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Saturday,
February 27, 2010
Trading and
Marriage and Dating
I want to make
something clear for you. It’s the elusive obvious – meaning it will
teach you something about yourself, it’s right in front
of you, and you probably wouldn’t make the connection it’s pointed out
to you.
How you trade and how you live your day-to-day life are
connected…they’re the exact same.
To clarify this for you, let me ask you a few questions.
When do you know that a relationship you’re in isn’t working out?
Do you set a stop loss? (ex. If John doesn’t call me by Saturday I’m
moving on).
Do you except whatever behavior your significant other chooses to
exhibit – blindly holding on because you know that things just haaaaave
to improve?
Do you see high number of girls and pursue the ones that are going well
and quickly cut the ones that aren’t?
…or do you only see one girl at time that you’re very serious with?
The answer to these questions can be found in your trading charts and
your profit/loss statements. Observe yourself in trading and you’re
observing yourself in life.
Look at your trading style and see if what I’m saying is true- look at
your relationships and notice the similarities. How many positions do
you normally hold? How long do you hold a trade for? How much of a loss
do you normally take before you sell out?
Most people never sit down and think about doing things profitably. They
let blind luck shine on them every blue moon and wait outside in the
cold the rest of the time. They buy stock XYZ because some guy on t.v.
said it should go up or some guy on the subway said he’d just bought
1,000 shares of it. Drifting from trade to trade they go on whims-
never a conscious thought about the system they’re using to play the
game. (Which in this case would be: listen to the guy on t.v., buy
when he says buy, sell when…..Oh S---, I’ve lost a ton of money).
By designing your own trading system, you become aware of the process.
You stack the deck in your favor. You consciously set things up to get
rid of the losers and stay with the winners. In trading – you bring in
buckets of money as if money was water at the bottom of a well and you
knew its location. In life- you have the quality of girl you want
calling you all the time wanting to come hang out- it’s your choice.
The point you need to take in is the two are related. If you sit down
and explore the best possibilities available to you by designing a
system, then you just might find your wallet fuller and your dating life
more satisfying than you could ever imagine.
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Thank you for presenting the
metaphor.
You might think of trend trading as "marrying" your trading system and
then "dating" the instruments that come and go in your portfolio.
In practice, some traders date this and that system and marry their
positions. |
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Saturday,
February 27, 2010
Likes
ChartBook 95
Hi,
I used to use ChartBook 95 for quite some time. I got away from trading
for a while and then returned and traded short term. I really desire to
get back to trend following and longer term trading. As I said I used to
use Chartbook 95 and absolutely loved the simplicity and ease of use. I
have been looking around and most of the programs I see for an end of
day charting and data are so bloated.
Anyway I noticed your TT Chart Books and charts on the site and they
look terrific (just what I was hoping for) and was wondering if there is
something for use for an individual trader like myself. Also I still
have the entire database I purchased from Technical Tools when they had
a subscription service for Chartbook 95 and would like to be able to use
this.
Any help and direction would be much appreciated.
Thank you in
advance, |
Thank you for your inquiry.
The Technical Tools data format uses 3-byte longs for volume and open
interest - and 2-byte unsigned integers + a conversion factor for
prices. The resulting 16-byte record length has some advantages in
the days when memory is expensive and machines can store only around 5
megabytes of data.
These days you can get memory for a "buck a gig" so the compactness
advantage is moot and data vendors serve prices in much looser formats
with longer record lengths.
I do not know of any services that currently use the original Technical
Tools data format. |
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Saturday,
February 27, 2010
Wants
Acknowledgment of Receipt
Hello Ed,
I just wanted to check if you got my solution to your exercise. |
Thank you for following up.
I generally respond to emails with questions or that express progress
along an ongoing growth process. |
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Saturday,
February 27, 2010
Wants a Response
See Previous
Dear Ed,
I noticed I
got an answer on FAQ.
thank you.
I'm wondering if you've just read the upper part of the mail and thought
it was all, or if you just showed me you wanted to respond only to the
latter e-mail.
thank you for sharing your process.
-----
When I first know about you, I was eager to know which was your
method, but now that I found my own one it is not important anymore.
Anyway, I still have a curiosity:
why didn't you disclose your method?
ok, the question maybe looks silly, but I'd like to know, if possible,
which are your motivations.
I found few:
1- I'm jealous of it
2- your clients would not be happy
3- you fear that bigger (i.e. more financed) traders could hunt your
stops
4- you fear that if everybody starts using your same system it will
decrease its efficacy
5- it's basically a Donchian Channel & moving average cross system,
and if anyone is so interested in the market and make some test with
this methods and use the "Essential rules", he will find something
very close to what I use.
6- you like to receive mails from people asking this
7- you would not look so smart if everybody knew what you do....
8- if you don't say anything many new traders will be good students of
markets and traders community will grow! if you tell about your
system, everybody will be lazier...
9- well, Dennis revelead its turtle system and after a while it
stopped to be so good. mmmm...
10- if there's no secret anymore, you would not recieve as many
invitation to traders expo!
11- you fear traders tribe would not see you as a guidance anymore,
since you would be less misterious...
12- I want to share this only with people I know are very similar to
me and I can trust.
well, there are obviously many other reasons.
I would bet on a mix between 2, 3, 4, 5. but maybe that an "hidden" 1
or 11, 12 is the real reason.
in my own case (the reason why I don't reveal MY system) the
motivations are: 1,3,5, 12. and, by the way, "no one asked me".
I hope to receive an answer from you! |
Thank you for your inquiry.
In general, the search for
"reasons" presupposes the Causal Model.
The System Model notices that
everything influences everything else, that there is no ultimate "cause"
except as a conceptual contrivance, useful during manipulation of others
and that searching for causes may interfere with trend trading.
You might consider that your
actual trading system comprises some math and also some philosophical
principles and character values that guide the implementation of the
math.
FAQ is, in many ways, an
attempt to disclose these principles and values - including the
principle that you might do well to find a mathematical system that fits
your own personal preferences. |
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Friday,
February 26, 2010
Don't Taze
Me Bro
Hey Ed !
This not a best-seller like the Whipsaw Song, but think you might enjoy
the banjoing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=
617F3sbppHc |
Thank you for the link.
If you don't like the tazing,
don't do the teasing. |
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Thursday,
February 25, 2010
Fractal Quilt
Hi Mr.
Seykota,
I wrote to you a few years ago concerning your poem about fractals. I
was planning on making a fractal quilt for our son who had just gotten
his PHD in Math and I wanted to include your poem in the quilt.
Unfortunately,
it was not logistically possible to have the poem printed on the back of
the quilt, but I did include a copy of it when I presented the quilt to
our son. Enclosed in the attachment you will find pictures of the quilt.
Making it was a long and involved process with much thinking, praying
and, at times, swearing at my sewing machine! It was a labor of love,
and he has proudly hung it in his office at Northwestern University in
Chicago where he is currently teaching.
Thank you for
giving me permission to include a copy of your poem with the quilt.
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Thank you for the update. |
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Thursday,
February 25, 2010
Making
Progress
Hello Ed,
I hope you are well. It must be several years now that you were good
enough to meet me in Cambridge prior to one of your seminars in the UK .
Things have gone well at my end over the past few years and I have
filled in a bit of time by writing a book (A Practical Guide to ETF
Trading Systems ) and published several articles including one called
Tuning Up the Turtle for Active Traders Magazine and Equities Without
Tears for the Spectator in the UK.
I also have a [City] based regulated fund now which keeps me quite busy.
How did your research into trend following on equities come along? As we
discussed, the tough bit is certainly position sizing and how to avoid
unwanted margin in back testing.
In any event, do write back with your news if you get the chance, |
Thank you for the update.
So far the best way I know to trade stocks follows the Will Rogers
method:
"Buy some stock that's going up and hold on to it; it if doesn't go up,
don't buy it in the first place." |
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Tuesday,
February 23, 2010
Creates a
Fulfilling Relationship
Dear Support
Team,
I make a significant amount of progress with my second wave and spend
very little time on my first wave. I think that my cumulative efforts on
wave 2 begin to take hold a few months ago and the measurements steadily
improve since my last update.
I have a
powerful hot seat in early December that removes some k-nots that I live
with for many years. With my new resources, I re-learn how to have
feelings-level conversations with women. I notice that having these
conversations enables me to quickly make great advancements toward
achieving my stated intentions. My attitude about these conversations
changes, instead of dreading and avoiding them, I look forward to them
and think that they are really useful. Around the same time, I also
start to have fun and enjoy the process of meeting and interacting with
women.
In the end of last year and the beginning of this year, I go on dates
with a few different women. They are all much closer to my ideal mate
than women I have gone out with previously but not quite what I am
looking for. Recently, I meet another girl that I think is a very good
match for me and we are now consistently dating. We relate on a feelings
level and I notice that many other things I learn in TTP (accepting
others the way they are, not wanting to control her) are very useful.
Also, I bring to fruition the snapshot that I create for this wave
roughly 8 months ago. I experience the exact same feelings as those in
my snapshot. I am amazed and feel fulfilled.
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Thank you for sharing your
process.

Sharing Feelings
can be a powerful
aphrodisiac.
Clip:
http://www.reuniting.info/images/
couple_kiss_bed.jpg |
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Tuesday,
February 23, 2010
Impact of
High-Frequency Trading
Ed -
what is your
opinion on high-frequency trading and it's influence on the markets and
prices? It is a significant generator of orders and volume these days.
This is a factor which was not present 10 or 20 years ago. I don't think
they influence the long term trend, but may increase the short-term
volatility -> false breakouts etc. They do provide liquidity though.
What is your take on that?
Full article
from FT below.
Size of share orders cut in half on global markets
By Jeremy Grant in London
Published: February 21 2010 18:19 |
Last
updated: February 21 2010 18:19
The
average size of share orders on the world’s exchanges has halved in
the past five years, highlighting the inroads automated and
“high-frequency” trading has made on global markets.
The finding, in research carried out by Mondo Visione, a
consultancy, and commissioned by the Financial Times, comes amid
concerns over the ability of exchanges and brokers to supervise a
surge in orders and data flowing through trading and risk management
systems
The research also shows how the trend is driving the growth of “dark
pools”, with traders interested in executing large orders shunning
exchanges and seeking to carry out those types of trades on
specialist platforms.
Order sizes are being sliced into smaller sizes amid a growth in
algorithmic trading, a technique used by high-frequency traders at
banks, hedge funds and specialist high-frequency firms. Via software
programs, algorithms decide when, how and where to trade certain
financial instruments without human intervention.
High-frequency trading uses algorithms to trade at ultra-fast speeds
– often 1,000 times faster than the blink of a human eye – seeking
to profit from fleeting opportunities presented by minute price
changes.
Exchanges have also been reducing “tick sizes” – the increments by
which a price can move – partly in response.
Mondo Visione asked 14 exchanges to chart how this had affected
average order size by value. It found that this had fallen by 52 per
cent since 2005.
The fall was most pronounced at the New York Stock Exchange, Nasdaq
and theLondon Stock Exchange.
On the NYSE, order sizes fell 67 per cent to $6,400, from $19,400 in
the period, while on Nasdaq they dropped by 68 per cent from $44,600
to $14,400.
In 2005, an average order on the LSE was worth £20,472, but has
fallen 63 per cent to £7,394.
On Deutsche Börse, the German exchange, the decline was 57 per cent.
In Asia, average order size on the Hong Kong exchange fell by 28 per
cent from HK$121,300 to HK$87,300.
Herbie Skeete, Mondo Visione’s managing director, said the trend was
“a mixed blessing” for exchanges.
“Falling trade sizes means more trades, which offsets the impact of
lower trade fees, but it also means increased network traffic to
contend with.” That would require more “market surveillance, in
‘real time’,” he said, adding that there had been tighter spreads on
exchanges “leading to better markets”.
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In general, high-frequency
trading has little effect on long-term trends. |
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Tuesday,
February 23, 2010
Wants to
Visit
Hi Ed,
Hope you are
doing well.
I want to ask if I can visit your IV tribe (I am a workshop graduate).
I currently do not have an active Tribe. I am looking for an opportunity
to take the hot seat and experience the rock process.
I have an “unhealthy” attachment to my mother. She is a domineering
mother. I am in my late thirties and I notice that I like to be under
her control (intention = results). Last week, I decide to express my
feelings about this issue to her. I feel ok expressing my feelings. I
wonder if I am running in circles so I always have to come back to her.
I am far from IV, but I can arrange a visit.
I am willing to support and help your Tribe during my visit. |
Thank you for your offer to
visit. I am relocating to Austin Texas.

One Positive Intention Of A Controlling Person
might be to help you get
where you want to go.
Clip:
http://www.dubairentacar.ae/images/
Car/big/Chauffeur_Services.jpg
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Tuesday,
February 23, 2010
Dear Ed,
I have started
a new tribe. |
Welcome
Gorakhpur
India |
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Tuesday,
February 23, 2010
Dr. Doom or Mr. Realist
I had an interesting conversation last week with a potential investor. I
described my thoughts on the US economy, explaining that in our (my
firm’s) view the current strength of the US economy is significantly
boosted by steroids graciously provided by the US government in the form
of stimulus. (I’ve written about it in this article.) I explained that
since stimulus exaggerates the true performance of our economy, we’ve
positioned our portfolio through stock selection for a subdued,
low-growth type of recovery.
Then I shared my concerns about the Chinese economy – it has tremendous
overcapacity in the commercial and residential real estate and
industrial sectors (see this presentation: "China – The Mother of All
Black Swans"). As the Chinese economy painfully readjusts and chews
through the excesses, Chinese demand for industrial, energy, and
commodity goods will be significantly lower. Thus in our portfolios we
have reduced our exposure to these sectors.
And finally, I explained our views on Japan. As you’ll see from charts
in the attached presentation (“Japan – Past the Point of No Return”),
Japan has an enormous amount of debt (second only to Zimbabwe), a
stagnating economy, and the oldest population in the world (this
explains why the savings rate has declined from the teens towards zero).
These factors will lead to significantly higher interest rates.
As an unbiased analyst it is hard to come to any other conclusion about
Japan, and I am going to put it lightly: Japan is screwed! As a
consequence, we believe higher interest rates globally are unavoidable,
as Japan, now the largest foreign holder of the US Treasuries (together
with China, the second largest holder), turns from buyer of Treasuries
to net seller. So in our portfolio we are making sure that our companies
have strong balance sheets and / or significant free cash flows to pay
off debt, if (more likely when) interest rates rise.
With every country mentioned the potential investor got paler and paler;
and before I got to the EU, a union that was created, as my friend John
Mauldin put it, for prosperity not adversity, he exclaimed, “You are Dr.
Doom!”
I don’t have a PhD, thus I can only be called Mr. Doom – but I am not
that either. A joke told by Warren Buffett comes to mind: a patient,
after hearing from a doctor that he has cancer, tells the doctor, “Doc,
I don’t have enough money for the surgery, but maybe could I pay you to
touch up the x-ray?” Hope and self-deception are not a strategy. I
analyze and accept the conclusions of my analysis, no matter how painful
they may be, and adjust my actions according to my findings. I am
neither a pessimist nor an optimist, I am a realist. So at my firm we
look at risks and constantly ask ourselves: What can we do to avoid them
(or benefit from them) in our clients’ portfolios? So don’t call me Mr.
Doom, call me Mr. Realist.
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Thank you for sharing your views.
You might consider including in your
presentations some mention of (1) the theory of discount and (2) the
proclivity of central banks to buy bonds as part of their effort to
compensate for a weakening economy.
You might also consider taking your
feelings about <doom> to Tribe - or considering the positive intentions
of the type of doom you envision.

Ants ...

... and Buzzards ...
deal with doom
in a re-cycling way.
Clips:
http://img1.eyefetch.com/Portfolio%5CAntonio
%5C111433.jpg
http://brimacombs.net/graphics/pictures/
kenya/buzzards.jpg
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Tuesday,
February 23, 2010
Publishing a Book and Music
Dear Ed,
It's been 13 years since that memorable day I spent at your home in
Incline Village. I've been a long-time admirer of the Trading Tribe
Process as I believe it is a powerful process that helps to
evolutionarily catalyze the planet, as more and more people join trading
tribes. I am part of a Trading Tribe in [City] and have experienced
first hand its beauty.
[Name] and I have been diligently working on our book on investing and
personal optimization that will be published this fall, "Trade Like Bill
O'Neil: How We Made Over 18,000% in the Stock Market in 7 Years."
There are
seven chapters, one of which is a chapter on teachings that help one
reach their potential. I am leading the chapter with TTP, and will also
discuss teachings by Eckhart Tolle and Esther Hicks with brief honorable
mention of Wallace Wattles.
The other
chapters focus on
a) causes
of success and failure in the markets which are underscored by
personal psychology,
b)
research discoveries (pocket pivots, handling gap ups, selling
techniques, etc) we have made since leaving O'Neil's firm many years
ago,
c) my
market direction model which has been a big force in my trading
since 1991 which employs the concepts of risk management, pattern
recognition, and trend following,
d) the
best things we learned from O'Neil having worked with him
intensively for several years,
e) short
selling techniques as [Name] was up 187% in 2001 primarily by going
short, and also capitalized on the dramatic slide in 2008.
I wanted to know if you would write the foreword to our book. We have
written over 320 pages so far and are in the final stages of completing
the manuscript.
In the world of music, my piano song 'Bloodshed' will be used in the
battle scenes in the upcoming epic based on Homer's The Iliad. Have a
listen:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NCE-SUSxk6c
I have been
doing much composing and performing on the piano the last several years
which culminated in my debut CD 'Teardrop Rain' which is now being
distributed through Amazon and iTunes, and is available in close to
3,000 stores across the US.
I also plan to launch my site by April. It takes the same name of the
site I started back in 1995.
I am still here in [State] and plan to return to [City] in April. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
I'd like to see the manuscript
before I consider writing a forward. |
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Tuesday,
February 23, 2010
System Optimization Details
Hi Ed,
I completed the exercise to code "EMA crossover system" and must say, it
was very educational!
It gave me the chance not only to think about systems development from
scratch but also to get my feet wet with optimization which in itself is
a major issue, especially when it comes to "intelligent optimization"
etc. I implemented these algorithms without giving much thought to what
they actually do. I didn't prefer one over another at this point.
Like some others, I also have to report a minor rounding issue: for
instance in the 15/150 parameter set, my ending equity is off yours (in
case of 15/150) by 0.25 USD. I include a trade list for the 15/150
combo.
You may want to include the following explanation of my software
developer to clarify the "rounding mess" for amateur programmers such as
I am:
Code written in ANY language is subject to FPU (floating point
processor) accuracy limits.
This is world-wide IEEE 754 standard. Program may use either 32-bit or
64-bit floating point numbers.
All computers and all programs work with it and all codes regardless of
language used using same FPU (part of your computer CPU).
AmiBroker's internal equity calculation uses 64-bit IEEE and that's why
it has extended accuracy, i.e. matches your results to the penny. Any
code written in Amibroker´s proprietary language AFL is (to my
knowledge) at this point 32-bit IEEE and thus me always be off a few
cents.
Regarding optimization, an important decision to be made at first is to
set the parameter's data range and step size. In our case in particular
the length of the two EMA´s. This not only has implications on computer
running time but also on the frequency with which the system
enters/exits trades.
I tried to attack the problem by coming from different ankles.
At first, I arbitrarily selected two data ranges for the the EMA´s. I
realized too late that they overlap, so I ended up with some redundant
testing/optimizing.
1./ fast 10 - 150, step 5 slow 50 - 400, step 10
2./ fast 10 - 400, step 5 slow 200 - 900, step 10
Then, I experimented with fixed heat (at 10 percent) versus various heat
levels.
Additionally, I also used exhaustive search versus "intelligent" search
algorithms (particle swarm and differential evolution).
While doing that, I realized that the optimal bliss value is roughly at
0.5. I found a few parameter sets which return this value.
The following outlines various optimization runs with their respective
results:
1.
fast EMA 10 - 150, step 5
slow EMA 50 - 400, step 10
heat fix 0.1
optimized for CAGR/max. DD
exhaustive search
optimum:
fast 90
slow 320
bliss 0.2
2.
same as 1. but optimized for ICAGR/max. DD!
optimum:
fast 90
slow 320
bliss 0.21
3.
fast 10 -150, step 5
slow 50 - 400, step 10
heat 0.1 - 1.0, step 0.1
optimized for ICAGR/max.DD
intelligent algorithm (combo of PS and DE, see above)
optimum:
fast 70
slow 370
heat 0.8
bliss 0.5
4.
fast 10 - 400, step 5
slow 200 - 900, step 10
heat 0.1 - 1.0, step 0.1
optimized for ICAGR/max.DD
intelligent optimization algorithm (PS and DE combined)
optimum:
fast 78
slow 420
heat 0.9
bliss 0.53
5.
took appr. 10
hrs. on my old machine!
fast 10 - 150, step 5
slow 50 - 400, step 10
heat 0.1 - 1.0, step 0.1
optimized for ICAGR/max.DD
exhaustive search algorithm
sensitivity-directed optimization
range tested for sensitivity + / - 30%
sensitivity increments 5% (i.e. 6 ranges to the left and right of
actually tested parameter)
optimum:
fast 70
slow 400
heat 0.8
bliss 0.5
6.
took appr. 2
days on my machine!
fast 10 - 400, step 5
slow 200 - 900, step 10
heat 0.1 - 1.0, step 0.1
optimized for ICAGR/max.DD
exhaustive search algorithm
optimum:
fast 80
slow 420
heat 1.0
bliss 0.51
I should add that I excluded parameter sets that would result in a
mean-reverting system (see exclusion in buy rules) because testing these
was not part of the exercise.
While optimization run # 5 (sensitivity-directed search) is the most
robust solution from the two data ranges I tested, there may be other
criteria that could cause the trader to choose not to trade this system
(distribution of profits, outliers...) - at least with these parameters
- to modify the bliss function (factoring in other criteria such as max.
DD) or to choose another bliss function altogether.
Plus, from running a sensitivity test (see histograms attached), it
seems that even this solution is not too robust at least at a
single-instrument level! Trading a whole portfolio of instruments may
add to robustness.
In any case, it may be necessary to do a walk-forward on a portfolio of
instruments to verify the system generates the returns suggested by
in-sample optimization.
Optimization run 7 may also turn out to be a looser in walk-forward
analysis and particularly in real-time! But even if it weren't, I would
not trade this system: always betting 100% of the stake (i.e. no
losers/always winners assumed) may be a sure way to the poorhouse...
I included some charts that show how max. DD, ICAGR and bliss changes as
heat changes (for my optimum solution found, i.e. optimization run # 5).
Also, following up another person's remarks one should compute from the
day of first trade initiation rather than from first day of back test, I
included a metric called "ICAGR since first trade" for comparison
reasons. But since the first trade is being initiated after 93 days,
there is not that much of a difference in the metrics.
If you don't mind, I'd like get your take on how to "properly"
capitalize a trading system. Since, as Mark Twain, states "History never
repeats itself but it rhymes", precautions may need to be taken if
real-time max. DD exceeds back test results. Thus, a higher capital base
may suggest itself.
I'm sure I speak for many others out there when I say that it would be
highly appreciated if you'd spend a few words on the other topics
originally outlined on your page (Margin constraints, dynamic portfolio
selection, dynamic risk modification et. al)
Incidentally, you stated that "thinking" about the results besides
hunt-and-peck- and steamroller approach would be likely the best
approach to come up with the "best" solution. But if a system has more
than three parameters to optimize (especially on a broad range of data),
I can't think of any other way than using "intelligent optimization" at
this point since plotting a 2d or 3d graph becomes impossible.
Thanks for the lesson! |
Thank you for sharing your process.
Per how to back-test a system of
many variables, you can try pair-wise optimization; you optimize two
variables, freeze them and then optimize another two.
Then you can go back and repeat the
series.
You might note that with five
variables, you can write an equation to draw an elephant; with fifteen,
you can draw a Christie Brinkley.
With ten, you can get an arbitrarily
high MAR, although such a curve-fitting exercise is unlikely to be very
successful in actual trading.

You Can Model This Model
with fifteen variables.
Clip:
http://www.askmen.com/women/galleries/
model/christie-brinkley/picture-1.html |
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Monday,
February 22, 2010
Analyzing and Experiencing Emotions
Dear Ed,
Excellent week. I spend over 15 hours creating systems. The most of any
week so far. I feel that I am on a strong trend toward Right Livelihood,
with the occasional pull back. This week I have a lot of "Ahas" Most
have to do with the balance of feeling and thinking and gaining more
confidence in my total inability to control the future.
I watch Lindsey Vonn crying after she won gold, crossing the finish line
on one ski. I want a snapshot like that. Historically, I view her
emotions as conditional. She wins gold this causes her emotions to spill
over. Now, I realize that is who she is. She would be crying and over
come by emotions with a win or a loss. She gives her all and sacrifices
everything to define herself. I ask myself, right now, am I overcome
with emotions at my success and failure? No. I now realize this is my
choice rather than a result of me winning the Olympics. This is a source
of inspiration.
The week before last, in my attempt to experience my lack of motivation,
I have some "Ahas". I realize I try to process my feelings by
identifying, labeling, understanding, and caring about them. All of this
blocks them. As a result, I am not that successful in experiencing them.
It is counter-intuitive to me that trying to understand feelings is not
feeling. I experience how all of these intentions are only successful in
preventing my emotions from being received by me. I am able to spend
some time emoting and experience the now. I find it easier to go with
the flow. My rule of thumb is that if it is word then it is not an
emotion.
Emotions are fast. They're in Now. I feel a sense of being overwhelmed
and then feel some hesitation in experiencing them because they create
action ("Wait. I have not had time to think."). Historically, I
associate thinking with action and feeling with inaction (meditation,
long walks). Plan it, think about it, justify experiencing the emotions
and then try to understand the emotion so I can better control it next
time. It is amazing to experience the raw power in not understanding and
simply experiencing. This is the first time I see I am intimidated by my
potential inside me and block it (Powerful). This is very different from
my potential being outside of me and always wanting it (Powerless). |
Thank you for sharing your process
and your insights. |
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Monday,
February 22, 2010
Workshop
Hi Ed,
Do you plan to schedule any workshop this year?
Are you going to make any workshop in Frankfurt / Germany?
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Yes, I am planning a workshop for
April 15 in Reno, NV.
I have no plan at this point to
deliver a Workshop in Frankfurt - although I have happy memories of that
city. |
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Monday,
February 22, 2010
Temple Grandin
Ed,
After reading a quote from an interview with Temple Grandin, I think of
you and FAQ. The quote is "When I was younger I was looking for this
magic meaning of life. It's very simple now," she says. Making the lives
of others better, doing "something of lasting value, that's the meaning
of life, it's that simple."
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I also like her take on cows: "they
deserve some respect." |
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Monday,
February 22, 2010
Your Unwillingness is Your System
Dear Ed
I am writing to share with you, and the readers of FAQ, a recent
experience which helped me better understand one of your insights.
I spent several months at the end of last year reading through the
Trading Tribe website. Thank you, and all the other contributions to
FAQ, for all the valuable resources and insights that are available.
I was particularly struck by the following insight:
Ed says: “The feelings you are unwilling to
experience are your trading system.”
Although I could understand this statement at a conscious rational level
when reading it at the time, I must admit that I did not really
understand until now.
Background
I trade using a group of systems that I designed which have rules that
are mechanical / algorithmic in nature, but which I still execute
manually at present in order to develop a feel for how to trade
with them.
One system recently signaled to go short coffee (Liffe Robusta March
2010). I followed the signal, the market dropped slightly and then
consolidated. No signal to exit the position has occurred up to the time
of writing this e-mail (02/22/2010) but the March contract will expire
shortly and I need to roll-over the position.
In addition, for various administrative and IT reasons relating to my
trading account with my broker, I must close out all my positions and
delete all orders for a few hours sometime this week.
So, at the end of last week (Friday 02/19/2010) my conscious mind was
well aware of two reasons to potentially distract me from following the
system rules: “Roll-over” and “Admin”.
Both are normal and are expected from time to time so there should have
been nothing particularly unusual about the situation. However, my mind
had the chance to explain this situation to myself and provide reasons
to justify me paying particular attention as to how I should close out
the position and roll it over.
Feelings that I was Unwilling to Experience
At the end of last week, still I had a few days to close-out the
position.
But on Friday (02/19/2010) mid-morning (European time), I suddenly got a
mild feeling of fear or apprehension as the market continued to
drift back down towards the recent lows. My mind started to focus on the
unusual “reasons” surrounding the situation and I started to consciously
think of scenarios where the market moves back up against me and the
need to protect myself – especially as liquidity starts to dry up
near roll-over – and I imagined regretting taking the breakeven trade
implied by my system defined exit point if the market started to reverse
direction. I started to consciously focus on the then current market
situation in coffee much more closely. By late afternoon I closed out
the position but did not roll over in to the next contract as I had
convinced myself that I should: take a small profit on the closed-out
leg; wait and clear up my “admin” issue with the broker on Monday; and
then wait for a new shorter term continuation signal to develop in the
following contract.
The feelings were not really strong, but I recognized that there was
definitely a “form” to my behavior and actions in that situation: more
conscious attention or focus on the short term market behavior; lots
more conscious thoughts, reasons, and a priori justifications running
through my mind; eyes starting to “pop” out of my head more; slightly
squinting eyes; overall tension in my face and chest; generally, just
lots more effort and energy was focused on the situation.
But thinking of Ed’s insight, I realized that I did not want to feel the
imagined feeling of “failure” when taking the breakeven trade in the
reversal scenario that I had created and focused on in my mind. I
imagined “regret” at only “scratching” the position without any profit.
These mild feelings appeared to be a signal to myself to try to make me
avoid those potential feelings of failure and regret – they were
signals trying to make me avoid feelings that I was not willing to
experience.
Of course, by closing-out the position early I appeased the mild
feelings (which stopped).
Ironically…
On Monday (02/22/2010) March coffee jumped down even further. So now I
had every opportunity to feel “regret” and “failure” – a self fulfilling
prophesy - just not in the manner I envisaged in my mind on Friday (I
was so focused on the short term reverse scenario and protecting myself
from it). (Ed says: “Everybody gets what they want
out of the market”.)
Learning
This experience gives me a much better understanding of Ed’s insight:
even following a purely mechanical and algorithmic rules based system,
being unwilling to experience feelings that I consider to be “bad or
negative” can override the formal system rules and result in being the
de facto rules of my overall trading behavior or “system”.
Looking at this experience from this perspective, I remember that that
it is not the first time that I have experienced this type of trading
behavior – this kind of “form” with mild feelings of apprehension,
tension, and much more strenuous conscious focus. I remember that it can
sometimes be a precursor to “off-plan” or “outside system” trading
behavior especially when I am tempted to justify to myself getting out
of trades too early.
But this is useful to me. Rather than trying to avoid these mild
feelings, I resolve to accept them, accept their positive intention (to
help me avoid potential failure and regret) and then use them as a
signal to myself to have the confidence to stay “on plan” and execute in
accordance my trading system rules. That way I avoid failing to execute
my system properly and avoid the regret of getting out of trades too
early.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to share my experience with you
and the FAQ readers.
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Thank you for sharing your process
and insights into the important roll of willingness in sticking to a
system. |
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Sunday,
February 21, 2010
The Great War of the Toothbrush
After talking with [Tribe member] and Ed, I come to realize that the
struggle about brushing teeth is more about the *struggle* and less
about the *teeth*.
Since I am substantially responsible for their well being, if I think
clean teeth are important, then we will have clean teeth. It's not a big
deal that requires lots of yelling and screaming.
Ed's response to my original FAQ post says,
"if you brush your teeth,
they'll brush their teeth."
Since I
already brush my teeth (and said so in my original post), I found this
puzzling. But I came to see my kids struggling as learned behavior from
watching me struggle with my wife.
This
realization is an important ah-ha for me. Now, I am struggling less,
more accepting and more patient as a result. I didn't raise the
threshold below which I was accepting (and above which I would lose my
temper) so much as surrender to the situation.
I have lots of feelings and judgments about my own struggles, the
struggles of my elders and the victimization / exploitation of various
groups of people around the world. I am starting to accept my feelings
and not struggle with them as much. |
Thank you for sharing your insights.
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Sunday,
February 21, 2010
Ayn Rand
Hi Ed,
Just watched an interview with Ayn Rand.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzGFytGBDN8
I believe you share strongly her views, as I do, but what is your
position regarding her refutation and dismissal of anything that's
mystical.
Where does the
under-Fred network, being in the state of trance or deep breathing
experiences fit into all this. |
You might consider asking Ayn (or
one of her proxies) to explain how she rationalizes her feelings about
wanting everything to be rational. |
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Saturday,
February 20, 2010
Wants Transparency
Dear Ed,
A number of mostly larger investors / institutions have asked me if they
could see their accounts and or the funds investments on a daily basis -
positions, etc.
This would need to tie in to our existing site so that once someone is
logged in they could see this.
After Madoff, people want to know that you are actually investing their
money.
I have been asked this more than once by institutions.
any ideas?
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Yes, I know of such software - I
intend to discuss this more fully at the Workshop.
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Saturday,
February 20, 2010
Wants to Buy the Book
Hi Mr. Seykota,
I would like to introduce my self that I'm a new trader, I have been
trading Forex for around 2 years but right know sometimes I feels empty
or not satisfied my my life or just bored with trading I don't know, so
after looking around at the internet I found that your book is explain
mostly about psychology not only just about trading but about how to
pursue happiness and that is all I need , how to improve my life in
general and trading.
So Mr. Seykota , I would like to buy your book , but I don't know
whether you can deliver to it [Country] or not, and how much is it?
Many Thanks , and please forgive me if my English is not very good.
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The price is $125, anywhere.
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Friday,
February 19, 2010
Health and Uncertainty
Dear Ed,
Two of our four members are unable to attend last night's meeting. As
chief, I consider either cancelling the meeting or suggesting an
informal dinner... but I do not and notice a feeling of awkwardness.
After drumming, I feel very alive and energized & I take the Hot Seat. I
say I want to describe two current issues. During a recent and rare 8
day internet and phone outage, I take apart my entire trading method,
like a child spreading out his building blocks all over the floor. I
feel a big question mark within me - I actually visualize it within me -
as I realize I have not put my building/trading blocks back in a usable
form & cannot therefore trade.
I also
describe a health issue : tomorrow I receive the results of a biopsy for
a possible melanoma. I have a deep sense of not-knowingness that somehow
leads to clarity and calmness. Throughout this extended story - my hot
seats usually quickly display cathartic forms - my receiver keeps
encouraging me to display the forms that I am displaying : mostly
expansive arm, hand & body waving, flexing, moving. Everything feels
very gentle and very deeply, wonderfully OK, even though my logical mind
seems to think I should be very afraid.
I tell how I clearly see my vulnerability if I receive a bad prognosis :
it's the thought of leaving my 9 year old daughter without her father.
Again, logical mind says "Wait for the results", but during my early
morning meditations in recent days, I shed a lot of tears. I keep moving
my hands and arms as I talk and my receiver keeps up his support for my
forms - everything is OK and I feel so supported. I have an image of
myself being carried out to sea by a very powerful tide with my daughter
standing on the shore crying out for me, but I know I just have to let
go. It all feels so poignantly perfect and I am somehow not worried.
It feels like such a wonderful gift to be so alive in the moment and I
see that the right livelihood for which I have been searching is to
fully live and experience this wonderful gift of life. I realize that
trading is occupying - or rather, pre-occupying - an inappropriately
large part of my life.
I choose to
change this.
I recognize
that this and other "negative energy issues" that I must face as part of
living do not have to drag me down : sometimes you just have to walk
through a bog and get all muddy, sometimes you can walk around it, and
sometimes "walking on water" just happens !
I feel great joy & enormous appreciation of my receiver, my Tribe, TTP
and my family.
Thank-you.
PS. This morning I speak to my doctor : my tests are clear. |
Thank you for sharing your process.

In The Overall Scheme of Things
your relationship with your daughter
is pretty much essential for both of you.
Clip:
http://on2ndthought.files.wordpress.com/
2009/02/black-father-and-daughter.jpg
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Wednesday,
February 17, 2010
Great Drums
Dear Ed,
Where do we get some great drums?
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You can check with the Great Drum
Vendor. |
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Wednesday,
February 17, 2010
Wants General Advice
Mr. Seykota,
Please accept
this email as a first correspondence because I am a new trader and know
nothing of your business yet, only book knowledge and a sim account so
far.
As a military
officer, in the rank now of Lt Col, for the last 24 years I have known
the ultimate risk and built discipline into my life as I currently fly
the F-15E Strike Eagle and recently returned from the war in
Afghanistan---during my time in the Middle East over the last few years
I have been studying the art of Trend Following and will execute this
tactic after I retire but I am starting to build my small trading
business now and will have only my family to support with a small
account so don't hold that against me--it will grow!
Controlling
risk, emotions and exercising discipline are key to this business and I
feel that the military career has put me in a perfect position to
implement this smartly. A bit about myself---my wife and I live in
[State] but are taking our last command assignment in [State] shortly,
we have 8 great kids (6 girls and 2 boys) and the military rank and pay
charts are dismal compared to folks like yourself so don't hold that
against me either---serving my country Sir has been the most rewarding
thing for me to do and it is my honor to defend this great nation at any
moment with my life for people I don't even know!
Now it is time
to make money for my family because they/we deserve the chance and I
believe I know how---Trend Following. My first war was Desert Storm and
my last is still not decided yet but the career will come to an end in
the next 36 months and I am positive that I have changed price in the
market a time or two based on the missions I have executed/flown and I
am sure you have capitalized on those changes in price. So now it is my
turn to capture those swings and day trading is most likely for me at 44
years old and not buy and hold.
All the flyers
I have trained will now take over and defend me as I pull back my
throttles and apply risk in a different direction --the futures markets
for a start.
Military
officers who command others look towards their generals for advice and
guidance and upon all of my studies so far you seem to be at the level
of a general officer in Trend Following so that is why I ask to speak
with you on this issue when able. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
Along with your F-15E training, you
might consider logging in some flight time on an LS4 glider.

The Pilot is in Control
and makes the plane go where he wants.

The Pilot Goes with the Flow
and may catch an occasional thermal.
Clips:
http://www.defense.gov/dodcmsshare/
newsphoto/1999-03/990218-F-0000L-001.jpg
http://www.boeing.com/companyoffices/aboutus
/wonder_of_flight/images/glider_hitech_500.jpg
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Tuesday,
February 16, 2010
Going Live
Ed,
First off, thanks for making the TTP site available -- I've been able to
improve my process, knowledge and trading system.
I've extensively tested the system and am happy with its goal and
performance.
My question is about the final step in trading, going live. I'm only
doing end-of-day analysis and order generation. Is there any way to
integrate my system with a broker's? I would like to eliminate the
manual translation of order entry.
Are there any references to issues people may have documented in going
from theory to execution? By issues I mean practical (order execution,
skid, etc), not psychological as I will follow the system.
Lastly, is there a Tribe in the [City] area?
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Yes, there are ways to integrate
your trading with the broker and to automate much of the process.
I plan to provide live examples of
this at the upcoming Workshop. |
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Tuesday,
February 16, 2010
Beating Off
Dear Ed,
The last couple of weeks have been busy with a vacation, work and
getting ready for babies. I have been doing more unproductive thinking
and beating myself up in an attempt to bring some emotions out.
Given my
intention is to beat myself up, I am doing well. The DIM is not that
productive and invites thoughts in attempt to control and judge my
emotions.
On the same note, I feel as though I am done beating myself up
and it does feel like a cycle. In the past at different moments, I would
have thought the confusion and disappoint in myself labels me and this
time it is something that I know is not serving me and is passing. I am
thankful for the support and am looking forward to a Tribe meeting on
Friday. My intention at the Tribe is to serve others and for it to be a
strong and productive tribe meeting for all people there.
Trading wise, there is a lot of progress with paper trading. I am still
in the process of turning my 401K into an IRA and transferring funds
around. |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
Back to the
Future
Cow Clip:
www.grannybuttons.com/.../10/curious-cows.html
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