pages". For instance, I am not
familiar with the process described below.
"You can enter a spread order by (1) specifying
the differential as a limit or (1) at the market.
The broker executes both sides simultaneously. If you try to
micro-manage the roll process by entering two limit orders, you run the
risk, in a declining market, of doubling up on your position - and in a
rising market of losing your position. Note: with limit orders, you may
be unable and miss the move."
I understand "The participants determine the specific content of the
course by the issues they bring to the workshop." In your experience, is
an understanding of the trading process required to experience the
specific content?
My intention is to attend the workshop. |
People with a wide range of
interests attend the Workshop.
Recent attendees include a
geologist, a college professor, a housewife, an advertising executive, a
therapist, a programmer, a radiologist and, of course, many traders.
So far, no sweepers or strippers,
although I am open to them.

Chimney Sweep
Cleaning up
in the markets and elsewhere.

Strippers
buy and sell a sequence of deliveries.
Clips:
http://www.sweep-dreams.co.uk/
http://blog.juliaallison.com/2007/01/ |
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Wed, 12 Sep
2007
Learning to Trade - Rolling a Position
Ed,
Today, I get a call from my broker telling me that September Wheat
expires on Friday and that I need to close out the trade. I put in
orders to sell Sept Wheat and buy Dec wheat with a spread of 20. My
orders are as follows:
Sell Limit Order 1 Sep Wheat at 840.0.
Buy Limit Order 1 Dec Wheat at 864.0.
My orders do not get filled before the market closes. I feel that I
should have entered a market order. I feel a little apprehensive that I
have not been able to roll this contract over. I am not sure how much
more time I have to get this done and what happens when the market opens
tomorrow. I was kind of excited talking with the broker about rolling,
and now feel a little worried about getting this done right. |
You can enter a spread order by (1)
specifying the differential as a limit or (2) at the market. The
broker executes both sides simultaneously.
If you try to micro-manage the roll
process by entering two limit orders, you run the risk, in a declining
market, of doubling up on your position - and in a rising market of
losing your position.
Note: with limit orders, you may be
unable and miss the move.

Spreading Can Be Good Exercise
Practice and understanding
can help you to avoid
hurting yourself.
Clip:
http://www.treeoffitness.com/Photos/
Evamarie_standing_splits.JPG |
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Wed, 12 Sep
2007
New Fuel?
Ed,
Wow?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tf4gOS8aoFk
http://www.cosmosmagazine.com/node/1578
-----
Jesse Can we really set fire to water?
Wednesday, 12 September 2007
by Carolyn Barry, Cosmos Online
Smoke and mirrors?: The extraordinary claims have sparked a frenzy of
interest across the Internet.

A U.S. broadcast executive-turned-scientist has seemingly found a way to
burn seawater. Though it has the air of a hoax, if true, it could be one
of the biggest discoveries in chemistry in recent times.
John Kanzius, from Erie, Pennsylvania, blasted a test tube of salt water
with high frequency radio waves, causing the water to burn like a
candle, he told the Pittsburg Post-Gazette newspaper. Chemist Rustum Roy
from Pennsylvania State University told the same newspaper that he had
confirmed the phenomenon by replicating the experiment himself.
Though the technique and results have not yet been published in a
peer-reviewed journal, they are sparking a frenzy of interest on the
Internet, where video clips showing the technique are beginning to
circulate. |
The radio-wave energy you have to
put into the process to separate the H2 from the O likely
exceeds the heat energy you get back from the flame.
Otherwise, lakes, rivers, streams
and bathtubs full of water would spontaneously burst into flame and
vaporize. No sign of this yet up here at Lake Tahoe.
Similarly, the amount of energy in a
gallon of ethanol is generally less than the amount of energy it takes
to produce the gallon of ethanol. |
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Wed, 12 Sep
2007
Black Monday Drawdown
see
previous
Ed,
My equity log matches your test run of the TSP EA 150/15. On Friday
10/16/1987, net equity = 1,922,224.
The following Monday 10/19/2007 (Black Monday), net
equity falls to 1,175,286. This one day change in net equity represents
a 39% drawdown.
Sometimes drawdowns are slow, sometimes they aren't. I'm
very curious to see how a multi-instrument portfolio fairs on Black
Monday. |
OK.
Beginning Trend Traders might do
well to study this back-test and notice how they respond emotionally. |
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Wed, 12 Sep
2007
Tribe Helps Relieve Family Shame
see
previous
Ed,
On August 17th FAQ page I read the post "an old familiar feeling" and
your answer that guilt can entertain drama that stands between a person
and prosperity.
Something struck a chord in me and I started thinking
about it. I have had that "old familiar feeling" myself.
In fact if you followed me around and watched me in day
to day situations you may come to the conclusion that I had done
something terrible to feel guilty about.
This feeling has haunted me as long as I can remember. It
is like a dark cloud that is almost always back there. After some
thought I realized that the feeling was not guilt after all but shame.
SHAME was the correct label to the feeling that is always back there.
Now why do I feel shame? Am I that bad a person, have I
done the unpardonable sin, Am I unworthy of feeling good about myself,
Where or what is generating this feeling?
I took this feeling to my tribe and after all this
time I got relief. I feel free and clean.
I have come to realize that this shame was passed down to
me by my parents. When I was a child I was criticized and put down just
for being a kid. If I was happy and smiling I was rudely asked what I
was smiling for, if I didn't do my chores perfectly I was berated and
glared down, if I asked a simple question out of curiosity I was asked,
not very nicely, why I need to know, if I made an innocent mistake I was
punished.
I have come to view this as a generational thing that may
have been passed down from one generation to the next. The mean part was
mostly my fathers doing but when I think about my mother I have felt for
some time that something is off, like something unsaid that runs in the
background, some secret she is hiding or ashamed of. While I would like
to make a difference in my family, I am not sure I have the tools to
open up this can of worms right now. I don't know if there is an answer
or even a question at this time, I just thought I would share my
process. |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
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Wed, 12 Sep
2007
Measuring Risk
Dear Ed,
Ed says (Aug 12, 2007): In either case, traders
who are willing to experience their feelings tend to be able to treat
trading as a business; those who have feelings in k-nots typically wind
up using the markets as a theater in which to run dramas that invoke the
feelings in the k-nots.
I suppose I start to understand it now.
Corn seems to have a break-out, at least in my software.
I don't go in, because I don't want to start another collection (I have
already Wheat and Gold) and collections in the apartment and the
portfolio of stocks. I wait for confirmation of the break-out.
Wheat has a blow-out.
I do calculation of percent risk of portfolio as proposed on Aug 30,
2007, Learning to Trade #5. I am grateful, that you two posted this
hands-on-easy-to-learn discussion.
I put in a stop in the system and feel good about it.
This is the opposite of what you perceive in reading quite a lot of
interviews about trading. |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
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Wed, 12 Sep
2007
An Article
About Fear
Ed,
Pros have different opinions about fear in this
article. The conclusion words, "The best antidote for
fear just may be fear itself.", attracts my eyes most.

Atricle:
http://online.wsj.com/article/
SB118947349416123314.html |
If you consider the various positive
intentions of fear, you might not want to eliminate it. |
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Wed, 12 Sep
2007
Offensive
see previous
Dear Ed,
wow, I hope I didn't offend you. I definitely realize that my email is
quite harsh and impolite. |
You might consider taking your
feelings about <offending people> and <having to be polite> to your
Tribe as entry points. |
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Wed, 12 Sep
2007
Checking Markets During the Day - Distraction
Ed,
GLD rises with the price of gold. I feel pretty calm; no feelings of
wanting to exit or move my stop. I feel like I have a plan and that
gives me comfort. I just go with the flow. I feel the difference between
back-testing and actually trading a strategy.
One thing I don't like is that I check the markets during
the day and it distracts me from my research and programming.
I learn a lot about the daily process of trend trading. I
intend to learn more about using stops as a tactic to enter / exit
positions.
I think about different strategies for adding to my position if the
market continues to rise. I intend to devise a formal plan so that my
strategy is well defined.
I feel frustration that my system is not complete, but it encourages me
to continue working hard. Late this evening, I finish my first trading
system in C#. I attach screenshots of the TSP EA 150/15 and 325/85
exercises.
Thank you for your support, |
You might take your feelings about
<checking the markets and not liking checking the markets> and <wanting
a plan that gives you comfort> to your Tribe as and entry points.
You might examine the precipitous
drop in equity about 1/4 of the way through the run to see if that is an
actual draw-down or an artifact of the computation.

Performance Graph |
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Wed, 12 Sep
2007
TSP
question
Ed,
Thanks for FAQ and the TSP pages.
On this web page:
http://www.seykota.com/tribe/TSP/EA/
Compare/index.htm
there is the following example:
Now at the close on Thursday, the price is 20. We can create a new Three
Point Average from {T=11, W=15, H=19} and that gives us 15. So
Thursday's three point average is 15.
I'm not sure if there is a relationship between "Thursday, the price is
20" and "H=19."
Thanks. |
Thank you for the catch !
The item now stands as:
Now at the
close on Thursday, the price is 19. We can create a new Three
Point Average from {T=11, W=15, H=19} and that gives us 15. So
Thursday's three point average is 15.
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Tue, 11 Sep
2007
Ed's FAQ
Commitment
Ed,
It seems your commitment to writing FAQ is unrelenting lately; it is a
beautiful gift of receiving and acknowledging all of us whom are ready
to send. Please keep up the impeccable work with FAQ, your book projects
and furthering TTP. Your work changes lives and helps guide all of
humanity towards right livelihood one person at a time.
|
Thank you for receiving me. |
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Tue, 11 Sep
2007
Feelings
About Trading
I turn on the computer this morning when I get to work to see that I am
up almost 5% over night. I then watch it as it sinks to 2.5% up, but
don't feel too bad about this since this is just part of the trend
following game.
I then watch
as the Dow Jones rises at the open (I am short the DJ) and I see that I
am back to almost breakeven. I am still feeling OK. I look at this
portfolio of trades I have on as a synthetic option that is waiting for
one of the 7 markets I am in to break out in a big way and pay for all
of the option premiums.
1900 to 1000 to 500 to 160 to 2300 to 2800. Crazy day. Gold went up a
bunch and we have 2 contracts. Very excited about this. Wheat went down
a little and hit my stop, so down to one contract there, but feel ok
about everything. Canadian and Pound are up and I am excited about
starting to make some money on these.
End the day up. Feel good, but a little wary knowing that tomorrow is as
likely to be down as up.
No new trades set for tomorrow. |
If you are sampling the
market several times a day, and if you are having substantial emotional
reactions to these measurements, you may find yourself synchronizing your
trading frequency to your sampling rate.
Optimization studies on trend following systems
indicate a trading frequency of a few times per year and less.
See TSP, above.

Essential Trading Equipment
Mostly, your best move
is to sit on your butt.
Clip:
http://www.betterbuttocks.com/
betterbuttocks_idealbuttocks.htm |
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Tue, 11 Sep
2007
Free Capitalism
Dear Ed,
ffffft, booom ... dead. No, sore throat (???). Never had that the last
10 years.
This saves me from a lot, among others a lecture about Turtletrading
("Where is my stomach...") and an evening about investment opportunities
in Eastern Europe - via derivatives - hosted by several banks (OH - MY -
GOD).
-----
This gives
room to follow the most interesting economic discussion.
Everybody can watch that the worth of human labor in our countries is
steadily decreasing if computer, Chinese people, Indian people, robots
etc. are doing the work. We get an offset by cheap Chinese goods which
can be bought with little money.
Nevertheless, there are lots of people who lose the access to the
workforce meanwhile people who hold workplaces have to work overtime
because their power to negotiate the conditions of their offer of work
vanishes when there are too many of them.
Free capitalism seems to be a solution since the money goes where the
most intention is. This creates wealth.
But what do you do with the less able people like pregnant women, left
by their guys, old people, ill people, orphans, etc.?
In free capitalism I miss the incentive to direct some money in that
direction. Like Zimbabwe: the Chinese pay the party to get hold of the
resources of the country, the wealth goes to some (Mugabe, a few
workers) and not to the many in the population.
This is my problem with free capitalism.
In Europe there is an interesting discussion about a basic income: Give
1,000 ¤ to everybody and start the monopoly from there:
www.basicincome.org
Basic income is an income unconditionally granted to all on an
individual basis, without means test or work requirement. It is a form
of minimum income guarantee that differs from those that now exist in
various European countries in three important ways:
- it is being paid to individuals rather than households;
- it is paid irrespective of any income from other sources;
- it is paid without requiring the performance of any work or the
willingness to accept a job if offered.
Liberty and equality, efficiency and community, common ownership of the
Earth and equal sharing in the benefits of technical progress, the
flexibility of the labor market and the dignity of the poor, the fight
against inhumane working conditions, against the desertification of the
countryside and against interregional inequalities, the viability of
cooperatives and the promotion of adult education, autonomy from bosses,
husbands and bureaucrats, have all been invoked in its favor.
In Germany the idea is promoted by Götz W. Werner, an entrepreneur who
built up a chain of drugstores from scratch and published several books
about the idea of a basic income for everybody.
PS.
Thanks for your Inspiration! |
The Minimum Income Guarantee
violates the principles of freedom and respect for private property; you
have to tax someone to provide the income. This discourages
industry and rewards sloth.
For an example of an economy that is
about as free as you can get these days, see Somalia. The country
currently operates without a central government. Despite
predictions that the country would disintegrate into chaos, the opposite
is occurring. The standard of living is increasing faster than in
the surrounding countries.

Somalia
An pretty good example
of a free economy.
Clip:
http://www.theodora.com/maps/
new9/somalia_physical_map.jpg
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Tue, 11 Sep
2007
Associate Program -
Money Management
Ed,
Thanks for your reply and comments. Please see attached the completed
S&R System for your review. I have yet to match the dr-dn with the
solution from the TSP. I may be missing something simple here!
With regards to progressing to the next step of the Associate Program, I
am working on an idea to develop a Single Moving Average system similar
to the TSP Crossover System which I seem to believe may prove to be a
very simple and profitable system. My hypothesis is that a long EMA
system (>200 days) with the use of sound risk management and stops may
prove to be a robust system. I have observed this visually on numerous
charts and would like to test this empirically.
I am interested in Ed's thoughts on this system and whether this is
something that may be worthy of further research. I attach a file
illustrating my thoughts on the system for Ed's comments.
Money management is also an are I find of interest however I will need
to formulate a clear idea on which area I may focus on and revert with a
further proposal.
I truly appreciate your time and attention for helping me with this.
Thank you.
Regards,
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I am not clear on what you mean by:
1. The system trades one instrument,
wheat, generic continuous contract, long and short.
2. The system trades 10% of the
total equity on one position.
3. The system risk
is 2% of equity per
trade.
I do not see how to determine
position size of (1) using (2) and (3). |
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