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Fri, 24 Feb 2006
Results Updates
Hi Ed,
I complete the trading systems (Exponential Average and Support-Resistance) successfully. I obtain
the same results you post on web. I try different values too, then
compare with the spreadsheet data on
http://www.seykota.com/tribe/TSP/SR/index.htm
and ... Surprise !, not all of them match. So I check my piece
of software and all seems ok. Now, the question is: is the spreadsheet
updated ?
thank a lot, Ed.
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The results are current through the date
of the study. |
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Fri, 24 Feb 2006
Fred is Powerful
Ed,
I see a new science article about decision making. From its abstract,
their results are amazing. These supportive evidences for Fred are very
delightful. I kept on wondering why we need a system if we can be totally
free of knot. Thank you for letting me know where I can use the Google
search.
From Science,
Volume 311, February 2006
Abstract
Contrary to conventional wisdom, it is not always advantageous to engage in
thorough conscious deliberation before choosing.
On the basis of recent
insights into the characteristics of conscious and unconscious thought, we
tested the hypothesis that simple choices (such as between different towels
or different sets of oven mitts) indeed produce better results after
conscious thought, but that choices in complex matters (such as between
different houses or different cars) should be left to unconscious thought. |
OK.

The More Important the Choice
(Mate, Career, Avocations)
the more we rely on feeling
and the less we rely on logic.
Clip:
http://www.moretimeforyou.com/Choices.jpg |
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Wed,
22 Feb 2006
TTP is also a Stock
Sorta has your name written all over it.....
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OK.

TTP
It
seems to have its ups and downs.
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Wed, 22 Feb 2006
Collaboration
Ed,
I have an interest in pursuing a PhD in Clinical Psychology with a
focus on TTP and the Prevention and Control of Violence. Would you
consider collaborating on the project?
Source:
http://www.fielding.edu/psy/
howitworks/concentrations/violence.pdf
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Yes. That sounds like fun.

Taking TTP into Clinical Psychology
might be a little like
taking Libertarianism into government.
Clip:
http://www.evms.edu/hlthprof/
images/psychology.jpg |
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Mon, 20 Feb 2006
TSP Update
Hi,
I was just wondering - it looks like most of the components of the website
have not been updated since the end of October. I am particularly interested
in the TSP portion of the site. Will you continue adding more exercises?
Thank you, |
Yes, I plan to expand TSP. |
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Mon, 20 Feb 2006
The
Final Word on Fat
For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final
word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all
those conflicting medical studies:
1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than the
Americans, British or Canadians.
2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and also suffer fewer heart attacks than
the Americans, British or Canadians.
3. The Japanese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks
than the Americans, British or Canadians.
4. The Italians drink large amounts of red wine and also suffer fewer heart
attacks than the Americans, British or Canadians.
5. The Germans drink a lot of beer and eat lots of sausages and fats and
suffer fewer heart attacks than the Americans, British or Canadians.
6. Ukrainians drink a lot of vodka, eat a lot of pierogies, cabbage rolls and
suffer fewer heart attacks than the Americans, British or Canadians.
CONCLUSION: Eat and drink what you like. It's
speaking English that kills
you. |
Thank you for a nice example of some of
the pitfalls of applying the causal model.

Sometimes the Cause of the Problem
is
the pants are too small.
Clip:
http://oregonstate.edu/~tellerit/
Pirate4x420Chops/fat%20owned.jpg |
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Mon, 20 Feb 2006
Workshop July 21 London
Dear Ed
I am willing to participate in the workshop in London on July 21.
Thanks
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OK. |
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Mon, 20 Feb 2006
Headaches, Backaches etc
Dear Ed,
I am really enjoying the book.
Could conditions such as headaches, Migraines,
Backaches, Diabetes, Arthritis etc all be somatic
Forms created by Fred. If so what can TTP do to
alleviate them?
Best Wishes,
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Yes, many psycho-somatic illnesses such
as headaches, backaches, and cramps yield to TTP.
You might consider taking your aches and
pains into TTP as a feelings to explore. They may transform into AHAs.
Of course, if symptoms persist, consult
your physician.

Physicians Tend to Treat Aches and Pains
with prescription remedies.
Clip:
http://www.marijuanacannabis.com/
images/b.c.bud.jpg |
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Mon, 20 Feb 2006
Adding to the directory
Hi Ed,
I notice that Jan 26 is the last update of TTP Directory. Can you
please include in the directory my name and email address (see FAQ Jan
30 on my request to start a tribe)? Thanks.
I miss TTP, a lot of drama
going on, and I have a lot of feelings I want to feel. |
The directory is now current through
February 21, 2006 |
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Sun, 19 Feb 2006
Tribe feedback
Tribe Members,
a note to say this is a productive weekend, jumping up early completely
focusing on testing .... after uninstalling SDK 1.1 C# Beta, and installing
SDK 2.0 C# Express 2005 (which took about two hrs). I've tested 20 years of
data on several systems with exciting results.
I've been wanting to do this for awhile, but it was that stuff we peeled off
at the tribe meeting which stood between me and doing it.
Thanks !
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Thank you for sharing your process.

Accomplishment
is
often a matter
of
peeling off
whatever is standing between you
and
success.
Clip:
http://images.amazon.com/images/P/
0439104319.01._SCLZZZZZZZ_.gif
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Sun, 19 Feb 2006
Private Property Rule
Dear Ed,
From your experience, do you find it confusing with the kids if one
implements the PPR AND other rules together? Or does it better help
the kid to deal with the complications in the real-world?
For example, the father buys the son the video game that the son
craves for. Under PPR, the son is the sole owner of the game, and he
can do whatever he wants with it.
But the father is concerned his son
addicting to the game and spend too much time on it. So before buying
he asks his son to agree on setting up a deal that he reserves the
right to take away the toy if the son plays irresponsibly (e.g. play
before finishing homework, or play more than 3 hours a day, or after
10pm) .
As I recall, typical violation of PPR is when parents discipline
children by taking away the toy. Do you find the "strings attached"
help clear out potential conflicts and clear the intentions, or does
it actually tend to lead to PPR violations?
Thanks, I appreciate your sharing your thoughts with us. |
Under PPR (Private Property Rules) , the
father gives the toy with no strings.
He also tells his son his feelings about
addictions, perhaps even sharing some insight about how he, himself, deals
with his own addictions.

In TTP, an Addiction is a Combination
of
a behavior and a judgment
about the behavior.
Another name for addiction
is
k-not.
Clip:
http://www.sboyce.freeserve.co.uk/Comedy/
Not%20addicted.jpg |
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Sun, 19 Feb 2006
Synchronicity
Hi Ed !
Spending the long weekend deep in my cave back-testing chart patterns.
I notice that a company called 8x8, symbol EGHT, broke out on 8/8 (2003)
Check it out ! What're the chances !
regards,
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EGHT shows many breakouts during its
ascension in late 2003. One of them falls on 8/8. The a postiori
chance of this occurring is 100%.

If You Google Eight
and
go the eighth page
and
to the eighth picture
you
get the Tarot Card:
VIII of Swords
The
chance of this happening this time
is
100%
Clip:
http://www.learntarot.com/bigjpgs/swords08.jpg
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Sun, 19 Feb 2006
Great Photo
here's a great photo to use on FAQs -- as soon as someone writes in that they
are concerned that their best friend doesn't REALLY support them and their
process ...

The VP and Friends
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Gun Control means: Hit the Target.

Shotguns Don't Cause Injuries
Injuries are a result of the intentions
of
both the shooter and the shoot-ee
to
send and receive
at
the same time and place.
Clip:
http://www.strangepolice.com/images/
content/110454.jpg |
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Sat, 18 Feb 2006
Hotseat
Snapshot
Process
Ed,
Our recent tribe meeting began with the snapshot review in which each member
presented her or his snapshot, followed by a “critique” of the snapshot by
the
other members in turn. The presenting member makes notes on the feedback
received from the other members, then reports what she or he heard, without
justifying or commenting on any of the critique. If anything
important was “missed” or “omitted” that point is reiterated. We have found
that “omitted” issues may be significant entry points for TTP.
After every member has presented his snapshot and reported on the critique,
we take a ten minute break during which time the snapshots are modified to
encompass changes suggested by the tribe. A second round of presentations
and critiques then commences. Following this round, further changes may
be made. Then, we have a “Champion Round” in which each member quickly
presents her snapshot, hands the snapshot to the person next to her, and
each member in turn presents the first member’s snapshot, champions it, as if it were his
own.
Critiques may include issues of the actual picture such as who, what, where,
and what those imply, but also the feeling of the presentation such as
confidence
or lack thereof, fear, embarrassment, lack of eye contact, mannerisms
(possible
forms), etc. The feelings that the presenter produces in the other tribe
members
can be important.
Through the snapshot process, an important issue may be clarified. The
wisdom of the group allows the presenter to “see around” knots. This may
allow the member to understand a larger, more important and profound
issue. The question, “What is standing between you and your snapshot?”
may bring insight, or produce feelings which serve as entry points for TTP.
By this process of clarifying our intentions, and by learning to be willing
to
experience the feelings our subconscious wants us to feel, through TTP,
our snapshots come true. Results = Intentions.
In my own search for my path to right livelihood, I focus on what is
standing
between me as I am now and me as a more loving and generous person.
I evolve in a direction my heart knows is good. In this snapshot I receive
another person’s feelings.
Receiving is loving kindness and compassion.
During the process vague feelings of inadequacy come up which I take to
the hotseat in the Tribe meeting later that evening. Other similar feelings
arise
from episodes in which my teachers or bosses have criticized my behavior and
produce a tightness in my chest.
My arms flex and extend and my
hands shake. My torso flexes and extends. The Tribe encourages me to
amplify the forms with vocal sounds and words, and with drumming. The
process manager (PM) asks me to freeze at the maximum feeling point, and to
stay
with that feeling for longer than possible. I hold my breath and glide down
an uncertain tunnel with the feeling. I want to quit, to breath, but I hear
the tribe’s encouragement,
through the trance, and I continue sliding, gliding. At first it is painful
and scary, but
after a moment, it is less so.
Eventually my body sucks in a bunch of air,
and I relax.
The PM asks if I enjoyed the feeling. I answer that I am not sure. He asks
if I am willing
to experience it again, and I say yes. He says, “OK, do it NOW.”
Again I go with the forms and, more quickly this time, get to the freeze
point. During this freeze I experience the criticizers and the feelings of
pain, dislike, irritation, etc.,
evolve into love. The PM asks if I enjoyed that and I answer, “Yes.” He
checks for
willingness to do it again, and I say, “Yes.”
This time I cannot locate any feelings of anger, frustration, anxiety, chest
tightness, etc.
The PM tells me that when I get to really enjoy the feeling, I will smile a
little at the end
of the freeze. As he prepares to take me back into my forms, I begin to
laugh, at first
gently, then more deeply as I realize what is happening. Most of my hot
seats seem to
end in uncontrollable laughter as I delight in the AHA’s.
The sender has the last word in the checkout, following the hotseat. A tribe
member
told me that I had set a new record for the hotseat time to checkout time
ratio. Short
hotseat, long checkout. During the freeze, and then especially during the
checkout,
the insights kept coming, one following another like pages of a book
flicking open
under the influence of a gentle breeze.
I understand the positive intention of criticism. It is a manifestation of
love. I appreciate
and am thankful for the criticism I have been given in my life. My anxiety
about being
inadequate as a receiver dissolves. What seems to be important is that one
“shows up.”
Being there and making a genuine effort matter, and are effective. People
recognize
and respond to loving kindness and compassion even if the giver is a bit
clumsy.
Many thanks to my fellow tribe members for their unceasing support. |
Thank you for sharing your process - and
for your clear exposition of the Snapshot Process.

Life at the Zero Point
is
a laughing matter.
Clip:
http://www.jockmcdonald.com/images/stock/
location/kids/medium/laugh.jpg
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Sat, 18 Feb 2006
K-nots
Dear Ed,
I want to rid myself of unwanted k-nots and dramas. I want to improve
myself. I work hard. I do whatever it takes. I never quit. I make little to
no progress. I use the DIM process. I need no one. I am an island. This is
my affair. I keep trying.
I read the Trading Tribe Book. I sense what must be done. I need others. I
need help. I feel vulnerable. I feel fear.
I attend the January Workshop. I learn TTP Technology. I use TTP Technology.
I help others. I receive help from others. I watch others help others. I
watch others help themselves.
I make progress. I want to continue. I am willing.
I feel grateful to Ed Seykota. I feel grateful to my fellow practitioners.
I thank you all. You are wonderful people.
Sincerely,
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Thank you for sharing your process.
Your insights may give you compassion for others who are trying to do it all
by themselves.

Growth Begins
with the realization
that we all need each other.
Clip:
http://www.lostpuppy.ca/art/alone.jpg |
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Sat, 18 Feb 2006
Experiencing Quantum
Mechanics
Heisenberg in a 1927 paper, wrote a popular paper with the title, "On the
fundamental principles of quantum mechanics," where he described his
break-through in the interpretation of the theory as follows:
It seems to
be a general law of nature that we cannot determine position and velocity
simultaneously with arbitrary accuracy.
Heisenberg presented it as the
result of a "pure fact of experience". |
TTP, like other forms of science, is
empirical. It flows from direct experience.

This Model of an Atom is Non-Empirical
follows from the way planets
orbit around the sun.
It
does not follow from
direct observations of electrons
orbiting around a nucleus.
Clip:
http://www.chemistry.ohio-state.edu/betha/qm/
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Fri, 17 Feb 2006
Remarkable
People
Ed,
Have you had the opportunity to meet any truly remarkable people ... someone that you, personally, are amazed by? If so,
would you care to share anything about that person(s)?
Thank you.
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I find everyone I meet to be remarkable
- and I make a lot of remarks to prove it.

Children Are Wise
They Know What They Want
and
generally go for it.
Adults learn to tie up their feelings
in
k-nots.
CLip:
http://www.nature.com/news/2001/010906/
images/baby_160.jpg |
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Fri, 17 Feb 2006
Fear of
Alligators
Hi Chief,
Again last night another hotseat experience. Thanks to you and the Tribe for
the opportunity and support.
Per your request, I write to share my experience
for others.
During the last two weeks between Tribe meetings, I have several episodes of
being afraid and then not sleeping well. One of these fears, I take as an
entry point for the hotseat (a fear of encountering alligators during an
upcoming vacation to the Everglades).
I experience rapid heart rate (almost
breathless), and recall hitting the alligator by flailing my arms. (Thanks
for checking that there are no existing heart problems that I know of -- this
technique may be of value to others to do as well).
In freezing the action at
some point and with the rhythmic beating of the drums, I take a journey into
what feels and smells like a jungle. The drum beat carries me along. After
several goes at this, I feel relaxed and then, even when flapping my arms, I
notice my heart rate noticeably slows.
Eventually, I recall tight fists,
flapping arms and laughing as both light and fluid fly out of my kneecaps.
Yep -- strange -- I feel good but I do laugh as this strikes me as very funny. I
enjoy this mental picture now as I write. This hotseat example of dealing
with fear is very specific but I know the benefits of my hotseat experiences
always go beyond what I think I am dealing with.
I know I am different. I feel differently. Last night I sleep well and enjoy
joking about alligators when I get up. Today, in driving down a snowy
mountain road that creates fear in the past, my heart rate stays steady and
I do not feel tense in my hands around the steering wheel.
Today, I take
this trip and I use the fear to take my time. I enjoy the experience and
beauty of the trip. I do not realize all this until about half-way down. I
just smile and reflect on alligators.
I know other interesting experiences of change await. I now look forward to
a great vacation -- being open to explore and experience as much of life on
this trip as I can. Thanks again to all the Tribe. |
Thank you for sharing your process.

If Alligators Were Afraid of Alligators
we'd soon run out of Alligators.
Clip:
http://www.tnaqua.org/Newsroom/
HighRes/alligators.jpg
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Fri, 17 Feb 2006
Angular Momentum
Hi Ed,
I asked a close friend of mine who is a brilliant materials science engineer
at Wright Patterson Air Force Research Labs to look at your radial momentum
site. He did a quick overview and had this to say. Is he missing your point,
or does he need to dig deeper to understand the work?
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Angular Momentum IS how you compute Lift and any similar Fluid Mechanics
problem. The Basic Wing design is not curved / flat. it is actually very
symmetric and lift depends on the angle of attack (transfer of momentum). That is AERO 101. When solving the Navier-Stokes Equations he
talks of for boundary problems, I believe both momentum and Bernoulli's
terms appear as two of the many terms. a lot are "factors" such as the
Reynolds number, which have other meanings.
I'm looking into it some more,
for my own calculations on wind resistance and surface forces/resonance on
objects. Though, I'm not sure why he has such a big problem with Bernoulli,
that
would be like knocking Newton b/c Quantum theory does more.
We'd have kids
who just grasped geometry solving trajectory problems it terms of
"probability" and having them solve differential equations with Hamiltonian
operators, when F=MA works for a first approximately
but I'm pretty sure the 3rd chapter (control volumes) of any fluid mechanics
book will go into what he wants. unless I'm missing his point. I only
skimmed his webpage.
Most people think that you can't have kids set up the boundary conditions
and solve the nasty differentials needed to get to the right answer, so you
"pad" the answer to one part of it that is the simplest term for the
simplest case.
He need not worry, the Aero Engineers have some fairly sweet
models (analytical and numerical) that go a bit beyond the Bernoulli Term,
even into compressible flow and Mach #'s.
I wish someone would have told me
the entire reason as a child, but most kids don't even understand the
basics. if a kid asks you why the sky is blue and sunsets red. are you
going to explain the (1/lambda)^4 factor in electromagnetic scattering
theory. I am.
But most will just "pad" the answer, because they don't even
know the answer. you think most grade school teachers grasps any higher
level concepts? I think even that would be naive.
All the answers will be in my book. look for it in about 8 years, if your
not proofing it as I write it. "The Material Life We Live: Interactions of
Energy and Matter" if you help me write it we can add "Interactions of
Energy, Matter, and MONEY" - or how about "Only Energy and Money Matter"
- tehehe I'm thinking a series ... |
The concept is a new and radical
approach to explaining and computing lift.
For example, Your brilliant scientist
friend somehow converts the words Radial Momentum into the familiar
phrase Angular Momentum.
Angular momentum is spinning momentum,
the kind that keeps a top spinning - whereas Radial Momentum is the
momentum of expansion (or contraction) that nicely accounts for changes in
density, hence pressure.
Bernoulli's equation is indeed valid.
My claim is that Physicists mis-apply it to explain lift.
Similarly, a wagon wheel is a valid
device - it just does not apply very well to combing your hair.
For more on RM, see
www.seykota.com .

A Wagon Wheel
is
great for supporting a wagon
and
not so hot
for
combing your hair.

Bernoulli's Equation
is
great for figuring the pressure
in
the bottom of a swimming pool
and
not so hot
for
explaining lift.
Clip:
http://www.hydrosapien.com/
assets/images/Wagon%20Wheel.jpg
Clip:
http://www.princeton.edu/~asmits/
Bicycle_web/Bernoulli.html |
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Fri, 17 Feb
2006
King Kanut
Hi Ed,
I find your metaphor of the boy at the seaside
“directing” waves most compelling, the image stays
with me.
Brings to mind King Kanut – who also tries to direct
waves – when he commands his servants to sit they sit
but to his annoyance the waves do not obey – Is King
Kanut a Fundamentalist?
Best Wishes,
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King Canute is famous for commanding his
servants to stay still and then trying to command the ocean to do the same.
He exemplifies people who are unwilling
to experience being out of control.

Modern Day Canutes Still Can Not
command the seas
Clip:
http://www.baseball.com.au/site/baseball/abf/
downloads/wmnsopen/2001/Im000327.jpg
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Thu, 16 Feb 2006
The Power of Fred
Trust your gut instinct when those shopping
decisions get tough, say scientists
By Roger Highfield, Science Editor 17/02/2006
Scientists have discovered that the best way to
make a decision is to collect the information you
need, forget about it, and then trust your
instincts to get it right.
This advice comes from a study by researchers at
the University of Amsterdam that focused on how
people make shopping decisions and what kinds of
strategies produce the best buys.
Don't think too hard about major decisions
Decisions can be grouped into two basic
categories: complex decisions, such as buying a
house or a car, and simple decisions, such as
choosing a shampoo.
Most people would agonize over
the former and scarcely think about the latter,
which is precisely the wrong way to do it,
according to Prof Ap Dijksterhuis and his
colleagues in the magazine Science.
After a series of shopping experiments they
conclude that thinking really hard about a
decision works well when the decision is simple.
But when the decision gets more complicated,
focusing all your attention on what to buy isn't
usually the best approach.
Participants in the experiment were asked to
choose between four different cars, and were given
details of 12 attributes including leg room and
mileage about each make and model.
The scientists
found that people identified the best car around
25 per cent of the time, which was no better than
chance. The surprise came when the researchers
distracted the participants with puzzles before
asking them to make their choices. More than half
then managed to pick the best car.
Collecting the relevant information is important,
scientists say, but once you've done your
homework, forget about the decision for a while.
Prof Dijksterhuis said: "Your brain is capable of
juggling lots of facts and possibilities at the
same time when you let it work without
specifically thinking about the decision. But when
you are specifically thinking about a problem,
your brain isn't able to weigh up as much
information. I sit on things and rely on my gut."
Source:
http://news.telegraph.co.uk/
news/main.jhtml
http://tinyurl.com/dauph
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OK.

If You Use Your Gut
as
a computer
be
sure to check your I/O devices
to
prevent overload.
Clip:
http://www.eckssaloon.com/images/
beerbelly2.jpg
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Thu, 16 Feb 2006
Trading Tribe Workshop
Dear Ed,
Attached are some free scripts I downloaded from
internet(
http://www.digitalpoint.com/tools/search
You can put them
into your web site and we can search it using Google. I think this
will be helpful for FAQ readers. I benefit a lot from TTP, so I hope
this helps. |
Thank you for your suggestion. I
now have a Google Site Searcher link, above.
 |
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Thu, 16 Feb 2006
An Old Friend?
Hello Mr. Seykota,
First off I would like to say your trading ideas are original, and a
refreshing change from what's out there in the trading world.
I am looking forward to reading the book.
Recently I was in a trading room and the head trader [Name] said you were an old friend, these are his
exact words.
Ed Seykota and myself both started out at [Firm] working for [Name], we were neighbors and friends in
California. We trained together in
developing market discipline. and I was his broker in the 1970s.
He is one of the best and we learned from each other.
As you probably know there are a lot of people out here making all kinds of
claims some are true and some aren't. What [Name] says about
trading seems to make a lot of sense but I just wanted to be sure. I thought
if its true you can visit with an old friend and if its not I can move on.
Thank you for your time, |
Hmmm ... it doesn't seem to ring a bell.

If You Have Enough Imagination
you
can hear it ring.
Clip:
http://www.stsaviours.org.uk/images/
j0269082.gif |
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Thu, 16 Feb 2006
Tribe in Cambridge England
Dear Ed,
I want to start a Trading Tribe here in Cambridge,
England.
I look forward to the Workshop in England. |

Welcome
Cambridge
UK
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Thu, 16 Feb 2006
Trading
Question
Mr. Seykota
Thanks for the continued input into the TTP cause.
I look forward to reading updates of FAQ and find them so uplifting in the
feelings they stimulate in my brain it’s a kin to going on holiday or
hearing an inspirational song or anything else that can help you take stock
and see a better path ahead. It must be the sense of shared experiences from
FAQ that gives it it’s worth.
Aside from TTP I have a more trading based question to ask you.
I have plotted my rolling profit and loss on my account since day one of
trading some six years ago. I notice that it is a chart like any other and
one that perhaps a trend that can be followed.
Would it be consistent with trend following to ‘buy’ the breakouts of my own
trend, perhaps by increase trade size within the money management rules when
these occur and similarly to trade smaller when they appear to be false
breakouts or when the uptrend breaks?
I guess the logical solution is yes it’s a trend, I’ve not tried to engineer
it over six years, it’s just happened, resistance and support lines can be
drawn and targets and stops projected as easily as if it were any financial
instrument.
I find it hard to get my head around this as it’s a little abstract to me
and would be interested for you opinion to be posted on FAQ to see if it
something that other people have a strong feeling about.
To bring this idea more in to focus, In my case it’s a downtrend. I reach a
cross roads where I can’t submit to it and I have to end it. I can’t be a
trend follower and stay solvent in the real world.
What would you see as being the logical conclusion to this idea. (I respect
FAQ don’t tell people what to do) if my personal trend is down do I accept
it or fight it?
It seems to be me I have to go with the trend (markets) to break the trend
(me)

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You might consider taking your feelings
of decline, falling, losing to the hot seat.
You might consider back-testing your
system to see if (1) your model is profitable and (2) if you are following a
system at all.

One Positive Intention of Falling
is
that you quickly get
to
the bottom of things.
Clip:
http://www.eyebeam.org/reblog/archives/falling%20business%20men.jpg
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Wed, 15 Feb 2006
The next flying tomato?
Ed,
I noticed you recently took up snowboarding and thought I would drop a line.
I've been snowboarding since the fourth grade and might be able to help you
get to the next level. I typically charge $1,000 an hour for private
lessons, but would be more than happy to waive all fees for a day on the
slopes together. Let me know.
Either way, I wish you well on your new adventure ... stick with it because
after the initial "butt phase" its pure freedom!
Regards,
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Thank you for your kind offer. I
am currently perfecting my style.

The Horizontal Snow-Wipe
...
a maneuver for those
with more courage than skill.
Clip:
http://www.mediumdose.com/images/
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Wed, 15 Feb 2006
Before Defense Imagination
Hello Ed,
I am sharing an experience I had after my last tribe meeting.
In tribe I draw a couple of snapshots and work the process on one. My
breakthrough comes as I am in a form expressing defensiveness in the face of
anger.
What I realize is that angry people are often in pain themselves--or
sick, tired, overworked, stressed etc. I realize my defensiveness is an
inappropriate response to what is going on with them and only drives them
further into their anger.
It is counterproductive. I realize that is also
the case with most emotions that arouse my defensive posture -- criticism,
blame, contempt etc. Though I'm not sure what to do with this information
yet, I sense that an important first step has been made.
The next day at work I meet an elderly gentleman who is being discharged
from our facility to a nursing home. He needs a central IV line and I am
called in to consult on this. He has dementia and babbles. His daughter is
at the bedside. As I enter the room and introduce myself and my intention he
fixes his gaze on me and says "before defense imagination"!
I'm not sure
what this means so I look to his daughter for an explanation. She explains
that her father verbalizes little snippets from past learning over and over
(a phenomenon we call perseveration). It is symptomatic of his organic brain
disease--and not uncommon.
Since this current statement does not seem to make much sense, she tries to
redirect him to something else -- the Gettysburg Address "fourscore and seven
years ago ..." "before defense imagination" he replies. She tries Walt
Whitman ... "before defense imagination" he says, never taking his gaze off
me. For the next hour he repeats this statement over and over -- staring at me
each time. After finishing with him I wonder if this is some kind of
military objective or a line from a military manual. I wonder about the
origins of this statement.
I go back to my office and
Google the words. No luck. As I am typing the
words in on Google, it occurs to me: before defense - comma - imagination! A HA!
Before you use defense, use your imagination! Try to IMAGINE what the other
person is really trying to say to you. I immediately realize that this man
was speaking TO ME.
I'm still not sure what to do with all this, but I am researching different
forms of communication styles, observing the way I speak and respond to
others. The results are mixed, but I have no doubt that I am on the right
path. It is possible that in two weeks I have made more progress on an issue
that has troubled me my whole life than all the therapy, seminars and
soul-searching combined. I think TTP opened a door. I have recently heard
from a couple of people that I haven't communicated with in some time, and
they have commented on the change.
Thanks for the work and your energy. |
Thank you for sharing your process.

There is Lots of Advice
for
those willing to listen.
Clip:
http://www.rhinerart.com/images/large/
babble.JPG |
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Wed, 15 Feb 2006
July Breathwork Commitment
Works
True to my commitment, here is the 2nd contract I have signed since the
Breathwork Workshop in July.
Thanks,
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Thank you for sharing your process.

The Contract
is
one of many agreements
along the path to completion.
http://www.triadcomputer.com/
about_triad.htm |
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Wed, 15 Feb 2006
Workshop / Tribe Meeting Feedback
Dear Ed,
I arrive at the workshop with enthusiasm. I sit down,
look around and see people who also commit to spend two full days of work.
Some are here from different continents, just for the weekend, some combine
the workshop with a vacation.
During the weekend, I realize that just like me, every
one present is honest with themselves to accept responsibility for their
actions and desire to understand right livelihood. I assume many are there
for trading purposes, but I soon observe that most are there for many other
reasons.
As I listen and participate in TTP, I get my first
Aha. I understand the importance of emotions, that every emotion has a
positive intention. I always say I look for a silver lining in every cloud,
but I don’t look for the positive intention of emotions.
I know I want to be at the workshop. I listen to the
technology presented. I like it. Then, I listen some more and I think I am
in the wrong place; I think some people around me are just not normal; I am
anxious. Then I like it again and feel a relief. I get another Aha: this
big judge inside of me loves to label. So I let it be, the judge goes away
and I meet great people.
At the TT meeting, I arrive “hot”. I feel sad,
disappointed, angry and I feel sorry for myself. My relationship is
stagnating emotionally, I am not where I want to be. I feel I’ve been put
in a corner, on hold, forgotten and told to take a number and wait. I want
to be close.
I get on the hot seat and get another aha: I like being
the victim. That’s what I am used to. It must feel good to me, because
that is what I do, play the victim. I attract people who allow me to be the
victim. I put myself in situations where I can be the victim. Intention =
results. On the hot seat, I experience my feelings, intensify them, ride
the wave and feel this big and increasing weight in my stomach. I then get
another aha as I explode in laughter.
The weight goes away and I’m laughing
so hard I’m crying. I feel really good, extremely relaxed and happy. Wow!
The meeting ends and I hear [name] left me a voice
message. We usually don’t talk on TT meeting night since it gets too late.
The next day, during my conversation with [name] and without me saying
anything regarding my feelings, [name] apologizes for “being mean” to me.
Wow!
I feel happy, empowered, responsible and I can effect
change by changing myself, not by trying to change others. I understand
“lead by example”. I read many books on philosophy of life, money, fortune,
how to get “there” but not one describes “how”. The books I read all state
similar so-called solutions, i.e. by using emotional energy, power of
thought etc., one becomes happy, healthy, rich etc. But not one author/book
demonstrates how.
Many tout the technique of positive thinking which I now
understand as a thin layer covering up one’s emotions and one’s feelings.
The emotions are still there, they are just covered up. And much like s…
(marmite), no matter how thin you spread it, it still tastes like s...
(marmite).
After TTP, I feel I have a vulcanization and retread on
my brain and now have a new grip on reality. Everything seems to click and
move in the direction I want. I intend
& I obtain results.
I can’t thank you enough Ed for the changes you’ve
brought to my life. If only words could accurately express my gratitude!
Thank God I have my feelings. |
Thank you for sharing your process.

Positive Thinking
can
cover up reality
Clip:
http://www.ruggedelegantliving.com
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