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Questions
(Quotes from Ed in Red)
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Answers |
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Fri, 29 Feb
2008
Wheat
Problem
Ed,
I see that a
major brokerage is in trouble with wheat,
dropping about
25% of the firm equity on one trade.
http://www.ft.com/cms/s/0/8dfefd1c-e608-11dc-8398-0000779fd2ac.html?nclick_check=1
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The basic rules of Trend Trading:
Ride winners
Cut losses
Trade with the Trend
Manage risk
You might like to read through the
article and notice that there are several variations between the rules
above and the firm's practices.
I recall receiving, some time ago,
from one of the employees of that very firm, an invitation to visit that
firm to present the TT philosophy.
I also recall the management of the
firm showing no interest in hearing about such things. |
| Fri, 29 Feb 2008
Diversification of Lag Parameters
Dear Ed,
Following the plan below I attach an excel file of the test results.
Note that my datum system S (140/20) is the second best performer in the
set (Bliss 0.76); the optimal performer is (180/20). I use the 140/20
system as my datum because it is logged on the TSP pages.
The combination of two systems does not offer any performance
improvement over the range of parameters that produce optimal
performance for system S (trend metric = 100-180 days). I believe this
because there is little diversification between the two systems in this
region, with both having similar trend definition metrics (S; 140, and
T; 100-180).
Once the trend definition metrics move further apart there is a greater
improvement in the bliss values between the combined and single systems.
This never exceeds the optimum, possibly because the fall off in
performance of system T as is moves away from its optimum parameters is
too great a burden for any diversification benefit to overcome.
The combined systems do produce a much more stable bliss curve across
parameters. I believe some of this is due to the diversification
benefit. However, at least some of it must be due to the fact that the
combination always contains an optimal system (S). I am not sure of the
best way to try to separate out the individual components of performance
improvement.
B{S&T}(L0) is not exactly equal to B{S}L0 (see below), although it is
the same to 3 decimal places. My investigations confirm the small
discrepancy is due to the granularity effect.
I am happy to proceed further, if this suits you please indicate and I
will call to discuss direction. |
Thank you for sharing your research.
Changing the lag parameters may not
produce much of a shift in the phase angles of the cycles - so the
diversification may not produce much benefit. |
| Thu, 28 Feb 2008
Eckhart Tolle on Oprah
Hello Ed,
You might like it; there are few sample clips on the web too.
Things are wonderful here and I hope you and your family is doing well.
Here is the link to Oprah:
http://www.oprah.com/spiritself/ss_oaf_tolle.jhtml
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Thank you for the URL. |
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Thu, 28 Feb
2008
FAQ pages
Sir,
I notice that there are no more recent posts than 12/31/2007 on the
FAQ index page. I feel the emotion of missing the wit, wisdom, and
sharing of those who participate in the FAQ list. I wonder if you
intend to continue with the FAQ index. I am grateful for all you have
done so far. And I want to know if and when your next book is ready,
as I intend to purchase it. |
Thank you for your support. |
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Thu, 28 Feb
2008
Checking In
Hi Ed,
Wanted to see if you are OK. I noticed the FAQ has not been updated this
year. I figure you're hard at work on other things - maybe another book?
How have you been?
Let me know you're ok. |
Thank you for your support. |
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Thu, 28 Feb
2008
Book and
Video
Dear Ed,
I accept you the way you are. I celebrate all of your achievements as
well as the progress towards completed or non-completed achievements.
I feel peaceful and relaxed. |
Thank you for your support.
The video is in final edit. |
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Thu, 28 Feb
2008
Missing FAQ
Ed,
Hi Ed, hope your are doing well. Miss your FAQ postings. |
OK. Thank you
for noticing. |
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Thu, 28 Feb
2008
No New FAQs
since December
Mr. Seykota,
There are no new FAQ's for January and February. Just curious if
everything is ok? I hope all is well!! |
Thank you for your support. |
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Wed, 27 Feb
2008
Daily Charts
Errors
Dear Ed,
I notice that a few of the charts are not updated daily, i.e. Eurodollar
for some weeks now, and recently Crude Oil, Brent crude.
Thanks for your guidance and teachings through these daily charts. |
Thank you for the catch. |
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Wed, 27 Feb
2008
Greetings Chief
Dear Ed,
For many weeks now we at the [City] Tribe have been searching for
additional FAQs...
Early in Jan '08, I had mentioned my hunch that 5 years is probably a
long enough period to answer FAQs, and that we should be
prepared to do away with our almost daily fix ...
Somehow I wish my hunch was wrong ...
I would once again want to thank you Ed, for being the shining light in
my life, someone whose character passed every test of highest integrity,
in word and deed.
I have absolutely no doubt, that I have sought to model my career and
livelihood on the path that you have indicated, and that you have been
the most significant influence on my adult life.
Little did I know that reading that one interview in Market Wizards in
1996 would lead to such a wonderful journey on seeking the Holy Grail
for trading and living; from locating your telephone number through the
net, celebrating that occasion on the night of Aug 22 1998 with my wife,
and then calling you with hands trembling with excitement, resulting in
meeting you in May 2000.
I re-read FAQ again and again, and have many of your answers in a word
file segregated for trading rules and emotional management, with
different font sizes and highlights, which I can access quickly - to
remind me to keep on track, as revision for my continuing education.
You have the countless good wishes of all the lives that you have
touched, behind every wish that you may seek to fulfill.
Thank you Chief.
Sincerely, |
Thank you for the encouragement. |
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Wed, 27 Feb
2008
AHA
Ed,
I see that FAQ is not updated since 12/07. I wonder if your intention
for TTP to disappear and becoming a passing AHA is realized. At any
rate, I wish to express my gratitude for the insight and wisdom that you
provide on FAQ over the span of many years.
Thank you. |
Thank you for your encouragement. |
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Wed, 27 Feb
2008
Lion Love
Ed,
Several years ago this woman found a sick,
malnourished lion cub in the jungle. She took the cub
home and fed him and brought him up until he was too
big to keep anymore. Then she made arrangements with a
zoo in Colombia, South America, to take the lion.
Here's a video of what happened when she went to visit
him in the zoo for the first time.
http://www.telestereo.com/Archivos/video.html |
Thank you for the link. |
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Wed, 27 Feb
2008
Support and Resistance Match
Hi Ed,
Here is my Excel solution to the Support and Resistance project. Any
readers who are solving this project in Excel might want to refer to the
Reader Feedback between you and earlier correspondents on Mon, 10 Oct
2005, titled October 9th SR Results Verification.
Excel rounds the
1995/11/22 Unit Size to 11700, as your program originally did. You
modified that to match some of the readers who were rounding up to
11800. Once I made the same modification, my figures match yours
exactly. |
Thank you for sharing your success. |
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Tue, 26 Feb
2008
Another Unusual
Move
Ed,
I just had lunch today with an old broker friend. He told me that a
client recently called and said: "I need your help, can I meet you in
your office in an hour?" The client arrived with a dusty old bag full of
gold and silver coins that he has had in his house since the early '80s.
He sold all of it. It was about $100k.
I was thinking about filling my basement with wheat. Perhaps instead of
a lawn, I should grow soybeans? Even the toilet paper/AAA paper arb is
looking good. ;) |
Thinking the market is going the
wrong way is generally enough to keep it going. |
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Mon, 25 Feb
2008
Copyright
Ed Seykota,
I noticed you illegally have one of my photos on your website (the girl
on the diving board) and then you have the ironic title at the top of
your site that says, "Write for permission to reprint." I have also
notified the PPA copyright department about finding this image on your
site. I am quite sure I am not the only victim of copyright
infringement, so I suggest you quickly go through your site and remove
any illegal content.
Thanks,
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Thank you for the catch.
The item no longer appears on my
site.
I do not see how you calculate damages. Indeed, the appearance of the credit
link may serve to steer business to you.
You might consider taking you
feelings of <being a victim> to Tribe.

To the Victim
the average person may appear
as a predator.
Clip:
http://www.ee.duke.edu/~drsmith/
cloaking.html
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Mon, 25 Feb
2008
Unusual Move
Ed,
Friday a client took $1 million out of his account I manage and bought
gold and platinum coins.
Toppish? |
Let me know when you take some of
your own money to the metal markets. |
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Sat, 23 Feb
2008
Gibberish
Ed,
I am reading MW by Shoe Wager.
re-reading it for __ time.
on page 172, don't you think you may be too confident or even ir-revering
in saying what you are saying?
we own u, not the other way around.
or... did you learn them by now already?
talk to me. |
Huh ? |
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Wed, 20 Feb
2008
Lacks a
Plan
Hi Ed,
I feel I am progressing on the
social life front. We have done multiple rock
processes in our tribe since the workshop. We find it
to be great technology. We are seeing members fully
experience their feelings after replacing with
proactive rock during role playing.
However we are
experiencing overwhelm after the rock process
for couple of days. (Usually after 3-5 days we start
feel great) I am communicating with my parents
normally now. My good old friends are coming back to
communicate with me.
I am happy with the overall
progress since the workshop, however my right
livelihood needs significant step forward. I feel I
am lacking in Creating a Winning Plan, for short term
and long term. I lack in possessing or creating winning
plan to sit down with potential
investor (instituional / private) to ask for significant
commitment.
My desk partner has close to 100 mil
to manage (He is only 25). He has a clear plan. I
have very little to manage so far. I don't have a
clear winning plan. I feel I can do better. I want to
manage just like he does. I have it set up to really
make it happen but I am lacking in winning plan. Hope
you can give me insight. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
Congratulations on your social
progress.
One way to get a plan is to go to
someone who has one - say, perhaps your desk partner.
Another way is to work the Snapshot
Process with your Tribe. |
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Wed, 20 Feb
2008
Trend /
Counter Trend
Hello Ed,
I have been working on the Trend-Counter trend by doing the following
things:
Trend-Counter Trend mode is defined by the result obtained by applying a
pure EMA cross.
I see several ways to deal with this problem (may be I made mistakes I
don’t know):
1) As the cross of moving average is like a bandpass filter on which we
focus when the filter cross the zero value, a first idea is to study the
“behaviour” of the filter on the series pack and look for if this
behaviour explained the mode (Trend–Countertrend).
2) In the case 1, the indicator is the one that is used in the trading
rule itself; here in this case I search an indicator which can explain
the mode.
3) In this case I examine the distribution of the return on multiple
horizons and notice differences which can explain the mode.
1=> MarketNature.doc
2:=>TRF_MMC.doc
3:=> in progress
Concerning the transaction cost, I totally agree that it’s an important
factor particularly in high frequency, when short period are put in the
filter, the number of trade and costs associated can destroy the PL.
At this step (mode detection) it will translate all the PLs (positive
and negative) but not the mode itself, in the worst case the positive
can be a zero and the negative a more negative one.
As soon as I finish the return part I will send it to you.
Thanks again for your comments and support. |
I am having some trouble
understanding your letter.
Perhaps you can show it to some
colleagues and ask them to help you clarify it.
An even higher standard might be to
give it to a 10-year old child and see if s/he understands it.

If This Girl Can Understand
what you are talking about
you probably do too.
Clip:
http://www.liewcf.com/blog/archives/2005/
07/10-year-old-microsoft-certified-professional/ |
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Mon, 18 Feb 2008
Gravity
Hi Ed,
I recall once upon a time when I took you to a scientific supply company
in [city] to get equipment for a physics experiment, I asked "who has
been your greatest teacher?"
You replied, "gravity."
That is such a cool
answer, and gets cooler the more one thinks about it. So many things I
learned from you, learned them so well that I have forgotten I learned
them; they are just like walking down the street.
What have I been up to? Teaching children in our culture about our roots, a few magic
shows here and there. |
Thank you for sharing the memory. |
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Mon, 18 Feb
2008
Story-Telling
Judgment
Ed,
In FAQ October 10, 07, Growing a Fine Whine, Ed
Says: One of the most effective
responses to complaining is to listen to it, acknowledge it and
encourage it.
Wow, this is powerful! I feel it touches something in me.
I wonder how I can apply to my situation. As a tribe leader, I feel
somewhat annoyed (bored?) that a member always drift off to lengthy
story-telling during check-ins instead of focusing on the feelings.
I
guess there may be some issue with myself that I am attracting these
feelings. However, I am pondering if I can acknowledge and even
encourage those story tellings when the tribe is about sharing
feelings.
Just as I write this, it hits me - if the tribe is about sharing
feelings, then how about sharing my feelings with him? Hmmm, just
thinking about it I feel very uncomfortable, as I worry that I may be
driving people away because it feels like criticizing other people. As
in, hey, what you are doing is annoying me - and what you are doing is
talking too much. (I'd feel pretty bad if someone says that to me)
Hmmm, this is certainly an interesting observation to me ... |
Thank you for sharing your process,
in real time, as you go through it. |
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Sun, 17 Feb
2008
Stopping Time
Ed,
You might
enjoy this prank.
Many people
freeze for several minutes at Grand Central Station.
Clip:
http://www.gadling.com/2008/02/01/
best-prank-ever-stopping-time-
at-grand-central-station/
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Thank you for the link. |
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Sat, 16 Feb
2008
Wishing for
Recovery
Greetings Ed,
I haven't heard from you, via FAQ that is, for a while and I'm hoping
that everything is going ok.
I know you had some issues with a shoulder injury and I imagine that
this may be limiting you for the time being.
If so, may you get well quickly and may you get 'back in the saddle'
soon.
If no, please disregard the above . . . except for the greetings of
course
All the best,
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Thank you for asking about my
health.
My shoulder is OK and so am I.
Thank you for your support. |
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Thu, 14 Feb
2008
Where's Ed ?
Ed,
I have not seen an update on FAQ since the last of 2007 and have not
received a response to indicate you got my application for the TSP so I
was getting concerned if everything is
OK over there.
I received an email today from another tribe that stated
you are working on your new book and everything is Ok. I am glad to hear
you are well. Good luck with your book
and the losing 50 pounds project. I am back at work learning Excel. My
computer crashed and that put me a week behind but I am back on it now. |
Late in December, 2007, in response
to various questions about breaking addictive patterns, I
commit to mastering my own relationships with food and exercise before continuing to offer
suggestions to others.
I am now about 20 pounds lighter and
healthier in other ways as well.

Teachers Tend to be More Effective
when they have personal experience
with their subject matter.
Clip:
http://www.expressnews.ualberta.ca/
article.cfm?id=8119 |
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Thu, 14 Feb
2008
Out-of-Limits
Pain (FAQ 9/30/07)
Hi Ed,
Sep 30, 07: Out-of-Limits Pain, Ed says, "When you experience your
out-of-limits pain, you convert it from an adversary to an ally on
your emotional instrument panel."
I think I understand your statement. To the extent that I am holding a
judgment on "out-of-limit" pain, I cannot embrace it fully and it
remains an adversary rather than an ally.
I understand that feelings are just feelings - they are neutral in
nature and it is we who give meaning to them (i.e. good, bad, etc.)
However, I think the resistance is too strong for me to willingly
experience out-of-limits pain, even in a tribe setting. Pain, as a
feeling, seems to be a signal to warn us that something is wrong, and
we must stop what we are currently doing in order to save us from
further and lasting damages.
"Out-of-limit" pain then is equivalent to
the highest warning signal to "pull out IMMEDIATELY", or stop whatever
I am doing that is giving me the "out-of-limit" pain.
The side effect of experiencing an "out-of-limit" pain could be some
very "high" feeling. For example, people play the choking game that
temporarily cut blood flow to their head, with the goal a dreamlike,
floating-in-space feeling when blood rushes back into the brain
Those
people willingly, voluntarily and "bravely" confront and experience
"out-of-limit" pain (through suffocation), and the result is that 82
youths have died since 1995.
It seems like feelings may be conflicting: to willingly experience
out-of-limit pain may cause permanent damage, and that feeling is fear
whose positive intention is to risk control (i.e. avoid the
out-of-limit pain at all cost because it is "dangerous"). Yet, to the
extent that I allow the fear to withhold me from experiencing
out-of-limit pain, I can never convert out-of-limit pain as my ally?
Thanks Ed. |
Pain is what you are unwilling to
experience.
Your Tribe provides you with a way
to experience your pain in a safe environment - so you can come to know
the feeling as an ally.
Thereafter, in your daily
activities, you can respond pro-actively to the feeling - rather than
ignore it or medicate it.
The recent suffocation craze may be
a form of drama some people are using to medicate deeper issues.

Disgust
is a part of a survival response.
If you judge it
and suppress it
and refuse to experience it
it can't do its job.
Clip:
http://www.affectivetherapy.co.uk/
new_page_4.htm
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Wed, 13 Feb
2008
Demographics by ZIP Code
Ed,
Click this
link to compare your area to others.
http://zipskinny.com |
Thank you for the link. |
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Mon, 11 Feb
2008
Carrying On
Ed,
Good Day.
I am an avid reader of the FAQ on your TTP site and just wanted to know
if you are still going to carry on updating it? |
Thank you for your support. |
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Sun, 10 Feb
2008
Hot Seat Helps
Even Without Trance
Hi Ed,
During check in I mention that I wish to trade less and I end up on the
hot seat. Our Chief notices that I scratch a bump on my wrist or my dry
forehead all the time. I do these with no reasons, no itchy feeling nor
pain. It seems I am unable to stand still. I can't wait, I have to do
something. This may translate that I always have to trade or need to
have a position. And I end up going in too early or taking a trade before a
buy signal.
When I am on the hot seat I shake my right leg for quite some time
before I gradually slow it down to a stop. I feel a quiet tranquil
calmness inside me and everyone becomes very quiet and let me enjoy the
stillness. I find that I like that moment very much.
Although during the hot seat I am not in trance but I still feel I
benefit from it. Being on a hot seat make me realize what causes me to
give back all my profit every time the market turns.
At the check out
other members also indicate that they have the same problem. With this
realization I pay more attention every time I have the urge to take a
trade before entry signal.
What to do when you should do nothing?
Thank you for your thoughts. |
A trance is a state of mind
resembling sleep, in which consciousness is fragile and voluntary action
is poor or missing.
The state in which you have an itch
to trade seems to fall within this definition.

When You Have an Itch
you can medicate it
by scratching it
or by trading
or you can experience it
and get the message.
Clip:
http://bitsandpieces1.blogspot.com/
2006_08_06_archive.html |
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Sun, 10 Feb
2008
Corrections to FAQ
(Learning to Trade - Rolling a Position, 9/12/07)
Ed, "You can enter a spread order by (1) specifying the differential
as a limit or (1) at the market."
(I think you mean (2) at the market)
(Relationship With Parents, 9/17/07)
Ed, "You may respond medicinally, by advising some variation of "Now
now don't cry,""
(Now don't cry?)
(Feelings about trading, 9/11/07)
Ed, "Optimization studies on trend following systems indicates a
trading frequency of a few times per year and less."
(indicate?)
(Jurassic Park & Wall Street, 9/15/07)
Ed, "While I can relate to much of his thinking, I do not see how
(page 21, item 4)..."
(Jurassic Park & Wall Street follow up, 9/20/07)
Ed, "The item is on page 24:"
(The item is on Pg 21 of the PDF (or pg 19 of the report), as you
first mentioned)
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Thank you for the catches. |
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Sun, 10 Feb
2008
Thank You
Ed -
I don't know what going on in your personal life; I wanted to take
the
opportunity to share how big of an impact you've (trading tribe process)
had on my
life.
I grew up with a very difficult childhood. I was screamed at every day
of my
life until age 15.
I always went through life with emotional issues that I couldn't over
come. A
person wants to get rid of them and doesn't know how.
After doing the trading tribe process on my self I have many great and
phenomenal breakthroughs and my life is definitely better.
But more importantly my relationship with my 3 year old little girl and
6 year
old little boy is so much better.
I can now say I enjoy my life and my kids.
I just thought now may be a good time to send you this word of
encouragement.
God bless - hope all is well |
You are welcome.
Thank you for the encouragement. |
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Sun, 10 Feb
2008
Bellingham
Tribe
Hello,
I have enclosed a new TTID page for the directory, according to
the website instructions.
I also request that the directory page for the Vancouver, B.C. TTP group
be removed, as it no longer exists. The group has been relocated to
Bellingham, Washington.
Thank you for your assistance. |

Welcome !
Bellingham,
Washington
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Fri, 8 Feb
2008
Ed-ucation
Hi Ed,
Do/did you manage www.ed-ucation.com ? |
I recall using the phrase during a
run for Washoe County School Board. I have no connection to the
website now. |
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Thu, 7 Feb
2008
19 X 19 Matrix
Hi, Ed
I added a Color Legend below the graphic after I got home from Tribe
tonight.
Thanks for the validation. I appreciate your JOY at my success! Way to
express those feelings! |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
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Thu, 7 Feb
2008
Tribe Report
- Programming and Stress
I tell Ed that I'm not especially "hot" but I want to "work on my forms"
anyway. I explain that I've been feeling stress in my body all day,
stretching to relieve it, and I'd like to go all the way into it on the
Hot Seat. The stress seems related to an inability to push through on a
current computer programming project.
I begin extending my arms, trying to reach farther, grasping air to
extend myself even more. The tribe encourages me to stretch hard.
At one point both arms are fully above me and I alternate reaching
higher, left and right. Ed asks me to remember a time I experienced this
motion before, and who was with me at the time. I can't think of any
similar events. Ed repeats the question a couple of times.
I remember being with my brother and two cousins in the 7th grade. We
are in the shop, and a ladder leans against the rafters. I hang from the
underside and pull myself up, hand over hand, four or five rungs, then
back down. A real gymnast.
My cousin then goes to the ladder and pulls himself up the entire
length, maybe twenty rungs.
I don't feel like exerting the requisite effort to go the distance.
What's the point, anyway? If I was by myself I certainly wouldn't
bother, but he's younger, weaker, and skinny to boot. I feel that in the
group, I have to prove I'm as good as he is. I make it to the top, but
would not have done it if left to my own devices.
I realize at Tribe that the positive intention of feeling like "Left to
my own devices, I wouldn't be doing this," is to remind me that my own
devices aren't always in congruence with my desire to live a life of
high intensity and high integrity.
In the course of the next two weeks I repeatedly come up against the
wall writing my program. Left to my own devices, I'd bag it. What's the
point, anyway? I feel tension throughout my body, reach higher to pull
harder, pretty much hate it, but keep going.
This morning the project stands essentially complete. One minor
cosmetics matter remains to be improved, for esthetics purposes only, a
mundane trifle. Already I'm walking toward the next project, the next
ladder.
Dammit. Do I have to climb this one, too? |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
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Thu, 7 Feb
2008
Re-Framing
Obstacles
Dear Ed,
Happy Chinese New Year! Hope all is well. I miss your FAQ. The feeling
is worry, as in not knowing. I notice that I have this feeling all the
time. I start to believe that I must really like that feeling, even
though on a conscious level I'd say I don't like this feeling.
I have a very good hot seat two nights ago. I now realize that the
challenge is not to walk through life without running into obstacles,
but rather just incorporate the obstacles such that I can walk through
life naturally and joyfully.
The obstacles give me the necessary
bearings so that I can make adjustments to continue walking. This
model may require some kind of risk management though as it only
applies if the obstacle is not so crippling that you can't continue
walking anymore. |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
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Thu, 7 Feb
2008
Wishing to
Up-Level
Hello Ed,
Is there any
chance of establishing a correspondence? I’m a portfolio manager/systems
trader at a large hedge fund and a great admirer of your of your market
wisdom. By current hedge fund standards my results have been good and
relatively consistent but I am constantly seeking to take myself to the
next level. |
I handle questions on this site for
free. If you wish for private consulting, see the "Ground Rules" link at the bottom, for terms. |
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Thu, 7 Feb
2008
Determining
the Possibility of Conjunction
Hi Ed,
I'm a big fan of
yours.
Is it possible to meet you? |
Perhaps. |
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Wed, 6 Feb
2008
Fartman
Ed,
You have to see and hear it to believe it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ofn8-3SWd8M |
Classic blowout. |
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Wed, 6 Feb
2008
OK ?
Hi Ed !
I recall wondering last week what you are up to these days, as FAQ is
quiet for a long time. This week I get inquiries from two other
Tribesters asking about you.
Hope all ok. Maybe you're visiting warmer climates. |
Thank you for your support. |
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Wed, 6 Feb
2008
Cancer
Survivors
Ed,
I have recently been in contact with
[Famous Trader].
He is a colon cancer survivor. He has provided me with several
other recurrence defense strategies.
Each day I feel I am risking my life, I feel and trust I am on the
winning side, and the speculation makes life very vivid and worth
living. |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
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Wed, 6 Feb
2008
Low Crack
Ed,
Would you like to start trading the R-Bob crack as it
is very low now @$6.70.
Last year, the crack went from $7 in end Jan to
$15 on 20th Feb.
Thanks |
Trend followers follow trends
without considering if something is "low" or if it has a seasonal
pattern. |
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Tue, 5 Feb
2008
Cutting Off the
Chains
Dear Ed,
Thank you for the lesson.
Excuse me for being an ****** – I should have
simply asked for help. I remember our second meeting, we were
trying figuring out why I lost the money I made? I don’t think I
mentioned that when my account was large, I was considering moving out
of home. The moment I thought about my mother though, I had the this
loud and clear voice in my head ”oh no”. From that point on it was
downhill and I didn’t move anywhere.
I now see (very clearly) what has been holding me back my entire life.
It’s my mother. I am ready to break up my relationship with her for as
long as it takes me to free myself and some more. I made up my mind –
it’s done.
The turning point happened recently, when I called her to say that I
feel low, like a failure, I cried through the phone – I was ripe. I got
fired from the day-trading job – although I was profitable, I didn’t
want to do it and it showed. I told her that I must be sick, that maybe
I’ve got schizophrenia or some major depression going on. She replied
that she always knew something was wrong with me (not denying that I’m
sick, guess what: I’m not) and told me to “come back home”.
I said I’m not coming back.
After a few lines of conversation she says that I should be glad I’m in
[Country] and not in the USA.
I asked why?
“Because I’ll never make it there on my own, it’s so tough out there.”
Nice timing! Just the right moment to plant those kind of seeds (rocks)
into my precious Fred.
I told to listen to herself and see the support she’s giving me. I hung
up.
This is notorious and has been always the case – I’ve denied it all too
often. I can pinpoint a thousand other cases of her putting me as the
weakest person on earth. Every time I came to her doubting myself she
would make sure to confirm my fears – every single time, so I shut down.
I’ve had many dreams with me raging against her, I’ve envisioned her as
a witch – scary dreams. All I see now is that she used me to make up for
her insecurities, which I would carry around to struggle and prove
otherwise.
She’s the weak and needy person, not me. I’ve been trying to save her
after my father’s death. I made a mistake seeing him as the bad guy. It
wasn’t him, I was cunningly tricked to believe he was, just to cling
even more to my silent “saviour” – my mother. His uncontrolled anger
was, in fact, directed to her, not us, the children. Every time we were
rather severely punished for nothing, my mother told us to “say sorry” to
him. He really meant: “Your mother is making you reject me just like she
does it”. She really meant: “I should apologize for being such a bitch
to him”. So, we got the best s--- out of both worlds.
I’m done with this. No more medicating anybody’s feelings. My sister
supports me fully on this and encourages to go forward. She’s my witness
and my friend (thanks sista).
What the h--- – rejecting my mother is going to be a piece of cake
compared to what I’ve being doing (the impossible). I don’t feel much
better yet, but I sure can’t wait.
Here’s my motto: She gave me my life, but she’s not going to it away
from me.
I want my life to work and I’ll make sure it does – whatever the costs
and I’m not afraid of doing whatever it takes.
Alright, I admit. I am a bit afraid. Nevertheless, it’s done. |
Thank you for sharing your process.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <your mother> to Tribe.

Getting Angry and Rejecting Psycho Mom
might not cut the chains.
It might even serve
to memorialize the chains.
Forgiving your mother
and forgiving yourself
for co-creating the relationship
may help you notice
the positive intentions of the bond.
Clip:
http://www.prankplace.com/
psychoshowercurtain.htm?KBID=3845
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Tue, 05 Feb
2008
Wants Book
Recommendation
Hi Ed,
I wonder if you can recommend a couple of books about the stock market
that is worth spending time reading. I've been in the market for about 2
years and have already been through the classics, market wizards I, II,
III, reminiscences of a stock operator, trading in the zone, the battle
for investment survival and so on.
Would be glad to hear from you.
Best regards, |
Books can be good resources.
They can also be part of a medicinal
pattern - a way to put off taking the plunge.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <needing more books> to Tribe.

You Might be More Interesting Reading
than any book.
Clip:
http://www.adams-studio.com/
tattoo%20series.htm |
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Mon, 04 Feb
2008
Missing FAQ
Ed,
I check for new FAQ pages at:
http://www.seykota.com/tribe/FAQ/index.htm
I find no new FAQ's for 2008. I wonder if FAQ is discontinued or there
is
some technical difficulty with the site.
Thank you for your continued work on FAQ.
Sincerely, |
Thank you for your support. |
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Mon, 04 Feb
2008
Pain, Joy
and Waiting
Dear Mr. Seykota,
I am a trader from [Country] and I enjoy very much researching traders who
had been doing especially well during last decades. I also look for
traders where trading serves to experience more education rather than
inflated life style. Where trading serves as a mosaic in the general
impression of markets, psychology and life. Understanding all
participants and the environment surrounding us and understanding
oneself in this environment.
I heard your statements concerning investing and trading on a dvd that I
ordered from the U.S. together with several other dvds in a series
called "market wizards" interviewed by Jack Schwager.
I liked your answers concerning pain and joy. Is it joy to lose or is it
pain.
I guessed that you were referring to that the human organism is always
in a "channel" of joy and pain to set his emotional cornerstones for
living (or better yet surviving). Well, it is a joy to loose when you
consider losing as giving you a signal and education that you are on the
wrong track. Then (e.g. after being stopped-out) you can start-over
again. That means losing gives us orientation. Like being sick gives us
orientation for being healthy. And you speak about the joy and pain of
waiting at the side lines. Joy of having cash disposable. Or pain of not
participating and letting prices go.
That also means is it really a joy to see prices rise where oneself is
participating. Yes it can be, but the fact is that we do not participate
in the explicit moving of the price. We are not creators we are more
likely passengers and profiteurs and we are expecting straight track to
travel. A track that is always showing transfers to other tracks with
unknown waiting time at the sidelines.
If I might ask you one question how much time you take waiting in you
work? Is waiting time longer or travel time longer. Is it the case that
waiting time after long succesful trips is probable to be longer because
it is more unlikely to find destinated trains after travelling to long
into unknown territory?
I would enjoy to receive an answer from you. In the interview I heard
from you it becomes clear you love your dedication. At the same time it
becomes clear you act carefully because others make the trend.
I apologise contacting you as a strange person. But as you are known to
me through this interview I dare to introduce myself.
I would be glad to hearing from you.
Best wishes, |
Waiting is a state of general
inactivity save for holding some expectations about the non-existing
future.
You might consider taking your
feelings about <the future> to Tribe.

A Mermaid
is a gal worth wading for.
Clip:
www.answers.com/topic/mermaid
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Sun, 3 Feb
2008
Results:
Less Caffeine / More Code
Ed,
I have spent several hours on the Trading Tribe site
studying the links for the trading systems project. I realize that I
have previously looked at these but when I encountered something I did
not know or understand I would stop and do something else.
I have some
knowledge about trading systems and concepts but have always relied on
the tools within my canned program as I do not have programming
knowledge. I downloaded the data from the moving average system to excel
but have no idea what to do with it after that so to do something to
move forward with this I am on my way to Barns and Nobles to get a book
on excel.
Monday I will go to the library and check out more plus a
video I saw on their site. I just want to do something TODAY to move
forward as I am tired of stopping. I drank 3 Dr Peppers and just 3
coffees last week. |
Thank you for sharing your process. |
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Sun, 3 Feb
2008
Weight Loss
Hey Ed,
How is your weight loss coming along? Hope its going well and the
enthusiasm and momentum you displayed at the last TT meeting is
continuing!
By the way, I suggested you check out the book "You On a Diet" (from the
same authors as You! The Owners Manual), however at the time I had not
personally gone through it, just heard good things. I recently had a
chance to check it out and I was impressed by it. I suggest you take a
glance through it next time you are in a bookstore. |
Thank you for your support.
My weight is currently around 205,
down from 225 on Christmas Eve and from 235 all time high.
My height indicates a healthy weight
for me at around 175 pounds, so I still have quite a way to go.
My method is to eat less and
exercise more. I am concurrently working out in a gym to put on
muscle mass.
I am also dealing with various
feelings that are surfacing since I am no longer medicating them with
carbohydrates.

Fat Cats
may get that way
by medicating their feelings
with carbohydrates.
Clip:
http://www.l2si.speculist.com/FatCat.jpg
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