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Mon, 31 Jul
2006
I'm
Interested in TTAP but ...
Dear Ed,
I am interested in submitting my system to your TTA program but I
believe that some of its rules are not rigorously defined.
However, it
has met my personal goals (profitable [42% gain] with 1-2 hrs. of weekly
work) since it was put into production three years ago. My concerns are
that a rigorous system definition might break a good thing; or like the
the old saying goes, "if it ain't broke, don't fix it."
Sincerely, |
Yes, The Associates Program requires
system definition.
If you sign up for the program, we
might ask you to take your feelings about "breaking a system by defining
it" to the hot seat.
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Mon, 31 Jul
2006
Drama
Ed,
Here is some drama for you. This video makes me laugh so hard!
http://www.break.com/movies/
angry_german_kid_with_subtitles.html
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I wonder what feelings his parents
are unwilling to receive from this child.
Demanding that a petulant child calm
down rarely works. Advising the parents about how to calm the
child down also rarely works.

Giving Advice Without an Invitation
typically extends the drama.
Clip:
http://www.ideacenter.org/stuff/contentmgr/
files/91a88a23deddba069c1ed17cbf6946b9/
misc/advisor.jpg |
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Sun, 30 Jul
2006
Airfoil Lifting Force Misconception
see
Plane Truth #2
Ed,
I went back to the "Airfoil Lifting Force Misconception" web site and
study up some more on lift. I'm no longer confused about lift being a
process of angle of attack. Now I need to figure out why they put those
humps on the top side of the wing. I know it speeds the air up but what
else is happening there.
Plus I want to explore boundary layer effects, I've been studying golf
ball dimples and bird feathers. I would like to build a plane with golf
ball dimples on the skin in various places and one with the micro ridges
like on the feathers of birds. I think this would have and effect on the
boundary layer.
The "Airfoil Lifting Force Misconception" web site has
helped a lot and I haven't been half way thru it yet. I figure that
these next couple of planes to be built will keep me pretty busy. If you
have any suggestions on web sites to go to I would appreciate it.
Thanks for all of your feed back
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Experience is a hard teacher
because she gives the test first,
the lesson afterward. |
Yes.
Numerous high school and college
text books have this wrong. So does NASA on its educational site. |
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Sat, 29 Jul
2006
Workshop Feedback - The Pain is Gone
There are no words to describe the impact the
Cambridge Workshop has had on me, I continue to feel lighter & the pain
I had on my chest is gone for good.
It is strange, you can address that which you are
aware of, as I did with the many chronic ailments
with Yoga, Meditation, etc. but you can not
address pains which are so deeply submerged that they have become part
of my body. The pain must have been present for at least 30-yrs, it is
now permanently gone. Thank you, you are a true genius! I have tears in
my eyes, as I write this. |
Thank you for sharing your process.

Pain
generally indicates a k-not
Clip:
http://www.listenforjoy.com/gallery/
redemptionseries.html |
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Sat, 29 Jul
2006
Associates Program #2
see previous
Ed Says: Achieving zero variance is a high
standard.
Outside the Associates Program, I do not know of another program in
which people are even attempting this.
It requires (1) defining your system rigorously and (2) sticking to your
system.
There are a small number of managers who seem to be sticking to their
systems over the long term: [Traders] come to my mind. You
yourself didn't a have a tribe or an "Associate Program" to support you.
So, do you think that some people can handle it better than others? Or,
perhaps, the clarity they have about the nature of their system, how it
is designed and how it works supports them in sticking to it? |
The Associates Program is an attempt
to train traders who are willing to master the essential elements of
successful trading.
They have a good system and they have the
willingness to stick to it.

Successful Traders
combine two essential elements
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Sat, 29 Jul
2006
Deep In
Drama
see
previous
Ed Says: Your unwillingness to experience your
feelings and / or to join a Tribe is consistent with your inability to
transcend this on-going drama.
I have already untangled one part of the knot. Yesterday I wrote again
the girl who broke up with her boyfriend and expressed her all my
feelings. And she stated that she doesn't want an intimate relationship
now. Now I have the other to clear things up as I am not sure about her
intentions or feelings about me yet.
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A k-not is a feeling intertwining
with a judgment about the feeling.
You untie it by experiencing your
feeling and the judgment in a Tribe meeting.
The k-not generally attracts a
k-notty situation. Your attempts to deal with the situation
constitute your dramatic role.
You seem to think that acting out
your role in the drama = untying the k-not.
This is further evidence that you
(1) don't get it, (2) don't want to get it and (3) are unwilling to
experience your feelings.
In TTP, we do not attempt to process
someone who is unwilling. When someone is unwilling, we simply pass on
to someone else who is.

Effective Process Management
requires knowing
when to skip it.
Clip:
http://www.sickkids.ca/
annualreport2003_04/images/Sashajumping.jpg |
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Sat, 29 Jul
2006
TSP
Question
Please share the procedure and actual values for obtaining the ATR value
1.536 for the 2nd date (84-04-22) in the EA system CSV data file.
In the System Math DOC for EA system, ATR is defined as: "the Lag of
True Range. Also: The Moving Average of True Range."
I notice the definition for 'Lag' in System Math DOC refers to an
undefined term: MovingAverageTime.
I have no idea how 1.536 is calculated for this date. I thought
averaging 1.55 (TR of 82-04-21) and 1.4 (TR for 82-04-22) produces the
ATR.
That assumption is incorrect, since (1.55+1.4)/2 = 1.475, not 1.536. |
The ATR for the EA study is the 20
day exponential average of the true range. The seed value is the first
day's true range. The time constant = (n + 1)/2 (This TC produces the
same ramp response as an n-day simple moving average.)
Thus, the formula is:
Atr(n+1) = Atr(n) + (TR-Atr(n)) /
10.5
where Atr(0) = TR of the first day.
The C# code is:
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public class Atr
{
double
prev_close;
double time_const;
double val;
public Atr(int
period) // constructor
{
time_const = (period + 1) / 2.0;
prev_close = -1; // init
val = 0;
}
public double Update(Structs.Bar bar)
{
if (prev_close == -1) // test for first day
{
prev_close =
bar.Close;
val = bar.High - bar.Low;
}
// true range
computation
double tr = Math.Max(
bar.High -
bar.Low, Math.Max(
prev_close -
bar.Low, bar.High - prev_close)
);
val = (val + (tr - val) / time_const); // lag
prev_close = bar.Close; // store for next cycle
return val;
}
public double Value // C# convention
{
get { return val; }
}
} // Atr - end of class
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Sat, 29 Jul
2006
Positive
and Negative
Hello Ed -
For some
reason I have great difficulty sitting down to write an email to you. I
think I am afraid of looking stupid, then I have so many things I want
to say it is overwhelming. I have a lot of issues to take to the hot
seat. This is all manipulation so that you won't be to hard on me.
Having said all that I feel better. In any case here goes.
First of all I send my regards to everyone at the Reno workshop, I am
blown away by the honesty and willingness of everyone in the group. You
all are truly an inspiration. I believe it is a rare breed that will
work at the level of the people in Reno. I can honestly say that it is
by far the warmest group of people I have ever had the privilege of
being apart of. As I write this I feel hungry for that in my every day
life and as I write that I realize it starts with me and as I write that
I realize that is good news.
Ed, your work, your energy, your book have all had a wonderful and huge
impact on me. I would love to say that that means that everything is
falling into place but it doesn't seem like that and that is okay, those
are my issues - I still have work to do. Actually I love that you take
the time to help others see what issues they might take to the hot seat
and welcome any feedback you have for me. What it has done is allow me
to accept myself and all of my feelings which puts me in this state of
underlying bliss. It feels great to operate from this place.
Our first
conversation at the workshop you ask me what I expect to get out of the
the weekend. I tell you several things and you look at me and ask if
that is all. I tell you that seems like a lot and I don't want to ask
for to much. You ask me why not. I explain that I don't want to be
disappointed. You say to me, "What if you are okay with feeling
disappointed? If you are okay with that then you will ask for more and
my experience is that people who ask for more get more." I can't explain
what happened to me but that statement opened me up for a whole new
level of experiencing life. I have asked myself that question so many
times and every time it is an opening. A box that has been nailed shut
takes a while to pry open.
I wanted to share with you some thoughts I had about positive and
negative feelings and experiences. I have often wondered why when I push
away (Say no to) negative feelings or realities they intensify but when
I push away (no) to positive feelings they don't intensify. ie. when I
push away abundance it doesn't push itself on me more intensely. (I
realize when I re-read this that I do a lot of pushing away). The other
day I got this feeling of euphoria, which I judged as bad, that felt
very uncomfortable in my stomach. I told myself that if I just sat with
it and was okay with feeling it, it would just go away. Amazingly as I
relaxed and allowed it the feeling got incredibly intense in a positive
way without the discomfort in my stomach.
What I got from this is that positive and negative feelings,
experiences, people have a real charge and what we meet them with,
yes(+) or no(-), has a real charge. When negative meets negative we get
more negative, positive and negative or vice a versa is neutral and
positive and positive gives you more positive. We actually have to say
yes (which can be an action in that direction) to positive feelings,
experiences, people to have that in our lives. I think there is some
scale or degree that operates here, this is not a one to one thing. ie.
An extremely positive person can lighten up a whole room.
Ed, I appreciate you and your work so much. Thank you and I am anxiously
awaiting reading your next book.
Bye for now, |
Thank you for sharing your process.
Positive and negative are judgments
that we bring to our feelings. Positive is a name we give to
feelings we are willing to experience. Negative is a name we give
to feelings we are unwilling to experience, the ones we have in k-nots.
TTP helps us to untie our k-nots,
experience our feelings and convert Negative feelings to Positive
feelings.
In the process, we gain freedom from
drama that our k-nots entrain.
For example, you might have a k-not
about looking stupid. If so, you might consider taking your
feelings about looking stupid to your Tribe as an entry point.

In this Piece of Artwork
you might instinctively know
which items are positive
and which are negative
or you might not.
Clip:
http://www.sbef.org/Graphics/Painting-Pics/
Positive%20and%20Negative%20-%20
Kevin%20Donkor.JPG
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Fri, 28
Jul 2006
The Right
Match
Ed Says: Fred is very skillful at finding you the
right partner.
Ed, do you think that couples are always the right match, in the sense
that intention <=> results?
I have just found out that I am into a love triangle with two girls. I
have an unrequited love towards one and I feel like the other is getting
in love with me. The seat is getting very hot indeed.
Actually, it looks more like a rectangle instead. The girl whom I have
an unrequited love for recently wrote me a letter telling that she broke
up with her boyfriend about two months ago (about one month after
receiving my letter in which I told her about my feelings). Then I had
already asked the other girl out.
You tell me that Frieda doesn't have an agenda. Yet it looks like she
does, she's mean and has a lot of fun.
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Your unwillingness to experience your
feelings and / or to join a Tribe is consistent with your inability to
transcend this on-going drama.

A Love Triangle
is geometry
with the design
to evoke feelings
that lie deep in k-nots.
Clip:
sandyfeet.com/sand/lovetriangle2/index.html
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Fri, 28 Jul
2006
The Plane
Truth #2
See
previous
See Radial
Momentum at www.Seykota.com
Ed,
Thanks for getting back to me.
I got this
idea from the web, there was just pictures and a small explanation of
how it was supposed to work. Which made some sense, the theory goes that
when the air passes over the chamber it creates a vacuum in each of the
small chambers, the Venturi effect comes to mind. Because of the shape
of the chamber it provides a stabilizing effect.
This mod works when I would fly the plane. Without the mod it would
start turning as soon as it got airborne, with the mod it would climb at
a very steep angle (not turning while it climbed) then stall out and
come down, level off then straight in to a perfect landing every time.
So with a successful modification and test I wanted to go try another
modification. This time I modified the wing with a wide vacuum chamber.
Looking back now I think I should have put more slates in to make the
chambers more narrow.
I think if the
chambers are to big you don't get the same effect. I know with a Venturi,
if the hole where the vacuum is created is to big it will decrease the
performance.
Well when I
flew the plane with the new mod it would not climb at the steep angle as
before only a shallow angle. About 45 degrees verses 75 degrees. The
plane would turn slightly if it was going into the wind but not much and
it always landed perfectly. A couple of times when I flew, it seemed to
go just a little bit further than with just the vac chamber mod. I flew
the plane early in the morning when there was hardly any wind, in a
parking lot.
Well now I'm really feeling good about my mods to the plane and how well
it has preformed. So it was time to try another one that I have been
wanting to do and that was wing grids. After reading up on wing grids
for planes and birds and looking at a lot of pictures of vortex's coming
off of the end of wings I finally came up with a design that looked
promising.
The way I
think it works is the high pressure on the bottom of the wing is moving
to the top where there is lower pressure. When the flow of air gets to
the end of the wing it moves upward and starts spinning forming a vortex
behind the wing and to the outside.
The vortex's
always spin towards the plane. The wing grid was installed on the bottom
of the wing will capture some of this energy and give the plane a push
forward then when it gets to the end of the grid it will give it some
more lift.
Then when the
air pressure moves upward and starts spinning the extension on the grid
should capture just a little bit more energy for some extra lift. I wish
I could say that this last mod caused the plane to fly further but I
can't on my second attempt it crashed into a light pole and broke up.
Oh well, I
will build another one this time out of Depron foam and carbon fiber.
This time I will build one each with the different mods so I can see
which ones have the most effect on performance plus I have another mod I
will be trying which I call the Humpback Whale flipper mod.
I don't have
pictures of that one but after I build one I will send it to you if you
want.
This has been the longest e-mail I've ever written on any thing, I hope
that I haven't burnt you out with my ramblings. If you have any more
questions please feel free to ask.
From your friend in the desert.
"Where there is an open window there exists limitless opportunity."

Wing Modification 1

Wing Modification 2

Wing Modification 3

Chamber Modification 1

Chamber Modification 2

Grid Modification 1

Grid Modification 2

Grid Modification 3
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Thank you for your note and photos
of your models. I support you in continuing your experiments.
I have some gut reactions about your
work that I can share with you - on the basis that you might find them
interesting.
Without seeing the planes fly or
bench testing them, I cannot say my reactions are any more than wild
hunches. Perhaps some of these ideas might ring a bell with you,
or set you to thinking.
Here are my wild hunches:
The vacuum effect you cite is most intense just behind the front lip of
each chamber. That is where the air "separates" due to its upward
momentum that the windshield in front of it imparts to the flow stream.
Within each chamber, then, you
create somewhat lower pressure and a vortex that, viewing from the left
side of the plane, spins in a clockwise direction, providing a "virtual
roller bearing" for the air passing over the top of each cell.
This might have an effect on drag.
The vacuum effect might be most intense in the first chamber - and might
also provide a small "pull out" effect - raising the nose of the plane
relative to the tail.
This vacuum effect likely depends on velocity, so it might have
different strengths at (1) the stall at the top of the flight and (2)
the end of the dive where the plane pulls out to level flight.
The overall lift of the plane has very little to do, directly, with wing
shape or with the vacuum chambers or with grids or flow shapers at the
wing tips. Lift has to do almost entirely with angle of attack.
Your modifications can change the direction of the plane, the stability
of the plane and they can also effect the air flow profile, converting
the stream between turbulent flow and laminar flow.
To see this effect, you might try watching a stream of smoke rise from a
cigar in a quiet room. At first the smoke rises in a laminar fashion. As
it continues higher, it becomes turbulent.
Flow shapers can keep the air flow laminar. This can reduce drag and
increase velocity and contribute, indirectly, to lift.
Another effect is that the air behaves very differently at different
velocities. In a swimming pool, you can walk through the water at slow
speed and feel almost no drag. If you try to run, you can feel the drag
of the water.
Golf balls work better with dimpling. A smooth golf ball in flight
behaves erratically. While dimpling might appear to increase friction,
in flight, a spinning golf ball with dimpling changes the air flow so it
is more regular and the ball goes further.
Note: My own personal preference for golf ball design might also
include a propeller and a homing device.
All in all, I think your modifications are operating to change the air
flow characteristics over the surface of the plane. You are thus able to
convert between laminar and turbulent flow.
The result is to change the overall
amount of drag. None of these modifications directly change the
lift. Lift is a function of the angle of attack of the plane, mostly the
wings.
If you want to test some of these effects, you might have a friend drive
you along a straight road at different velocities. You can hold your
planes out the window and measure the air flow characteristics at key
points with a piece of thread that you glue to the end of a knitting
needle.

Cigar Smoke Rising
Physicists can explain,
with high precision
the interactions of all the components
in electrical devices such as computers
and cyclotrons.
They cannot yet explain
the behavior of rising smoke
two inches above the end of a cigar.
Clip:
http://www.citycigarcompany.com/
qs/page/3245/0/-1
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Fri, 28 Jul
2006
Associates
Program
Ed,
Ed Says: Yes, I intend to post details of
the systems, ongoing performance and links to the associates - for any
associate who demonstrates consistency in attaining zero variance.
This is your response to my question, thank you. Since I don’t see any
links or details of the systems, I assume no associate yet demonstrates
a zero variance. |
Yes, at this point no one is
demonstrating consistent zero variance.
Achieving zero variance is a high
standard.
Outside the Associates Program, I do
not know of another program in which people are even attempting this.
It requires (1) defining your system
rigorously and (2) sticking to your system.

Finding The Zero Point
in a tangle of k-nots
is the essential operation in TTP
and in the Associates Program.
Clip:
http://www.matt-mcdonnell.com/art/
art_zero/art_zero.html |
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Fri, 28 Jul
2006
Wants to
Pick Future Winners
Dear Ed,
Many times you have suggested that, in order to obtain good trading
performance, a trader should stick to the winner stocks.
This is ok,
because their potential growth in price may be relevant.
However,
can you suggest me how can I recognize a potential winner?
Maybe better,
how can I measure the strength of a stock in order to understand that,
that stock is likely to grow in price even much more and that it is a
winner?
I know that I
can win in a market only if I can measure mathematically the psychology
of that market. I mean that I am used to measure something which is not
objective (psychology) by the means of something which is objective in
every language of the world, except for politics, (mathematics).
But, to find
out good winners is not only a problem of psychology interpretation of a
market. I think it may be something more.
I have developed some mathematics algorithms in order to measure the
strength of a stock but I would need a little piece of advice in order
to understand if this is the correct direction.
This is the main problem which I am facing now.
The problem of entering a position is not so much important if compared
to the previous one. In fact I have solved well the last one problem
with these two tricks:
1. by valuating the long term trend by the means of the three main
principle of dynamics;
2. by the application of laws of fluid dynamics to stock trends.
I like the system I have built but the main problem for the moment
lasts.
If you like, can you directly suggest anything to me?
In fact, this is not the first time a have written to you. When I have a
problem that I can't solve, I am used to write to you. And your wisdom
has always help me until now.
Sincerely,
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You might consider taking your
feelings about wanting to predict the (non-existing) future to your
Tribe.

It's still and always
NOW
Clip:
http://www.goodhandarts.com/
photos/250-cl12n-2T.jpg |
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Thu, 27 Jul
2006
Trading Tribe Information Document
Dear Chief,
I attach to this email new TTID.
Thanks for your support.
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Thank you for keeping your
information up to date. |
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Thu, 27 Jul
2006
Cambridge
Workshop Feedback
Ed,
I remain amazed, delighted and inspired by this wonderful Workshop.
I address several key issues and make one totally unexpected discovery.
I learn how to stick to my system, maintain its ongoing process of
development, and even enjoy my jealousy. Holy Moly!
I discover I have no idea of my right livelihood - I am stunned and
experience excruciating discomfort.
Through TTP
with an unrelenting field of acknowledgement I realize I have the tools
of discovery. I make a commitment to fully receive my beloved partner. I
look forward to the support of my local tribe.
Thank-you Ed, Charles & Jason for your care, dedication, uninhibited
vulnerability and fantastic support.
This is SO worthwhile and I feel both blessed and privileged to take
part. |
Thank you for sharing your
experience. |
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Thu, 27 Jul
2006
Breathwork
Weekend
I intend to join the Breathwork weekend and my
girlfriend enlists herself onto my support team and helps out on my
travel and US visa arrangements. I am all set now and will have my visa
first thing Friday morning.
I notice on FAQ that Breathwork participants are welcome to the tribe
meeting and birthday party. I factor that into my IV visit. You make no
mention of a hotel for accommodation, please advise on this and any
other things I may need to be aware of for the Breathwork weekend. I
intend to write the essay and prepare my snapshot and email it by the
weekend. |
See the link to Breathwork, above,
for details. |
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Thu, 27 Jul
2006
Cambridge
Workshop Feedback
Hi Ed,
The workshop is an amazing experience! I feel in touch with my emotions
and finally feel my anger and enjoy it! I feel so much lighter and
liberated from issues I carry for many years. My girlfriend notices how
much calmer I am and how I am more expressive with my feelings and able
to discuss them with her.
I would like to thank you, Jason and Charles for the excellent weekend
in Cambridge. I feel something clicked during the Workshop. I am ready
for change and ready to receive and support my team to make their
commitments real.
I describe below my life and career path to date in the song you request
at the open of the Workshop.
Here I go
again - Whitesnake
Here I go again on my own
goin' down the
only road I've ever known.
Like a drifter
I was born to walk alone
'cos I know
what it means
to walk along
the lonely street of dreams.
Here I go again on my own
goin' down the
only road I've ever known.
Like a drifter
I was born to walk alone.
An' I've made
up my mind,
I ain't
wasting no more time
but here I go
again,
here I go
again,
here I go
again,
here I go,
here I go
again. |
Thank you for sharing your
experience. |
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Thu, 27 Jul
2006
Cambridge
Workshop Feedback
Hi Ed,
How did that happen? It’s just amazing how Fred sent me over to meet
you, Jason and Charles again. I have really nooo idea how I got there.
It feels
really good to get back into the flow again. Very much alive. The
feelings associated with my recent drama are stepping out of the dark
and it is a big win to like those feelings and use them in a productive
way. However it is quite confusing to feel things that I wasn’t event
aware off. Even though I still do not know what my real issues are
(those behind the most obvious), I am very happy to work through that.
The seminar was just fantastic and I can’t wait to do TPP again. Having
others receiving me is big gift. What surprised me even more is that
receiving someone else fills me with so much joy and energy. I want to
thank everyone for sharing that. I really look forward to meet all of
you again and beat the drum for you.
Now this seminar is only the first step on my way. But were a lot has to
be done there is a lot I can improve on and I love that! Let’s work.
See you soon, |
Thank you for sharing your
experience. |
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Wed, 26 Jul
2006
Cambridge Workshop Feedback
Dear Ed,
at the workshop in Cambridge I tell the participants about my boundary
problems. E.g. I answer all questions asked even if I don't want to or
think: 'none of your business'. I don't hold people accountable; let
them miss deadlines, etc. You tell me about my anger k-not. You tell me
that the positive intention of anger is to set boundaries.
First I don't get it. But at the TTP on Saturday night I get to the
Zero Point and have some AHAs.
Now the first week after the workshop I talk to a business partner who
does design stuff for us. He promises me to do something on Monday, then
promises to deliver on Tuesday and on Wednesday still nothing but he
will do so till the end of the day.
On the phone he tells me how he is
all on his own and that he worked for 2 days without any sleep.
I tune in with my feelings and feel anger. I suddenly realize that I did
not express this anger as I did not want to feel it and that I wanted to
avoid the confrontation. I realize that he was using my (still) anger
k-not to drag me into his drama of being on his own and not holding any
deadlines.
There is clarity and I pick up the phone and ask him about the things he
promised to deliver.
He starts about how he will soon get to it. I tell
him that he has to hold his deadline. I tell him that I will not accept
excuses and that it is his responsibility to stick to the deadlines that
he has committed to. His voice gets a bit louder and he immediately
becomes offensive about him being on his own etc. I don't let him drag
me into his drama again and reiterate that if he says today it has to be
today, period.
Half an hour later I get my stuff.
I feel that this is a k-not that influences many more parts of my life
than I would have ever thought.
Suddenly at home and in the office I get
feed-back about how my k-not in anger was used to manipulate me
(although they call it "being too nice to people" "letting them get away
with everything").
As if people close to me suddenly say, now that you
finally get it, we can as well talk about it, be with you when you go
with the flow.
As you say: "this stuff really works" |
Thank you for sharing your
experience. |
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Tue, 25 Jul
2006
Posting Returns
Ed,
Will you be posting the returns of the associates in the associates
program?
If so, what is the link. |
Yes, I intend to post details of the
systems, ongoing performance and links to the associates - for any
associate who demonstrates consistency in attaining zero variance. |
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Tue, 25 Jul
2006
Cambridge
Workshop Feedback
Hi Ed,
In line with my commitment to you to report back to FAQ about the
workshop, please see the below.
When I arrive at the workshop I am live with feelings relating to
experiencing drawdowns. My confidence is low since I have a string of
consecutive daily drawdowns, I notice my thoughts about some of my
drawdown trades have started a “loop” pattern in my head. I keep
triggering negative thoughts and criticizing myself. This sums up my
state upon arrival at the workshop.
Ed starts us off with an exercise to get to know each other. We think of
a song that best describes our lives, tell the persons either side of
us, then present their reason for their songs, to the workshop.
Ed adds
that this is a quick exercise and that we might like to log any feelings
that come up during the exercise. As soon as Ed requests this, my mind
is blank - I just cannot think of a song. Fred is at work because I
notice my heart rate increases and I feel uncomfortable in my chair. Out
of nowhere I can only think of one song "Things can only get better." I
don’t know who wrote it and strangely I would not in a million years add
this single to my CD collection, but it’s the only song that my mind
will retrieve. Through this process we soon get to know a lot about each
other.
ED brings us to the NOW.
The workshop splits into pairs, and we carry out an exercise where one
person asks "Tell me what you are thinking?" When their partner finishes
stating what they think, the person asking the question only replies
“Thank you.” This process is repeated for several minutes, and the
questioner does not deviate from this question and response process.
The exact same process is then carried out using "Tell me what you are
feeling" and then after this "Show me what you are feeling."
This is an excellent exercise; very simple to do and really gets the
mind, feelings, expressions and awareness right in the now.
We form small tribes and work on how to be a process manager, experience
the hotseat and act as a receiver. Already most attendees have very
strong feelings they are experiencing, I believe this is due to the NOW
process that we work on, it seems to open doors for Fred to come out.
Snapshot
The Snapshot process is unbelievably difficult for me, it sparked off
many “unwanted” feelings. I feel my heart beating hard and fast, hands
sweaty, heavy head, dry mouth, hollowness inside my stomach. Before the
workshop I might have labeled these as angry, rejected and experiencing
some form of loss.
The feelings are so strong that I am tempted to
leave. Thankfully I remind myself that Ed did “commit” to get us in
touch with the feelings we least want to experience. Boy, I am glad that
I decide to stay. Going through the process requires WILLINGNESS,
everyone who decides to use TTP and snapshots must have this, no matter
what comes up. I decide to fully embrace and experience my feelings
during my hotseat.
Hotseat with Drums
I have practiced TTP for 18 months (without using drums). I now realize
that the sound of drumming is “Fred’s favorite sound.”
Before we begin tribe hotseat Ed gets us into a jamming session of
drumming. It’s incredible how the sound of drumming induces a trance
state for every one. When the drumming stops, Ed instructs us to start
the hotseat process. My tribe shows incredible support to me and each
other, they have all mastered TTP in a day and some had never done TTP
before. Using drums loudly and shouting support (do more of that!, crank
it up, good job!) when receiving seems to awaken Fred, excite Fred, and
sets Fred off BIG time, allowing Fred to pull the feelings, pump and get
it all out. Everyone in my tribe went all the way, they show enormous
courage and support.
Ed teaches me two excellent techniques that work amazingly when acting
as a process manager.
1/ I see sender in a repetitive looping form / motion, I use a “freeze”
process and encourage the sender to hold onto the feeling / form as long
as possible and try to fully experience the feeling.
2/ I notice a strong feeling / form in the sender and I suggest to the
sender to try to “ENJOY” the feeling, by shouting Enjoy, ENNNNJOY along
with all the receivers and banging our drums. This seems to knock out
all the judges that stand between you “just feeling” and you “fully
experiencing the feeling, embracing and converting feelings we might be
unwilling to experience into allies”
Ed breaks new TTP Ground in Cambridge
Something really cool happens in the workshop. Ed takes the first
“Couple” Hotseat, his partner is a fantastic woman who shows us all
enormous commitment and courage going through her workshop process, and
appears to be very willing to break new ground with Ed with this new
experiment.
They get to work on their issues together and the result is
pure Magic. TTP is now growing into new areas with “dual commitments” to
take the hotseat. I have no doubt that it is the start of something big,
for those people that “really want” to improve their relationships, this
process seems incredibly powerful, and very quick.
Commitments (contracts) to each other
Ed invites each attendee to communicate any snapshots or commitments
they would like to achieve to the workshop. He invites anyone who is
willing to assist the attendee to exchange contact details to provide
support and ensure they commit to completing their snapshot/commitment.
Everyone in the workshop is amazing, they all show willingness, courage
and determination throughout their process and I believe they all can
make their snapshots / commitments real and in the now.
Charles and Jason
Along with Ed, Charles and Jason are both masters in their professions.
They both show enormous support for the workshop attendees; their
openness, honesty and commitment to get you through your process during
the workshop is a huge driving force acknowledged by all.
The End -
The Beginning
The workshop ends, I feel fortunate to meet so many excellent people
with high integrity, openness and willingness to work on themselves, to
help themselves and others. I notice that I am willing to feel anything
that comes up now, my thoughts are in the now. I am willing to embrace
my feelings and I understand their positive intentions. “Bad” feelings
do not exist anymore, I appreciate all my feelings in all their forms,
textures, shapes, temperatures, densities, sizes, and tensions.
Thank you Ed! |
Thank you for sharing your
experience. |
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Mon, 24 Jul
2006
Workshop
Feedback
Dear Ed,
What a great week-end!
Before coming
I am concerned that we actually only have one full day. On Saturday,
close to 3 in the morning I have to laugh about that. This day I get to
the Zero Point the first time (or Joy Point).
When reaching that point I am there with the experience. So many
different people at the workshop and after two days they are all so much
closer. So many different people but all one big field of acknowledgment
taking me to the zero point. I am still amazed what one man with a
snapshot can do and how many people in so many different places around
the world he reaches.
Already at the airport on my way home, things are different. I stand in
the cue and nothing is moving. People around me are complaining. I tune
in with my feelings and I feel uncomfortable. There is a tension in
my stomach and the skin on my neck is tingling. I have to smile and it
is ok the way it is.
Meanwhile, people behind me are looking for causes for the non-moving of
the line and are still complaining. I have to smile more.
Thank you Ed, thank you ... and thank you my fellow workshop attendees.
I commit to setting-up my own tribe. The TTID will follow.
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Thank you for sharing your process.

A Body in Tension
gets results.
Clip:
http://www.kokoom.com/megamaths/
yoga/yogabase/original/14%20
Pont%20en%20tension.jpg |
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Mon, 24 Jul
2006
Cambridge
Workshop Feedback
Dear Ed,
what a great week-end. Before coming I am concerned that we actually
only
have one full day. On Saturday, close to 3 in the morning I have to
laugh
about that. This day I get to the Zero Point the first time (or Joy
Point).
When reaching that point I am there with the experience. So many
different
people at the workshop and after two days they are all so much closer.
So
many different people but all one big field of acknowledgment taking me
to
the zero point. I am still amazed what one man with a snapshot can do
and
how many people in so many different places around the world he reaches.
Already at the airport on my way home, things are different. I stand in
the
cue and nothing is moving. People around me are complaining. I tune in
with
my feelings and I feel uncomfortable. There is a tension in my stomach
and
the skin on my neck is tingling. I have to smile and it is ok the way it
is.
Meanwhile, people behind me are looking for causes for the non-moving of
the
line and are still complaining. I have to smile more.
Thank you Ed and thank you my fellow
workshop
attendees.
I commit to setting-up my own tribe. The TTID will follow.
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Thank you for sharing your
experience. |
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Sat, 22 Jul
2006
Price and Time
Relationship
Dear Ed,
This is regarding the "Price, not Time is of Essence in Trading" post in
the April 11-18 2005 FAQ.
Price is a time domain signal and therefore any logic that uses price has
to be over a period. This means that there has to be a time component
involved in a system's decision making. Even in a point and figure chart
the trend is up or down based on the last n points (a point maybe a day,
hour, etc.).
I would like to have your comments on this. I am from [C0untry], you got a wonderful site Ed.
Regards,
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When you look at a chart, you do not
see time, you see marks on a page with spaces between them.

Magritte's This is not a pipe
A drawing of a pipe
is not a pipe.
Clip:
http://www.vrc.iastate.edu/magritte.gif |
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Fri, 21 Jul
2006
Not a good day
for Steven in Chicago
...this is on the Ontario Street feeder to the Kennedy expressway in
downtown Chicago.
I feel sorry for any other Steven / Emily couple though who this is not.

Hi Steven,
Do I have
your attention now?
I know all
about her, you dirty, sneaky
immoral,
unfaithful, poorly-endowed slime ball.
Everything's caught on tape.
Your
(soon-to-be-ex) Wife, Emily
ps. I paid
for this billboard from OUR joint bank account.
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Emily and Steve are working out
their drama in public.
An alternative is for them to take
their issues to Tribe, untie their k-nots and get free of this drama.
When both Emily and Steve come to
see their responsibility in the matter and come to support each other in
experiencing their feelings, they may be able to evolve to the next
level.
Otherwise, they are likely to keep
repeating this drama - perhaps with new partners.
Fred is very skillful at finding you
the right partner.
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Fri, 21 Jul
2006
Krishnamurti
Hi Ed,
I was just on your site reading about communication
and TTP.
You are so on mark. Thank you.
I wanted to make sure you knew of this guy just in
case you did not.
You should find his ideas very beneficial to you.
Great reading and videos ...
http://www.jkrishnamurti.org/
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TTP provides a way to attain some of
the states that Krishnamurti describes.

Jiddu Krishnamurti
"It is the
incapacity to observe that creates pain. I cannot observe if I think,
function, see from a center - as when I say, 'I must have no pain, I
must find out why I suffer, I must escape.' When I observe from a
center, whether the center is a conclusion, an idea, hope, despair, or
anything else, that observation is very restricted, very narrow, very
small, and that engenders sorrow."
-- from Book of Life
Clip:
http://doormann.tripod.com/krish02.jpg |
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